My apologies for the trigger
My Name is Winter. I'm 22 yo and I'm a fucking depressive girl. And that since 4 years now. I was a pretty young girl when it started but as long I remember, I was always the depressed person. My life sucks. My dad abuse me in a mental way, crapping my mind forever. I apologize for both everything and nothing, have a fucking low self-esteem, and do anxiety. My psychiatrist also says I'm very immature (still sleeping with comfort things like plushies) and have affective dependence. I don't know how to help myself tbh. I'm trying to find a job rn to change my mind but it's hard. My first language is French but I need to become bilingual. I need to lost weight too. I'm a big fat whale atm. I'm new to Tumblr so don't hate me.
