#justready

[captainmindjoy]

#beauty #magnolia #justready #shiny #goodlooking #perfect https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvly2YgnzVA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=k1jjdwcvvr47

[itsnotanotherfitnessblog-blog]

The beginning

Long story short. Im sick and tired of being sick and tired. Im ready to take control of my life. One day at a time. So this is not another fitness blog. But more like a life blog. But focusing on getting healthier. I have realistic expectations. Im hoping, I can't can stick to my plan, and have fun on the way. There will be some tough times ahead. But I'm ready. I am so very ready.

[sulenaolivia]

When you don't have something that is a commodity to most, it's inevitable that many will be insensitive of your need... #readyforbetter #grateful #justready

[erikaoneillphotoblog]

Excited.

7/7/16

I figured I couldn’t leave off the way I did with my last blog if things had changed during my pregnancy. And…they did change.

Being pregnant is by far the craziest, hardest and most emotional thing that has happened this far in my life. I’m sure it’s going to get crazier, harder and WAYYY more emotional once my babe finally decides to enter this world… so I’ve been told. So I’m definitely not naïve to the fact that my world is about to be turned upside down.

Although for some odd reason I feel a comfort in knowing that he will be here physically, where I can hold him and care for him the way I’ve always dreamed of.

I noticed a change in my emotional and physical state after about week 20 of pregnancy! I felt better, I was able to eat again which to me was HUGE. I actually started to look pregnant as opposed to just looking overweight. And, most importantly I was able to leave my bedroom and that silly robe that I wouldn't end up taking off for weeks!

My nerves are starting to kick in a bit these days. I am not sleeping as well; I’m mostly awake between 1am-5am everyday. So, if you are awake please feel free to message me, I’m most likely awake as well ha. I guess this is God’s way of preparing me for motherhood. I’m sure sleeping won’t be happening much at all in the days to come! These days, I find myself thinking a lot about where I will be when labor begins? Will I be driving? Will I be at the grocery store? This part seems like it's going to be exciting and scary all at the same time. I’m excited to call my hubs and say “It’s GO TIME” in case we aren’t at the same place when it starts. Although, I’m sure he might pass out once he hears that haha.

Here I am now, at 33 weeks pregnant, feeling tired but still so very happy. I guess because I know the end is near! I know I’ll be holding my prize here in the weeks to come and that makes me beyond excited! It is crazy to think how long women are actually pregnant; we literally are pregnant for almost a year of our lives. Although, it's such a blessing to know God chose us to be the carriers of such an amazing blessing we are about to receive. My husband and I have found ourselves sitting and talking in his nursery more and more every day now; it’s so cozy and peaceful. We really are beyond grateful and excited for what is to come. Thanks for listening! There might be a follow up to my follow up, once the babe arrives. Stay Tuned!

Becoming Mama.