#justneededtorant

[sierrarain182]

I'm kind of sad.

But only because I start to realize when Zach is at work, I don't have anyone to hang out with. I kind of dismissed myself from other people a while ago. I generally picked shady people to hang out with, but still. My best friends are my cats, and Zach. Not that I'm complaining that my boyfriend happens to be my best friend. But I also wish I had a girl that I could sit with and bullshit about whatever came to mind at the present time. I miss having that so much. But the last girl I had broke my heart by making me just some convenient option, someone to only go to when no one else had the time. Someone who shit talked me because it made her feel better, someone who gave up everything to fit in with the rest of the world.

[keeko2hope]

My dad just threw away my Valentine truffles my mom got for me because I hadn't eaten dinner (from getting home late from work) and he said I couldn't substitue a meal with chocolate. Note that I am twenty years old and can eat whatever the fuck I damn well please.

 I almost cried...not because I was really sad but because I cry when I get aggravated and how disrespectful is that? My mom bought those for me because I don't have anyone else to buy me chocolates and you're just going to snatch them out of my hands because you think I'm overweight and don't want me to eat them... go suck a fuck, dad. 

[arielsfunblr]

I feel like we keep praising straight white dudes who don't suck but if anyone else adds some brilliant original commentary it's "Wah! Stop complaining!"

[tianaotrejo]

I don't understand how my brother can just live to take advantage of my parents and everything they have given both of us. He thinks they're being sooo hard on him, when really he just hasn't done shit to better himself and it's pathetic. This is why I stress so much about what I want to do, or where to go, because I have to be sure of it-- I don't want to put the same stress my brother has placed on my parents because "he doesn't know what he wants." My parents don't deserve that. I feel his burden on me because I don't want to fuck up, I have to be sure of what I want and I want to get it done to pay them back. There are so many things he could do, he just makes excuses for himself. I don't get it, what's so fucking hard about finding a good path and repaying your parents for what they have given you? It's not that hard.

[kaitlynjanine]

Tried reaching out to a few people tonight- No one's having it. I suppose I'll just be artsy. Make music, draw, and write. It's my night off, so I can stay up all night! I've been meaning to do it anyhow. I also need to finish my essay to go to Crete! I think I may need to start from scratch- I sound like a major granola hippie in my first draft...

Tomorrow seems like a good beach day. Maybe I'll break out my favorite medium? Watercolors! :D

[iellawessiri]

I told my mom and dad that I was going to work at Disney Land when I'm older.

As one of those actors that goes around as characters and takes pictures with people. 1.) It would just be fun 2.) I could put it on applications for better acting jobs. My dad was totally okay with it and supportive, but my mom (rather rudely) was like, "What actors do you know that worked at Disneyland? Be realistic here." And she wonders why dad is my favorite parent.

[low-red-moon]

You don't have to read this i just need to blow off steam.

I seriously don't know where to begin. Why wouldn't you tell me? I'm your best friend. I'm your girl friend. Shouldn't i be one of the first people to know that you might be moving back to Georgia. Also why would you do this to me? You haven't even told me. I had to go on facebook to know about this. This. This exact fucking reason is why i don't trust people or actually like someone. I always get fucked over. You swore that you wouldn't be the one to end things that you think it would be me. You wouldn't even be willing to do long distance for me. I'm not worth it! God this is all a big fucking waste of time man. What did i fucken do to deserve this. I always lose the people that i love. Why? I just want to be happy for once. God, why can't you let me be happy. Fuck man i don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight.