The road to Chile was fantastic, easily one of the best rides/roads of the trip. It was more pleasant due to the company of my mechanic friend for the start of the ride and fellow motorbike adventurers for the later parts. I saw more riders on the stretch of road from Mendoza to Chile than I have the rest of the trip. Most waved or flashed their lights, it's a nice little community and a good way to lift the spirits. The border wasn't too much of a hassle, I spent the time talking with a rider whom had risen from Alaska. He had been held up at gunpoint and slept out side in Uyuni when he couldn't find accommodation (it's well brow zero at night). It was good to exchange horror stories and I now strongly believe that having someone to debrief and deconstruct the days event with would have completely changed my experience. That night I found lodging in another sex motel. The hostess advised 'this is for couples', I assured her that I knew that and I just needed a place to sleep. Because it is a sex motel, you pay for 12 hours at a time. As Chile is insanely expensive compared to its neighbours (almost on par with Australia), I headed off after my 12 hour stay. This was at 6:00 am, so it was cold, foggy and dark. I assumed the fog would leave when the sun came up. I assumed wrong. I was riding in fog and cloud for the better part of eight hours. High and low once again shown in consecutive days. I had a nice few days in La Serena. It is a large beach town; however, the weather didn't allow for me to enjoy said beach. I instead went to a museum and to an space observatory, both were very interesting and rather awe inspiring. In between the museum observatory I had lunch on the beach, I picked a nice looking restaurant and paid the price. An expensive meal which was by far the best thing I have eaten on the trip. The next morning I headed off, I'm ashamed to say that I lost my cool over a very trivial matter, not finding a place to buy oil. It's something that shouldn't have resulted in such an outburst. I had a five hour ride to assess my temperament. I have always had a short fuse, but it is something that I had changed to a regular level, something that had rarely been seen. Now it was worse than ever before, on basically no leash. If I can go from my best meal and stargazing to losing it over not immediately finding an oil merchant, I had troubling issues. Troubling issues that I hope are attributed to the roller-coaster of emotions that I am experiencing on the trip and not something that I will bring home with me. If the only thing that I learn from this trip is how to blow up for no reason, then I will be incredibly disappointed in myself. When I finished my long ride and internal review, I found a beautiful little town on the coast to stay at. I have taken to reading blogs and books by adventure riders, in particular the holy grail 'Jupiter's Travels'. There are words of advice that I wish I had lodged in my brain prior to setting off. 'What happened on the way, who I met, all that was incidental. I had not quite realized that the interruptions were the journey.' It also shows a great gulf between his travels in the '70's and my current trip. For him it was proper adventure; disconnect from all those he loved, immersion in other cultures which were intrigued and excited by his appearance. My trip has been tarnished by my tainted existence, a reliance of technology and the information ages watering down of public curiosity. There is a section in which the author Ted Simons describes five days of travel on a road similar to that in which I had my major meltdown. He had numerous crashes and countless more hours on the hellish surface; however, he brushed himself off and continued. I initially thought he was more man for not being broken by his circumstances. Yet it was his circumstances that kept him going, he was on basically a paid trip and something he had prepared long and hard for. I don't think that I have had a successful adventure, nor do I think I have failed at the adventure either. I have a few weeks left and some long stretches of road to have my own epiphany for my voyage, I hope to achieve this, I hope to return a stronger and happier person than I left. Anything else will feel a personal failure.