jealous // jay (ENHYPEN)
pairing: jay x fem!reader
genre: smut but it doesn't start until you're halfway in lol // warning: oral sex (i don't wanna spoil who's receiving), handjob, bathtub sex? the images on the header serve as spoilers! // wc: ~3.4k
summary: you attend the party of the year and you're lost because your boyfriend isn't there to keep you company. luckily you've got a surprise waiting at home.
author’s note: okay so if you're new to this account, hello! nice to meet you! i mainly write for Heeseung and Jay, but the list of Jay fics in my masterlist are more or less connected, in a sense that they are in the same universe. you can read them separately, it still makes sense, but if you want to read in chronological order, based on the released fics it goes: quiet > rolex > quality time > and then this one!
heads up, in this "universe" Y/N is Namjoon's ex and she has a good relationship with the other members, so you might be seeing a lot of mentions of him and appearances of the BTS members here and there.
it's a JUMP from the order of release that i follow, if you take a look at my masterlist, i have 6 titles lined up for Jay, but i literally started writing jealous a couple of hours ago, loved how it turned out, so i thought why not releasing it now to keep the momentum?
as always, i hope you enjoy reading this as much as i did writing it! it is definitely based on the jack in the box pre-release party that sort of haunted me and gave me anxiety because i am definitely not a party person lol
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It was almost midnight and the darkness of the sky outside was accentuated by the dim lights inside the party venue. Looking at the photo she just took at the photomatic box, Y/N swiftly slipped it inside her handbag before closing it again. Her steps were hesitant, knowing that loud music and dark rooms were very much not some of her favorite things.
Feeling her phone buzz, she took it out of her back pocket and saw that she got a text from Jay.
Sorry I can’t be of much help tonight. As soon as we’re done with schedules I am coming over.
Y/N replied with the face emoji full of hearts before locking her phone again and putting it in her pocket. She was now standing in a corner, scanning the whole room with her eyes, squinting because she couldn’t see and at the same time desperately looking for someone she might know.
“Oh, thank God you’re here.”
She almost jumped at the sudden voice behind her. When she turned around, Jin was standing there with a drink in his hands, looking genuinely relieved.
“Hi!” Y/N smiled and leaned in for a hug. Jin gently patted her back with his free hand. “What do you mean thank God?”
“Well,” Jin shifted his weight as fixed the bag he was carrying. “I’ve been here for like an hour, just hiding in a corner reading webtoons because the only person I know is my boss and producer.”
Y/N made a worried face. “The other members?”
Jin pointed to the center of the room with his chin. “They’re scattered around. I don’t see Yoongi though. But now that you’re here please keep me company. Unless you’re looking for someone?”
“Of course, I’ll keep you company, what the heck.”
With that, Jin immediately intertwined his arms with Y/N, dragging her to the booth where they can get drinks. He proceeded to tell Y/N absolutely everything going with his life, and Y/N was very happy to listen and share her thoughts with him. He would occasionally crack his favorite dad jokes and Y/N, relieved that she didn’t have to match the energy of the party, wholeheartedly laughed at each of them.
After losing track of time just talking to each other, Y/N caught someone waving from a distance. The person then started jumping because Y/N wasn’t responding, and because she still couldn’t make out who he was, he started jogging towards her.
“Noona, can you not see me? I’ve been waving at you forever,” Jungkook was panting at this point because of the endless dancing he had been doing with other people near the DJ’s booth.
“Sorry, Kookie,” Y/N leaned in to give him a quick side hug. “It’s dark and my eyesight isn’t the best.”
“Jungkook, are the other members even here?” asked Jin, now leaning on the wall, scanning the room again.
Jungkook shrugged. “I came with Jimin hyung, but I haven’t seen the others either,” Jungkook chugged down a drink he literally just got three seconds ago. “Noona, did you say hi to Hoseok hyung yet?”
Y/N tilted her head, unsure. “I don’t know, he seems very occupied.”
“Alright, I’ll go tell him that you’re here,” Jungkook flashed a smile and quickly dashed away from the two of them.
“Wait—Ah, whatever he’s gonna do what he wants,” Y/N sighed, turning back to face Jin as he was just chuckling at the sight.
Within seconds after Jungkook made it a mission to have Y/N greet Hoseok, the main character of the night made his way towards her. Y/N sighed, her shoulders slumped as she shook her head, speechless at the sight of his perfect appearance—perfect no-makeup makeup look, perfect outfit, perfect aura. Hoseok already had his arms stretched as he kept his eyes on Y/N, his smile wide and inviting.
“I wanted to look pretty tonight and you’re not making me feel pretty,” said Y/N, half shouting into Hoseok’s ear because the music suddenly got too loud. “Congratulations, bestie.”
“I’m so glad you made it!” Hoseok hugged Y/N a little too tighter than usual and Y/N almost squealed. “I’m sorry I’ve been too occupied to notice your arrival.”
“My arrival? Shut up, I’m not that important,” Y/N lightly punched Hoseok’s shoulder and he just grinned.
“You’re a friend of mine and my friends are important, okay,” Hoseok’s eyes were now practically gone caused by the smile he was drawing on his face. “The EN babies?” he asked, eyes suddenly open wide, questioning.
Y/N was sipping on her drink and she quickly swallowed to answer. “Oh, right, they’re promoting right now and they just have a lot on their plate so I don’t think they will show.”
Hoseok nodded. “No wonder the kids greeted me through text. Anyways, keep Jin hyung company?” Hoseok tilted his head, putting on his best puppy face.
“Of course,” Y/N smiled. As Hoseok left, Y/N mouthed ‘bye’ before turning to face Jin.
“Actually I’m gonna go,” Jin said, his face looking tired and also sorry.
“What?!” Y/N quickly put down the empty glass she was still holding. “But then who am I supposed to talk to? Should I just leave too?”
Before Jin could answer, he noticed a familiar figure approaching Y/N from behind.
“The answer is right behind you. Bye, Y/N! And thanks for keeping me company,” Jin smiled really wide before dashing out of the room, leaving Y/N no choice but to actually turn around.
The speed of her movement, however, was way too fast and she almost stumbled losing her balance. The figure in question quickly stabilized her by gently placing his hands under both her elbows.
“Careful,” said Namjoon. “The clumsy one should be me.”
Damn it, Jin. Y/N chuckled and leaned in to give Namjoon a hug.
“You’re here too,” Y/N said as she stepped back and turned to face the center of the room.
“I didn’t know you came. I literally saw you and Jin hyung in the background of someone’s Instagram stories so I just went to find you,” Namjoon said this while darting his eyes across the room as if he was trying to locate something. Then he set his eyes on Y/N. “Your all-black outfit makes it really hard to spot you.”
“Ah,” Y/N nodded understanding. “Mission accomplished, then. I really did not want to be found.”
There was silence for a while, not literally, because music was still playing, but for the longest time Namjoon was just looking at Y/N as she searched through the room again, hoping to come up with a valid excuse to leave the party. Meanwhile, Namjoon was trying to find the right words.
Namjoon straightened up and cleared his throat. “Do you wanna get out of here?”
Y/N frowned. “What’s that?” She was looking at the dance floor but her head was already tilted towards Namjoon.
Instead of repeating the question, Namjoon’s breath hitched and as he tried to speak louder, the parade of three in front of him distracted him from everything.
“Namjoon, my man!!!”
It was a man and two other women that Y/N swore were famous, but she couldn’t name their names. She took this as the perfect opportunity to slip out and head over to a quieter corner.
Just as she was about to take her phone out, it started buzzing. She breathed a sigh of relief as she identified the caller and immediately put a hand over her mouth as she picked it up.
“Babe!” She shouted, trying to win over the loud music.
“Whoa, calm down,” Jay sounded startled on the other side of the phone. “You’re still at the party?”
“Obviously,” Y/N looked at Namjoon’s small group and noticed he was looking for her. When he spotted her, Y/N waved and made a sorry face, pointing to her phone. “I really need to find an excuse to leave.”
“Hmmm,” Jay sounded like he was pacing back and forth. “How about your boyfriend is waiting for you at home?”
“You’re home?” Y/N asked back, surprised.
“Yeah, I hope you don’t mind I let myself in. I texted you like twenty times but you seem occupied.”
“It’s alright, babe,” Jay stretched and let out a yawn. “Anyway, I’ll be here.”
Y/N pulled her phone away for a second to look at the notifications. “I’m sorry. I was busy keeping Jin company.”
“I’ll be there. Leaving now,” Y/N ended the call just as she heard Jay laughing.
Namjoon approached Y/N as soon as she put her phone away.
“Duty calls?” he asked, smiling.
Y/N paused for a second. “Yes, sorry. I’m so beat anyways. Give a big hug to Hoseok for me? And the other guys too.”
Namjoon nodded. Y/N grinned and waved before she left. Namjoon then decided to turn around and rejoin the party.
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When Y/N texted Jay that she was five minutes away, he immediately started getting busy. From lightly tidying up the living room, washing the one plate and one mug that was dirty, to drawing a bath, he managed to get everything done just right before Y/N arrived.
“What’s that sound?” Y/N asked as she let herself in, taking her shoes and bag off. “Are you going to take a bath?”
“I’m drawing you a bath,” Jay said nonchalantly, helping Y/N take off her jacket.
Y/N merely blinked when Jay positioned himself right in front of her. Jay’s eyes were full of questions.
“What do you want?” Y/N asked, squinting her eyes, acting suspicious.
Jay laughed and pulled Y/N into his arms, completely wrapping her. “You sound tired.”
“You’re acting suspicious.”
“Really? I’m doing the bare minimum.”
“Bare minimum? This is extra.”
“Tsk tsk tsk,” Jay pulled away and held on to Y/N’s shoulders, shaking her. “This is my bare minimum. Just relish it.”
Y/N decided to thank her boyfriend with her lips. She tiptoed slightly and planted a kiss right on the corner of Jay’s lips.
“Thank you,” she whispered, face just inches away from his.
Jay leaned in for another, deeper kiss. His hand was firmly placed on her waist and another around her neck, pulling her closer and pressing their lips even harsher together. Y/N’s hands were flat against his chest, trying to keep herself steady. Just as she was about to go a step further, Jay pulled away, his lips making a smacking sound against hers.
“You’re welcome, and I think your bath is ready,” he said, walking away towards the bathroom.
She followed Jay into her bathroom and noticed that he had already turned off the water and put a bath bomb in the tub. The tub was now half full and frothy, the surface covered with bubbles.
Y/N was breathless as she followed Jay’s movements with her eyes. Her brain was already trying to calculate and analyze what kind of night it would be.
“Your bath awaits, my lady,” Jay made a grand gesture pointing towards the tub and Y/N cackled.
“Tell me about the party?” Jay said as he started helping Y/N undress.
Y/N began with the story of meeting Jin. She tugged her t-shirt off and Jay swiftly placed it in the laundry basket. He tilted his head at the sight of the lilac lacy bra Y/N was wearing underneath.
“Is that new?” He asked, intrigued.
Y/N looked down and nodded. “Mmhm. Got it on sale.”
“Looks nice,” Jay reached to gently touch the lace adorning the apex of the bra. Y/N held her breath, expecting to feel his fingers graze her skin. “Continue,” Jay said, sitting down on the closed toilet.
Trying her best not to look disappointed, Y/N continued telling him about the party as she unbuttoned her skinny jeans and struggled to get it off her ankles. Jay stood up and knelt in front of her, gently holding her ankle and pulling the jeans off. Once it was off, though, he found himself facing Y/N’s crotch.
Noticing this, Y/N stopped talking. Jay flicked his eyes upwards to meet hers, not moving from his position.
“Why did you stop?” asked Jay, tilting his head sideways. For someone whose face is just inches away from his girlfriend’s core, he looked pretty innocent.
“I know what you’re thinking,” Y/N straightened her position and started to unclasp her bra.
“Oh,” Jay stood up in a rush. “Let me do that.”
As he leaned in as if going for a hug, Jay slowly unclasped Y/N’s bra, letting her get a whiff of his scent that night. He was wearing Y/N’s favorite perfume in his collection, and he might have done it on purpose.
“You smell good,” said Y/N calmly.
Jay smiled and responded by leaning down, kissing Y/N’s neck. “You too, babe.”
He took a step back and looked at his girlfriend’s body, his face full of adoration. He then looked into her eyes. “Continue.”
Y/N assumed what he meant was continue speaking, so she did. Jay quietly listened and put away all of Y/N’s clothes away before kneeling down in front of her again. When she tilted her head without questioning, Jay merely placed his hands on both her thighs, giving her gentle strokes.
“So he found you among the crowd,” Jay finally spoke, breaking the silence. “Main character moment right there.”
Y/N rolled her eyes. “I wasn’t exactly trying to make him—Jay! Oh my God.”
Y/N was caught off guard when Jay leaned in and sniffed her clothed core. He even went so far to lick a stripe from down up, making her legs shake in his hands. Y/N placed a hand on the bathroom counter, committed to stay standing up. He moved his hands upwards to cup her ass and started to squeeze there lightly. While Y/N had her eyes closed, Jay had his opened, staring right into her face and trying to figure out which movement of his tongue would elicit the best moan out of her red-tinted lips.
“J-Jay…” Y/N was breathing heavily, one of her hands found its way to the back of his head. “Please…”
“Mmh, yeah, sorry,” Jay pulled away. “This is getting in the way.”
Jay hooked his fingers on each side of her panties and pulled them down, tossing them away.
“Where were we?” Jay moved closer, his hands secure behind Y/N’s knees. He then started kissing Y/N’s thighs. “Keep going, babe.”
“You’re making it hard for me to speak,” Y/N said, matter-of-factly.
Jay smirked before he leaned in to kiss her bottom lips. Y/N let out a whimper.
“Try finishing the story as I finish you off,” Jay looked up. “Deal?”
Y/N nodded. She decided it was best to keep her eyes closed to stay focused, but it didn’t help since Jay was sliding his tongue up and down her clit, occasionally sucking and nibbling on her thighs to give her core a break and to let her catch her breath. As she continued with her retelling of events, Jay listened intently, not taking his eyes off of her. He would hum whenever Y/N paused, letting her know that he was listening, but the vibration in his voice caused her to stutter.
“He asked me,” Y/N stopped for a split second, her fingers lost in Jay’s hair. “If I wanted to leave the party.”
Hearing this, Jay pressed a thumb on her clit. Her breath hitched.
“What did you say?” he asked.
Y/N could feel her heartbeat beating way too fast and she was already getting dizzy. Jay stroked her thigh lovingly, encouraging her to speak.
“I…” Y/N looked into Jay’s eyes. His gaze was sharp and demanding, but the gentle movements of his hands were the complete opposite. “I pretended I did not hear him, and that’s when you called.”
A smile started creeping up on Jay’s lips. He sighed, keeping his smile on his face. “That’s my good girl.”
Jay immediately dove into Y/N’s core, letting his tongue do most of the work. Y/N moaned and tightened her grip on Jay’s hair, keeping herself steady as her legs started to shake. Jay did everything he could do in an intense speed—sucking, kissing, lapping like he hadn’t tasted her in months. She came without a warning, and Jay took it like a champ. Drinking up her juice and determined to leave no remains, Jay gently took her hand away from his head to make it easier for him to move around. He noticed she was losing balance, so he made her lean on the bathroom counter, gently spreading her legs wider so he could clean up.
When he was done he stood up, and Y/N had this dazed look on her face that made him chuckle. He lovingly tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and kissed her on the cheek.
“We better get in the tub while the water is still warm,” Jay said, moving away to take his shirt off and completely undress.
“I knew you didn’t draw the bath just for me,” said Y/N, her voice still weak.
Jay entered the bathtub and leaned back, stretching out his hand signaling Y/N to join him. Y/N took his hand and carefully entered too, watching as the water rose up close to the top of the tub as she lowered herself and leaned into Jay’s chest.
Y/N rested her head on Jay’s shoulder and positioned herself so that Jay could comfortably rest his arms around her waist and she can still look at him sideways. Her nose was touching his jaw and she nuzzled into him, eliciting a chuckle and receiving a kiss on her forehead.
“Did you just do that because you were jealous?” she asked in a whisper, afraid of disturbing the serenity.
Jay frowned. “What makes you think I’m jealous?” he asked back, his hands now rubbing her hands and arms gently.
“The timing,” she squeaked, now sounding slightly worried. “Babe, I saw the chats you sent me before you called me.”
Jay sighed. He was now kneading his fingers into Y/N’s thighs.
“Jay,” Y/N sat up and paused, wondering how she could adjust her position. The tub wasn’t of the biggest size, so she had to stand up, with Jay’s eyes following her every movement. She made Jay sit with his legs straight and then lowered herself to sit on his lap, now facing him. “You know it’s okay to admit if you’re jealous, right? I get jealous all the time.”
Jay raised an eyebrow. “Really? All the time?” His hands found themselves resting on her waist again.
Y/N nodded a little too enthusiastically. Jay chuckled.
“Heck, I even get jealous when you get all handsy with Jungwon or Jake,” Y/N was now leaning into him, her hands caressing his biceps. “I look at your interactions with them and sometimes think, that should be me.”
Hearing this, Jay laughed out loud, his voice echoing through the bathroom. Y/N smiled, proud at herself for putting a smile on Jay’s face.
“Alright, alright,” Jay sighed in defeat. “I guess I was jealous seeing you attend the party of the year. And socializing. And meeting your ex.”
“You’re just jealous about that last part,” Y/N pouted, lightly slapping Jay’s chest.
Jay playfully winced. “Yeah, you’re right.”
“Wanna do something about it?” Y/N asked, her lips close to Jay’s.
“What do you have in mind?” Jay asked back. His calm but flirty demeanor was instantly broken when he gasped as he felt Y/N press her palm on his cock.
“It’s give and take,” Y/N whispered in Jay’s ear, her fingers wrapping around his cock and starting to move. “You gave, so now you take.”
Jay leaned his head back and groaned just as Y/N started to pump his length. She couldn’t see anything beneath the suds, but she was well aware at how Jay was feeling because she felt him harden in her grip. She slid her thumb across the tip and Jay hissed, burying his fingers in her waist.
“You know if we weren’t in water I’d be sucking you off, right?” Y/N continued her ministrations as she spoke in Jay’s ear.
“God,” Jay was now breathing heavily. “Don’t stop. Please.”
It did not take long for Y/N to finish him off, and she wasn’t quite sure if the reason behind it was the tension, the warm water, or the new experience that they were sharing in the bathroom. Jay came in Y/N’s hands and she slowed down her movements, observing Jay’s face closely as he rode his high.
“We need a proper shower,” he then said, looking at the aftermath.
“Preferably separately,” Y/N chuckled, kissing Jay on the cheek. Jay responded by grabbing her face, cupping it and roughly kissing her on the lips.
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