#justanothersickperson

[justanothersickperson]

Idk.

I can't do this anymore. I just want to sleep. I don't want to listen to the arguments. I'm done. Please, please don't wake me up. I don't want to wake up.

[justanothersickperson]

Strange...

Something doesn't feel right, I just can't put my finger on it. I need to sleep but I can't, don't want to. The nightmares, well the memories are more often than usual. I don't know what to do...

[justanothersickperson]

Hope.

Hopefully tomorrow will be less painful. Sick of feeling pain like this. The feeling of being scared incase it's worse than I thought, worse than I know it is. I just want to be okay. Truly. Honestly. Okay. Not just "fine"...

[justanothersickperson]

I don't know...

I'm tired. I'm scared. I'm confused. I need someone or something to get rid of all the bullshit. I need to be strong even when I don't feel like I will ever have the strength to stop all this madness in my life. I just want peace, even if that means death.

[justanothersickperson]

Just want to feel something good for a change...

[justanothersickperson]

Tired of being tired, sick of being sick, when will it end?

[justanothersickperson]

What gives you the right to judge me? What gives you the right to hurt me in any way shape or form? I'm not some stupid little girl who doesn't know right from wrong who'll let you say and do as you please. I am strong willed and I have nothing to lose anymore because you ruined it for me, because you ruined life for me. I no longer wish for dreams to come true. I only hope one day your daughter doesn't feel like this, feel like she no option left but to wish someone will see the truth and get her out of there before she decides to end it all. Like me.

[justanothersickperson]

Just feeling meh.

Would anyone notice if I was gone? even if it was only for a little while?