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mmmmhhh.... sure

#just miserable #love watching this after the april 3rd crashout #most cursed situationship of all time #blur

ok i lied i love trains i saw this view and was immediately thrown back to 2018 and now i want to take a train across snowy canada with my grandma

#i bet canadian trains are better than US trains #for anyone who hasnt taken a train in the last five ish years US passenger trains across the midwest suck nowadays #just miserable #poor grandma was complaining about how back in her day the rails were smooth and there were fewer delays #jrnlsht #actually i might look into canadian trains maybe they have one grandma could still ride even in her handicap state now #i bet she would really like that #although i also bet there are entire sections of canada without internet so not sure if i could work THAT remotely haha #and thats also assuming i recover from this illness which is hard to imagine

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#god this fucking blows #thinking of the dream I had #when we moved here #that my parents had to hide my partner and me #in the walls of the house #or the one where a cop stopped us on the way home #and I had to lie and say she was my cousin #just miserable

thinking very hard about barista eddie today

#coffee shop blues is gonna get an installment where Sunshine works a 9 hour shift #just miserable #so eddie hangs out to keep her company #mark my words #also when i get off ill post my late valentine’s day eddie one shot

Any sensible look at the absolute scrambled hash of countries that have historically supported Armenia and Azerbaijan should be enough to disabuse the Go Blue Team, Beat Red Team crowd of any notions of values-driven international policy consensus, or rules based international order, or any other sloganized liberal idealist tripe, but instead, it's silence, or mealy-mouthed mewling for everyone to be nice, please.

Seeing Russia and the US (nominally) backing the same horse while Israel, Iran, and Turkey put aside their differences to back the other might lead you to believe that these states only act to advance their interests, or in Armenia's unfortunate case, do fuck all when they see no angle in it, but that would require a materialist understanding of geopolitics. Or a backbone. Or shame.

#not that i have any answers for what should be done for Armenia either #sanctions? no. clinton-yugoslav-interventionism? probably even worse.#just miserable #my posts

"Bone Marrow"

Shadows return, no pages to burn, the love and the appreciation have all gone to scorn, the bones of the past have emptied their marrow into the walkways of filthy afflictions.

To step and to crunch upon the souls of the damned is to be harrowed by the vengeance of regrettion. My regrettion. I must now swallow my transgressions, whole.

I choke. My shadow tells the story of the molds I broke.

Now I'm awake. No more bones left to break. Reinstate the ruins to which my unity has crumbled. Let this end, I'm buried deep in your misery.

Again.

-Kill the Mirage Poetry

-Tracy Cregg