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trying not to give myself a stress ulcer because the polls are looking very red and it's making me afraid

#not fearmongering #just. fear #unfortunately #us politics

just saw a video of the deepest pool in the world and it activated my fight or flight

#just. fear #i can swim fairly well #it’s just deep deeeep water like that #the ocean too #I don’t like it

I never know how to go about talking about maria’s motherhood and pregnancies because I have the fear of bearing child

#tw pregnancy #just in case #its like. I don’t hate kids lemme clarify this as well #Just. Fear #maybe that’s also helpful for projecting into writing it’s awful…

Might start drinking. Just for fun

#I’ve only ever abstained because I’m afraid of getting drunk #like I don’t have any moral compunctions about it #just. fear #a vague fear of loss of control #a vague fear of what I might do if I was drunk #I kind of want to join in on the fun with people #when they drink #not like to the point of being drunk #but idk maybe just to see if I like the taste #oh my god is this what peer pressure is #fuck I might have just peer pressured myself #oh god oh fuck that’s hilarious #I mean I still think drunk people are extremely annoying to be around so I won’t go that far #it’s also possible that my desire for a Mike’s Hard Lemonade could be sated with a Regular Lemonade #idk I just remember that amaretto tastes good and I was immediately afraid of it #possibly from fear of loss of control possibly from fear of pleasure #I should tell people about fear of pleasure I think that would resonate with some of my friends #who may or may not be reading this without telling me #haha maybe #I’m tired and trying really hard to be happy #happy happy happy haha #I want to be happy without trying one day #goal to work towards haha #I don’t know what’s wrong with me but it’s definitely something #anyway gonna try to be happy when I go to sleep this time #should probably get off this website #because if I don’t have a written record of being sad then it never really happened #haha yeah that’ll work haha yeah #god fuck this might actually just be because I drank a whole pot of coffee in like. 3.5 hours that’s hilarious I gotta stop doing that lol

I want actual contacts. Hm

#my fear is taking them out #and i know i could!#just. fear #dead text

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