#tw rant

[the100percent]

Why do people think it's okay to be "neutral" on non traumagenic + nondisordered systems

No one is going to say "I'm neutral on autism, I don't believe autism is real but I won't harass anyone who says they have it!" And then get praised for it

If you're endo neutral fuck you. These are real experiences people have. You can't just "be neutral" on something people get harassed for being every day. Fuck you

You're either pro or you're anti, that's it. You can't be neutral on depression. You can't be neutral on schizophrenia. You can't be neutral on DID. You can't be neutral on dissociation. You can't be neutral on amnesia. So why the fuck are endogenic/nondisordered systems the exception? You can't be "neutral" on depression because you either believe people can be depressed or you think they're "just lazy". You can't be "neutral" on amnesia because you either believe people can forget things or you think they're just lying

You're not "neutral". You either don't believe endogenic/nondisordered systems exist or you believe they exist.

And I swear to fuck if someone says "uhmm tag syscourse!!! Wah wah!!" Someones identity and experiences are not syscourse. Calling out shitty people is not syscourse. So shut the fuck up

[twentybillionwasps]

Fuck you if you force your alters to source separate

Fuck you if you fakeclaim others for being source connected

Fuck you if you don't respect fictives boundaries (be that "treat me like source" or "don't treat me like source")

Fuck you if you say being source connected "stops the healing process" (extra fuck you if you think that final fusion is the only way to heal)

Fuck you if you only let "non-problematic" fictives be source connected

Fuck you if you don't let others say they're uncomfortable with doubles/sourcemates/etc

Fuck you if you fakeclaim others for doing sourcecalls

Fuck you. Plainly, fuck you. If you met a fictkin and you weren't an antikin piece of shit you would be completely fine with a fictkin being who they are. But the second a system member if a fictional character? You go ape shit

You people are just ableist and hateful towards your own community so you can feel better about yourself. Do better

[chuluoyi]

my stance on writing for jjk — rant ahead

first of all, i hate making this kind of post. never thought i would make this kind of post in the first place, but this has reached the point of incredulity and i can’t take it anymore so i have to

and second, how many times should i tell you that i’m just not feeling it anymore? i thought it’s been clear from how i respond to asks and questions regarding LE and jjk all this time. if you ask me why, you can also search it up in my blog— the fandom makes me feel unsafe with so many of the hate and toxicity, it basically gives me an ick, i don’t have anything to write anymore and i’m sick of enduring this for years and being asked like this for many, many times since i came back

and the word disrespectful in bold really makes my blood boil bc don’t you realize that it is you who are disrespectful for insistently pushing this on me when i have so much fun in writing other fandoms? why can’t you respect me when i just want to get away from that godforsaken jjk fandom and write for other fandoms? why must i deal with many asks ranging from straight-up rude to guilt-tripping me as if not writing for jjk is something so wrong that i do?

why can’t i exist in other fandoms in peace? why must i get chased to write what you want instead of what i want? why is it that you’re the one who gets to be disappointed and hurt while i can’t? i’m also disappointed and hurt with many things i have to endure bc of jjkblr too but i choose to keep my peace and move on

and you should know i don’t like this kind of ask the least bit and it does nothing to bring me back. all this ask does is just digging my desire to come back to jjk into deeper grave

therefore, with all that being said, i’m done writing jjk. don’t send me any ask about it bc i’m just done— and i mean it this time

[nrnkisser]

how i look at the fourth wall after seeing y/n talk like a kid in a smutfic for the thousandth time

[nerdylittlebugcreature]

Anyone who believes in transandrophobia is a nazi. I bet you believe in white genocide, too.

"anyone who believes a particular group of trans people are oppressed are nazis, only one group is oppressed!"

do you realise what you sound like? Or has your little brain melted to the point that you can't even comprehend how fucking stupid you are?

Trans people are all oppressed, but for different reasons, people like you are the reason transandrophobia exists, thank you for contributing to the side we're fighting against.

how's your life? stuck behind a screen, bullying those who you dont even know because you're just that sad, a whiny little bitch whos far past their peak and still chasing a high they will never return to.

I bet you didn't even look at my blog, I hate nazis, I hate politicians, I hate you.

I hope one day you leave all this shit behind, because currently, you are the perfect example of what happens when someone who is handed everything as a child gets thrown into real life.

[tarathia]

Ok, rant time

It honestly pisses me off when while discussing anti trans laws and policies people say “oh, but you realize this hurts everyone, right?”

Because honestly? That doesn’t fucking matter.

It is first and foremost anti-trans.

That arguments tells people not that it is not ok to put these things into effect, but that while in doing so, they need to make sure it only hurts trans people.

It’s like saying “I know you’re trying to do this to hurt bad, gross trans women, but it also inadvertently hurts good, clean, pure, normal cis women too!”

And also, that often doesn’t matter to these people. They hate women too! And even if they don’t? Welp, then you gotta break some eggs to make a fucking omelet.

[izzyscursedcorner]

SUBMAS PRETENDER AU UPDATE: hiatus?

I’ve been debating things…

more details and slight rant below.

This is a bit of unstructured, but bear with me here… I have a lot to say and struggle with conveying what I mean through words.

With everything that’s been happening in the fandom lately, I’ve been debating if even continuing to make this comic is a good idea.

The pretender AU’s story includes topics such as masking, dissociation, abuse of power, corporate greed, and compliance. It started as a way to vent my frustrations about these issues and my feelings through a character I could see myself in.

I know for a fact that what I’m making has nothing to do with current ongoings or past controversies… However, because of what it is about, and based on how people in this fandom have acted in the past, I became worried.

I can’t control how people interpret things, nor can I make them like things… the only thing I can do is trust that they decide to interact with what I make responsibly… and that is the problem. I do not trust the Submas fandom as a whole to do this. The few bad apples have ruined the reputation of an entire orchard. This fandom is a place ridded with paranoia and it’s started to affect me.

In terms of direct interactions with people in the fandom, everyone has been incredibly kind and sweet. I want to connect with people and geek out. It’s one of my main motivators for drawing, and gives me new ideas to work with. But there is this barrier here and it’s making things difficult.

All this is to say… I’ve decided to prioritize silly doodles over full on AU comics. It sucks, I know. You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for an opportunity to tell a story to a large group of interested people. But until I either get over my own anxieties, or the fandom somehow becomes less paranoid, I’m gonna be making less serious things. It causes me less personal stress. Thank you to everyone who’s been supportive of my work and eager to see more. I’m sorry I’m letting this get to me.

Make sure to do your internet safety checks, it’s wild out here folks.

[seagulltheseawing]

My world feels different and terrifying

Scroll if you don’t wanna read rant below

i had been writing things down somewhere for when i see a psychiatrist next week, because of how god awful my memory is and i just can’t think straight without my train of thought exploding or becoming jumbled and faint. I think about it a lot, this is just kind of a drawing that slightly reflects it i guess. i’ve been losing sleep due to the fact i am afraid i will hallucinate the same way i did a few nights ago, so i haven’t been drawing much. I only know it’s a hallucination, usually after it’s ended, because its not logical to have people screaming things into your head and last time i checked, people don’t live behind the walls of the house and i haven’t seen my dad in years and never will again anytime soon

I hate living in a world where everything feels tainted. People don’t feel like ‘people’ anymore, just an abomination of organic matter, who inevitably will hurt me anyways. Meaningless, numb, no connection at all. it fucking sucks. I hate humans, i hate people who ‘love’ because all i can think of is “ no one ever truly loves in the end, they just want to hurt you, they’re only there for something. “ and i often feel like i can’t feel loved or love anyone truly for that reason. i understand the concept of something being more then friendship, but not love as a definition. Im the same way when i see kindness. I just get so angry about it and i don’t know why, because it feels like they’re pretending or trying to trick me. I don’t like people, I only tolerate them. It’s so hard to find connection so i often find i spend more time alone more than anything in this world, because i don’t feel wanted anywhere specifically because i cannot create connection, or join in with anyone in being in their own worlds or whatever it is that people do to get along. Then when i do actually find connection, i never let go. it’s just one or the other and it sucks. Talking with people is pointless if they aren’t gonna like you and i don’t really want people to like me so they can save themselves from being hurt