#justtryiton

[lots2loveofme]

Day 5

Feeling awesome!! So everyday I replace one meal with a meal replacement shake and its horrible! Its a milk chocolate flavor which normally I love! But this stuff is aweful! I keep wanting to just quit taking it but the way I figure it is I've spent a lifetime eating whatever I want and enjoying the flavor so I can endure this while on a path to a healthier me! Even so this stuff is just aweful. So everyday I've been trying to add different things to make it taste better and today I NAILED IT!!! I make some sugar free hot coco and than dumped it into an icecube tray. Put it into the freezer until it was almost frozen. Dropped the coco cubes in the blender and slushed it up. Dumped the powder in and some almond milk. Blended it. Fantastic! I hardly even tasted anything but the coco!! So now I'm very proud of myself for not giving up. I am suprised everyday by my shock and perseverance!! Its gonna be a long road but I am one day closer!!

[lots2loveofme]

Just try it on!

I am so suprised by my own determination!!! I am so much stronger than I ever knew! I have to thank my mom for putting the driving idea in my head. "Just try it on" Is what she told me the other day when taking me clothes shopping. The idea is instead of saying you don't think it'll fit just try it on anyways you maybe pleasantly suprised. Now it won't leave my mind and has spread and grown! I was doing my work out today and I though omg I can't do this! Than I realized how do I know whether I can or can't without doing it! Just try it! So I did. I busted my butt and as the sweat came pouring over my face I thought I can't believe I'm still standing. I can't believe that I did it!! Had I not just tried it on I would have cheated myself out of how amazing I feel right now! So now I'm making my replacement meal shake and I see the Vanilla bean flavor and shudder as I am not a fan. So I say suck it up and try it on! Wow was I suprised as the liquid first touched my tongue. It was fantastic! I may have set backs and I may want to give up occasionally but I was successful today! Today I found something that works! I think ill just try it on!