Jan 25, 2021
Here's Me! A fictive of the girlfriend from fnf
(Feel free t9 tag as kin 9r me, but please remember this is art 9f a fictive, and please d9n't be nsfw in the n9tes, Amber is n9t 9nly a min9r, but asexual as well -Kankri)
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Here's Me! A fictive of the girlfriend from fnf
(Feel free t9 tag as kin 9r me, but please remember this is art 9f a fictive, and please d9n't be nsfw in the n9tes, Amber is n9t 9nly a min9r, but asexual as well -Kankri)
Alright. First 9f all this is a rant. If y9u think y9u w6uld 6e triggered 6y this please leave.
Other triggers include, F99d Pr9ducti9n, Gru6 F99d, Em9ti9ns.
I can't 6elive h9w n9rmalized gru6 f99d is. It makes me s9 sick! H9w can we c9ntinue t9 let in9cent gru6s get killed everynight and we eat them! Anygru6 that d9esn't make it thr9ugh their trials 9r gets a lusis we eat! We sh9uld take care 9f th9se failed gru6s! It's s9 mainstream! We are cannibalizing our own gru6s! Why d9 we all9w this... Any9ne 9f th9se gru6s c9uld've been me...
Ugh. I'm so tired but I can't sleep because stupid fear of dreams are keeping me up and I'm hungry because I forgot to fucking eat and of course my body can go the whole day without food without so much as giving me a warning till it's the middle of the night. Everything still hurts and I feel like crap, but at least my conscious isn't trying to strange itself in over complicated emotions, right?
Don't read. Just ignore
Sometimes I wonder if my grandpa would love me as I am today, or if he only loved the little straight girl society labeled me as till I figured myself out... I wish I could tell him.... I wish he was here so I could know if he really cared so much for me as everyone says he did.... last time I saw him was 4 years ago.... for five minutes.... and before that it was another four years since I've really seen him.... I don't know what he did, and barely remember who he was, but whatever it is that he did I know he loved me then. I know he loved me when he died two years ago. Or, at least the six year old me.... I know he saw great things in who I was. He saw something I don't understand. I don't know why I'm crying over him. Or why I dream of the worst thing to happen to me is losing the charm he gave me with his ashes in it.... I don't know why and I wish I did. I wish he was here to tell me and I could tell him... I miss my grandpa.... I don't understand why.... I wish he could tell me if he loved the pansexual grandson as much as he loved his straight granddaughter.....
I feel so stupid right now. I just spent 30 seconds screaming at my 3ds "what does it mean?!?!?!?!" Because the corner light flashed and I didn't understand why and when I checked my settings it turned out sugary-sweet-workers had just come online and I was so confused I am not used to systems telling me these things like that holy shit. I am converting back to Pokemon diamond on the original ds because notifications are one thing but blinking lights that I don't understand is another. No. I thought I killed my system again somehow. Like some fucking flashing light of death.
A Note to my fellow homestucks and to all the good nonhomestucks as well
I don't understand why we have a resurgence of in-fandom and out-fandom animosity towards everything. it's really fucking immature and really fucking dumb. Can. We. NOT.
I know we're all on edge about the hiatus, but serious, just cause he kills kids does not mean we are allowed to. Stop fucking sending hate to people for disagreeing with you. Stop sending hate over ships. STOP. Why the hell does anyone feel the need to go after each other over a FICTIONAL COMIC.
Even considering multiversal theories making it all real somewhere or at some time, THERE'S NO CALL FOR THIS. STOP SENDING HATE TO PEOPLE! STOP BEING HATEFUL! THERE ARE BETTER WAYS TO EXPRESS FRUSTRATION THAN TELLING PEOPLE TO KILL THEMSELVES OR INSULTING THEM FOR LIKING SOMETHING
ITS 2014 I SHOULD NOT FUCKING HAVE TO SPELL THIS OUT EVERY YEAR
Kankri Rant
When y9u think a69ut it, n9 matter what y9u have d9ne in the past, it d9esn't quite inflict h9w y9u as a pers9n are. Pe9ple say that pe9ple d9n't change. This is n9t true. Eventually we all learn fr9m the mistakes fr9m 9ur pasts, the 9nes that we n9w can 6arley stand. We learn fr9m them, and d9n't d9 that acti9n again. Am I saying that y9u will see s9me9ne just wake up 9ne day and them 6e a c9mpletely changed pers9n? N9, I am n9t. I am saying that n9 matter what y9u d9, n9 matter wh9 it is, at s9me p9int they will realize their mistake. They will realize h9w wr9ng they were 6ef9re and try t9 fix themselves. Will they always 6e successful? Depending 9n the eff9rt they put in. It will n9t happen 9ver night and it is a hard pr9cess. If s9me9ne really d9es change, they deserve t9 6e f9rgiven, 6ecause they had t9 f9rgive themselves 6ef9re they c9uld m9ve 9n and change f9r the 6etter. If s9me9ne changes 6ecause 9f their mistakes, which is p9ssi6le, they deserve y9u f9rgiveness, 6ecause they likely 6eat themselves up a69ut it m9re than y9u c9uld ever dream. I kn9w h9w unlikely it s9unds... 6ut that is life. Every9ne is g9ing t9 change, 6ut if they change f9r the 6etter... if they try t9 fix their mistakes... It is quite extra9rdianary.