#kandyjc3

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[potatoesrawesome]

When you get this, write 5 nice things about yourself, and then pass the message on to your favorite followers :)

1) idk, i try to be nice but i feel like i come off as rude because i'm really blunt??? that's kinda negative, damn.

2) um, nice things about myself? i can draw i guess.

3) everyone says i'm cute so i guess i'm cute? idky??

4) i love my pets a lot, and i want an english sheepdog 

5) I'm pretty damn honest, and have a really hard time lying.

these are so hard, i'm sorry.

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When you get this, write 5 nice things about yourself, and then pass the message on to your favorite followers :)

Hmm ok damn...not really as easy tbh. Rather have people tell me what they like about me/ or think are nice about me but ok:

1. My laugh, seeying as it get's others to laugh as well when i'm really laughing out loud. Notably my friends.

2. If someone close to me has something to say or has any problems i tend to try and help them however i can. ( Not sure if you can count this seeying as it's something that you would think most people would do .)

3. I'm don't mind going that extra mile every now and then when it's about work or chores.

4. I often tend to treat my friends to food or drinks when we go somewhere. Doesn't necesarilly mean i'm that wealthy but that's another story XD..

5. I can draw rather decently, even if most of it is mecha or Gundam related.

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kandyjc3 replied to your post: I’m very angry with myself lately beca...

A lot of us are struggling with this lately. Myself included. I have to take a speech class and since i have all these issues standing in front of everyone… i feel like I’m just wasting their time and space someone who is important could have….

that shit is awful, the last presentation i did didn't end in tears, though, which was a feat... it's so scary, i'm sorry... it's so frustrating when you sit there listening when people can talk to each other with ease... how? i do not understand how that's possible... i completely admire that ESPECIALLY if they're really insecure and anxious, that's just amazing... i get nervous around even my closest friend and soulmate... i also feel like nothing but a nuisance with groups of friends, i've been drifting away lately because i just can't deal with it; i'm done trying to challenge myself to improve just speech skills really, which is a step backward i guess. i can't handle more than one person at a time, even then it's nerve racking... i want to cry

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kandyjc3 answered your post: Do any of my followers go to Willamett...

thats in salem oregon? my family lives near there, i moved to go to college a little farther

HOW AMAZING! I'm currently doing an exchange and going to University at Willamette :3 for four months, and I've only been here a day but its amazing so far!

[cloudmonstachopper]

Hey Kandy come join me in LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW TIME

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After two years Marshall Lee has convinced me lappie needs a new bg XD TO PAINT! 

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I wrote a thing

I suck at descriptive writing...anyone wanna give me some advice?

“Its warm.” She flinches back, trying to keep a hold of herself, rebuilding the wall between them. 

His confused gaze at her upper arm as she rubbed away the linger that his trailing fingers had left made his fingers wiggle. “You’re so cold.” He rubbed the chilliness away from his forefinger and middle finger with his thumb, returning it to the temperature he had become accustomed to.   

She stopped chafing her arm as her eyes drew up to his, resenting an unspoken need for the affection she craved but dare not speak. His soft lips slowly formed a smirk as he steadily lifted his hand to start a trail of his tenderness down her left arm. 

The second his fingers met her skin she burned, emotion flowing through every inch of her body. Her soft voice trickled ever so gently into his ear, “Please, I’m not used to touch.” Her face was tight as her eyes and skin became wet. Her heart like a drum, sending out vibrations to her ears and tips of her toes. Her knees felt like jello the more that tingling sensation trickled its way down. It was the slowest fifteen seconds of her life. 

His hand felt like it was touching ice. The lack of heat she emitted only making sense due to the need for kindness in her prior life. His heart reaching out for her, drawing her back into the world she had lost for so long. Her bouncy hair when she walked with it in a pony tail, the way she smiled at the most inappropriate times, even the fruity scent that wafted from her room down the hall made him curious as to why she had felt she was only as important as yesterday’s newspaper. He was delicate with her as his hand found hers, clammy and cold. He tenderly lifted it, feeling a chill run down his back as the sensation of ice found his hairline. 

She jerked back, a little reluctant but never fully removing the frosted tips of her fingers from his fluffy hair. They twitched as they found their way further up his skull, running over the rough mole that at the base. Her voice carried no louder than a sigh “I think we are going too far.”

“No such thing,” a hot tingle shot down her spine as his breath consumed her ear. His large hand steadied her back as she fell into his warm chest. She surprised herself when before she could speak she felt his fondness on every inch of her. Wrapped in the protection of another, as if covered head to toe in her sleeping bag. 

The pool that was once his shoulder; the trembling he felt as she continued to slowly regain her color. The way she continued to bury herself into him as if he’d never be able to give her enough of what she needed unless she could somehow close a gap between them that no longer existed. He couldn’t tell you what made him fall for her more and more in the few moments she completely gave into him. He softly placed a friendly kiss in her hair before nuzzling his cheek into her head.

She chuckled, “Am I warm yet?”

He pulled her closer, “Not yet.” He chuckled, slightly swaying with the small smirk on his face.