I loved my (little) brother,
He was liked by all, a child with an unfaltering smile
(We), a close pair of twins
We were loved by our parents too
特別扱いせずに
平等に育ててくれた
自慢の家族
けれど
Without any special treatment
They raised us equally
A family to boast about
but
ある日を境に
みんな私に冷たくなった
話しかけても
無視されて
ご飯は私の分だけない
With one day as the turning point
Everyone grew cold towards me
Even if I try to talk to them
I just get ignored
And at meals only my helping is missing
私は部屋で泣いていた
I cried in my room
愛されていたのに
愛されたいのに
どうして触れてくれないの
Even though I was loved
Even though I want to be loved
Why won’t you touch me
私はここにいるよ
ひとりぼっちにしないでよ
叫んだって誰も見てくれなかった
I’m right here
Don’t leave me alone
Even if I screamed no one looked at me
弟は進学が決まった
新しい学校、新しい制服
羨ましがって泣いた
My brother decided on which school he would move to
A new school, a new uniform
Feeling jealous I cried
親は弟と仲良しだった
毎日の
いってらっしゃいと
おかえりは
私になっかた
My parents were close with my brother
The everyday
“Have a good day”’s
And “welcome home”’s
There were none for me