#justintrusivethings

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negatively deliberating on the passage of time. tiring

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fixating on your hypothetical reaction to deaths

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when you get an old intrusive thought re-emerge at 15 in your girlfriend’s house and fake being sick because you had to go throw up in her bathroom to “get rid of it”

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hating sitting in the lunch hall because i could smell everyone’s food mixed together

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not being able to eat the parts of my food i had touched directly, leading me to hold on to the very edges of my crust and nibble because i was hungry and wanted to eat my whole sandwich if possible

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not being able to eat a sandwich that had been squished after sitting wrong in my lunchbag because it made it taste different

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seriously considering whether you‘re fundamentally flawed/a bad or evil person at 9 years old because you think mean things about the people you love that you can’t control

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having intrusive thoughts about whether you’d care if a pet died/went missing and then them actually going missing right after - traumatic for several reasons