#k cries

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Mood: crying at 3am because of NINA and ALEXANDER and HUGHES and im upset someone help me T__T damn this live action and its ability to make me feel my own feelings 

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Are we even going to talk about the fact that the writers are getting us fucking riled about Lena that they have tricked half of us into forgetting Sanvers is likely ending tonight?

(Because like, I keep forgetting and now I realize I’m going to cry twice as much)

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Big Mood this month, guys 

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My internet: we are going to have outages probably until 5am

My ass, procrastinating also watching The Office for the 2,476 time: w0T m8

Jesus: maybe you should probably write now you POS (:

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Anyway it’s my birthday and I’ve spent the past 45 minutes literally sobbing alone into my floofy blanket because of my friends, I wont be able to see tomorrow, RIP me. 

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Mamapeño do you have an Amazon wishlist or something similar?

Me, ugly sobbing:

 https://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/25QJVSEL4V2P0/ref=nav_wishlist_lists_1 

I have a sort of wishlist on amazon. I’m going to be honest, it is a bit old? And I have a real problem with adding things I want because tbh I don’t ever buy things for myself anymore...which may be sad, idk...I just...have a real problem with buying things for myself nowadays....

My money goes to my family, I don’t buy makeup or nice clothes anymore...I don’t really leave the house like at all haha ^^;;;

So........having a “wish list” at this point is like...wow...books, lol.  

I might..idk, maybe link a Ko-fi eventually maybe I can get my hair cut, but I just feel weird about asking for monetary means when I am of course willing to do it for free haha! 

Wow, anyway, omgosh, thank you. Seriously....I don’t even have words...

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20, gender fluid, 4foot 11inches, brown eyes, blue hair, I like to draw and pet cats, and probably aquarium date!!

Ooooh aquarium this is sooo cute! And you’re so smol I will protect U with my life

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( //casually sliiiiides url in here for the opinion meme )

My Opinion on;

Character in general: 

The idea of giving that lonely and lost little London!Edward from FMA 03 is one of the things I’ve always dreamed about. And the way that you have created this world for him and a story, a personality and heck even a name, I can’t even friggin describe how incredible he is, he’s such a sassy little thing, and at times can be really awkward, it gives him such a likable edge. And bELIEVE IT OR NOT he’s actually REALLY wise too, sometimes he’s a bit TOO serious but it helps because oh yeah, hE’S A GODDAMN GENIUS. And at the same time of all of that, he is just a kid, just a sad, lonesome kid who basically had his entire life taken away from him in an instant. I don’t even know if I’ve personally told you this but when I had first learned all about his backstory way back when; I legitimately cried in rl.

How they play them:

Never fails to make me laugh. Never ever. You make me feel for this character in such a way you won’t ever forget about him. I can’t count how many times I’ve cried with him, or how many times I’ve laughed at him. ngl; the way you portray him while still keeping him as Ed, right next to the fact that he IS an original UNIQUE character, is one of the most incredible things about him, the fact that you pulled this off is amazing to begin with, but I wouldn’t trust something like this with anyone else. Erwick somehow is one of the saddest and funniest characters I’ve ever written with. I love the way he talks and complains, there are moments when he rambles about stuff, serious or not, that I just love, he can be such a sassy, witty character and then he’ll just be so sad and feel bad and I can’t handle it hnnn, and on top of all that; the rare chance that he is genuinely sweet, that is when she kills it, it will literally rip out your heart, throw it on the ground, stomp on it, and spit on it. It hurts so much and yet it’s just so god damn good.

The Mun:

Where to begin; We’ve known each other for almost 4 years now, and I can safely say you are one of, if not the greatest roleplayer I’ve ever written with. The stories and ideas, the characters you come up with and have created in this fantastic world- Someone just give you a dAMN CONTRACT ALREADY YOU DESERVE IT. You are extremely honest, caring, aMAZING, creative, and friggin funny too, I just feel so comfortable writing and talking with you. You’re also really really smart too. I would be lying if I said you weren’t legit my best friend. like??? You’re also incredible at drawing, I especially love the little details you put into your artwork, I could stare at them for hours and still notice new things LOL;; I really can’t say enough about how much you’ve changed my life. There have been so many times just talking to you has made me feel better, I love the way you describe things, in RP or in general, like? legitimately you are such an incredible and fun person. I’m so happy that I met you, especially through such an amazing story we’ve written together.

I can safely say that no matter what; she’d never give up on you. She’s just that kind of person. And no matter what she always makes you smile, she’s really a fun person to be around.

Do I:

RP with them: 

omfG yEAH I THINK I DO LOL;; …Our Roleplay started when we met and is still on going……..for good reason …..The roleplays she writes are so sad and angsty. She builds worlds and surroundings that you didn’t know you could picture in your head. I love the way that she looks at the world, and at her worlds she’s made. At one second she’ll have you on the edge of your seat in an amazing battle, the next like?? she’ll have you bawling your eyes out. Like MAN her roleplays can get INTENSE, the ideas she comes up with are like so friggin talented, seriously; I don’t think anybody could outmatch her skill, and definitely not her creativity. Gosh, I just can’t–

What is my;

Overall Opinion:

Edward Erwick, and the mun Timey are both unique in the best of ways, I love them both to death and you won’t regret meeting her to roleplaying with her, trust me… you won’t ever forget it… All of the things me and her, Elric and Erwick (our muses) have been through couldn’t be put into a single sentence, not a paragraph, or even a single post. She and her muse are one of the best things that ever happened to me, like?? it’s so fun to write with them, SHE is so fun to write with, and there will never be another muse like Erwick, he is definitely one of a kind, and so is his incredible mun.