you get a snip from my NOVEL! you have to know that I hate Kvyat and Jason so, so much. they're a mess.
Kvyat knew he shouldn’t stoke the fire after their chaotic wake-up situation, but he couldn’t stop himself once he saw the mortified look on Jason’s face. Was it really that easy to fluster him? He silently sauntered over to where Jason was cowering in the corner, and stood up on his toes to whisper next to his red-tipped ear.
“Like what you see?”
also we're sharing one of these because I'm still obsessed with them after my visit.
I can't decide between 4 and 7 so either or please!
I chose #4. "They've been acting different lately" with the modern au oc boyes!! Enjoy :D
Jason tapped Rae on the shoulder with a frown, and glanced over to where Kendall was busy talking with Lexus. He was always with Lexus nowadays. He watched Kendall smile, and suddenly it got harder to breathe. Jason’s chest ached watching his best friend getting close to someone else while they hadn’t even had a full conversation in over a week. It sucked. And Jason had no idea what to do about it.
“Kendall’s been acting different lately.”
Rae followed Jason’s gaze, and her eyes narrowed. “Yeah, because he’s got a new fuck buddy. You deserve better than his bullshit, Jay. Just forget him. He’ll come crawling back to us when it all goes to shit, like he always does.”
Jason just nodded in response, but that was the last thing he wanted. He didn’t want to be Kendall’s shoulder to cry on anymore when he got his heart (or his face) broken. He didn’t want to be the fallback, the person who was always there no matter how much it hurt them to be.
No. Jason wanted to be Kendall’s first choice. If he had a say, Kendall wouldn’t have to worry about getting his heart broken, or whatever else plagued his mind at night. The things he said time and time again he didn’t want to “burden” Jason with. What Kendall didn’t realize, and probably never would, was that he wasn’t a burden. Not to Jason. Not even close. He wanted to listen to every worry Kendall ever had, big or small, and reassure him that things would be alright as long as they were together. He wanted them on the same team. Like they were growing up.
But instead, Kendall buried himself in bodies and booze, and it looked like that wasn’t going to change anytime soon. Jason spared himself one last glance, and regretted it once their eyes met. Kendall might be able to hide the hurt with a fake smile, but his eyes said it all.
So @puffinpastry completely surprised me today with this ADORABLE chibi art of my gnome boys Kvyat and Jason. I cannot express how much I love this ;-;
