My Story
I have no idea how or why i fell in Love. But this time I knew it was different. From being a self centered person to putting her before myself every time, I changed. From spending my time on video games to thinking about her every second of my life, I changed. From seeing random dreams to seeing only her in my dreams, I changed. From feeling lonely to socializing with everyone, I changed. From my life to believing in our life, I changed. From wanting weekends to wanting weekdays, I changed. From having an I don’t care attitude to ending up in tears at the very thought of loosing her, I changed. From doing everything on my convenience to waiting every night just to talk to her, I changed. I gave her all I had, I was real to her, I still am. Everytime i got a notification on my phone, a bright smile came upon my face hoping she texted. From not telling anything to anybody to telling her anything and everything, I changed. The smile she brought on my face is unparalleled. The way she loved me is unparalleled. Somewhere my emotions overtook me. Even though all I did was because I cared, it pushed her away. I gave her a reason to leave and she left. It torn me to pieces. I Cried myself to sleep for a month, I still do, and even today, the first thing to come to my mind when i wake up is her. She is not evil, she is the best. She had her reasons to leave. She was trying really hard to love again after what happened to her last time and I messed it up. I just hope that she remains happy. I Love Her More than anything else and I will still treat her like the Queen she is because making her happy makes me happy, seeing her makes me forget every pain and hearing her replenishes me.
