#kaeyakin

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I’m sorry, Diluc. I don’t believe I’ll ever stop regretting how everything played out. The guilt and lies kept eating at me after father died and I couldn’t think of another way to absolve myself, but that’s no excuse, I know. I miss you always.

- Kaeya

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made the mistake of listening to ‘i’ll change for you’ by mitski, i truly do not appreciate how it made me think about every single situation i was put in and my emotions in general. 🙂‍↔️

- kaeya ❄️

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i haven’t submitted anything to this blog in ages, so apologies if i do something wrong.

i find myself missing my friends and family more and more nowadays, but i just can’t seem to find the courage to do something about it. i don’t know if it’s simply the same fears i held back then about being seen fully, or if it’s just worry i won’t meet the same expectations now. all i know is that while i miss father and the staff and my friends, i can’t find it in me to try and seek them out because i know that they know the truth now.

i feel slightly ashamed, and more guilty than anything. i really don’t know when i’m going to stop feeling this way, it’s bothersome sometimes, but i know that it’s just a result of my lies. so, if my brother or my father or my friends see this: i’m sorry. i’m sorry i lied, and i’m sorry i hurt you in different ways, especially you, diluc. i can’t say this to you, but i still feel guilty about it, and i don’t think i’ll ever stop regretting it. and father, i’m sorry i never told you the truth. you deserved to know it.

— kaeya ❄️

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Happy belated birthday Kaeya. Sincerely with all my heart, I love you and I miss you. I hope the stars are twinkling brightly for you

- Traveler

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istg im doomed to be hated by my big brother in every life jfc

— kaeya, genshin impact.

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i haven't done this before, and i don't actually know what im doing / when it'll be posted but on the off chance you're out there and reading this ajax, i hope you had a wonderful valentines day and that you're doing great wherever you are. i love you and miss you, i hope our paths cross again someday.

— kaeya ❄️

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Happy birthday Kaeya!

By the gods this is late! but I wouldn't feel a sense of completion if I didn't send you my best wishes for this year. Digitally I'm sending you the biggest and warmest hugs.

-Traveller

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Do you ever get the sudden urge, with certain kins, to just adopt all of your fellow doubles?

For me it's Kaeya. I just... Want to bring all the other Kaeya's under a blanket fort, with a weighted blanket and swap the alcohol for warm milk. It's not about infantilizing or new modern buzz word. It's just... Man, you guys have had it rough in canon-- regardless of how many opinions I have over your actions. If you're anything like canon, I just wish you the best.

Take care of yourselves, yeah? No one's going to do it for you, but I wish I could, a little bit. This is your reminder to keep your chin up, soldier. If it's one thing we all have in common, it's perseverance. - Another Kaeya #🌊☂️