#just vent

[depressao-com-cafe]

I want to do good, be active in some community in achieving something I believe in but also I'm autistic and people are hard

[catsbypawty]

hey so genuine question-

I am not neurodivergent as far as I know. I should probably get tested for some shit as I have stims (i make stupid little noises when I get too exciteded, flap my hands all the fucking time, and slap my knees repeatedly in anger) and hyperfixate really badly

But that’s not what I need help with

the issue is shirt sleeves. I’ve seen a lot of neurodivergent people with sensory issues say they can’t wear long sleeve stuff but I am the opposite—if I am not completely covered by long sleeves and pants, even in the summer, I feel completely naked and want to die.

I also can’t wear bras other than sports bras or my back feels weird and bare.

Surely this can’t be an actual issue? Does this make me weird or is this a normal thing?

[sevdoesnotexist]

hahaha BPD and being poly are a bad combo sometimes... I’m not warring with my emotions at all... this is fine.... :)))

[toastedtulip]

thinking about this time last year

how much I’ve developed and grown

but for whatever reason I feel more alone than ever

[honeyandfiregame]

“She took my childhood away from me. Stole it right out from under me.”

He scratches lightly at the back of his hand. He wants to do more, shape his nails into claws to dig into his skin and draw blood. He wants that pain, but at the same time... Why does she get to keep causing him pain?

“And I let her.”

A mantra that will haunt him for life. Because it’s a burden that he’ll live with and she’ll never have. She placed that burden on him and he’ll be taking responsibility for it until the day he dies.

And sometimes he wonders if he should have done something different. If he should have done more. If he should have done something sooner. If he allowed it to get this bad. If he was too weak.

If it was his fault.

[jk3dsparrow]

1/3 of my little orphan chicken is killed by neighbor's dog, wow I have no tear now.

RIP babyboy

[black-coffee-dark-chocolate]

Guys, what do you do with all those birthday, Christmas, St. Valentine's cards and other gifts from your exes? Do you throw them away or put them in a box?

I don’t know how you feel about this but honestly, whenever I look at these things I remember him...

Or maybe I should remove him from my facebook friends because it’s a bit annoying seeing posts of him and his new girlfriend.