#justocdthings

[holkazmesice]

my OCD made me check contraindications to taking an antibiotic I am feeding my cat just in case I absorb it through my skin after sitting on a couch where my cat drooled after taking the pill

so quirky haha

I spent two hours crying and hyperventilating because she kept spitting the in-water-dissolved pill out and I couldn't wipe it off of everything because I couldn't keep track of where it was and I couldn't shower her either after she drooled on herself because I don't have a cat shampoo and I don't have money to buy it and I haven't slept in ages so I'm too exhausted to do my OCD's bidding but the intrusive thoughts won't shut up about it so I can't sleep or rest anyway and that's just triggering my health anxiety as well and now my cat having diarrhoea somehow led to me believing I will die

but sure

your affinity towards perpendicularity makes you a little bit OCD

[larvaelamp]

me: "I'm a Thought Full person"

them: "you mean thoughtful?"

me: while overthinking their tone "I said what I said"

[hedonismi]

me @ me: ok stay calm u didn't even really touch that supposedly salmonella-infectious door handle and u certainly didn't touch your face after that so like it's not in ur mouth don't worry also me @ me: I'M NOT CLEAN I'M NOT CLEAN I'M NOT CLEAN I'M CONTAMINATED AND DYING RN

[justintrusivethings]

negatively deliberating on the passage of time. tiring

[justintrusivethings]

fixating on your hypothetical reaction to deaths

[justintrusivethings]

hoarding toys/food because “what if i need it/want it later?” - being genuinely upset when someone wants to eat/use it instead even if i have shown no indication of interacting with the item for months

[justintrusivethings]

not being able to take food that had been handed to me because thinking about someone else holding it was unbearable. not understanding all my friends sharing food.

[justintrusivethings]

when you get an old intrusive thought re-emerge at 15 in your girlfriend’s house and fake being sick because you had to go throw up in her bathroom to “get rid of it”