my stance on writing for jjk — rant ahead
first of all, i hate making this kind of post. never thought i would make this kind of post in the first place, but this has reached the point of incredulity and i can’t take it anymore so i have to
and second, how many times should i tell you that i’m just not feeling it anymore? i thought it’s been clear from how i respond to asks and questions regarding LE and jjk all this time. if you ask me why, you can also search it up in my blog— the fandom makes me feel unsafe with so many of the hate and toxicity, it basically gives me an ick, i don’t have anything to write anymore and i’m sick of enduring this for years and being asked like this for many, many times since i came back
and the word disrespectful in bold really makes my blood boil bc don’t you realize that it is you who are disrespectful for insistently pushing this on me when i have so much fun in writing other fandoms? why can’t you respect me when i just want to get away from that godforsaken jjk fandom and write for other fandoms? why must i deal with many asks ranging from straight-up rude to guilt-tripping me as if not writing for jjk is something so wrong that i do?
why can’t i exist in other fandoms in peace? why must i get chased to write what you want instead of what i want? why is it that you’re the one who gets to be disappointed and hurt while i can’t? i’m also disappointed and hurt with many things i have to endure bc of jjkblr too but i choose to keep my peace and move on
and you should know i don’t like this kind of ask the least bit and it does nothing to bring me back. all this ask does is just digging my desire to come back to jjk into deeper grave
therefore, with all that being said, i’m done writing jjk. don’t send me any ask about it bc i’m just done— and i mean it this time
