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I’m a sucker for angst >:]

Can you give me some headcanons of everyone (mostly Rin) grieving process of Obito’s “death”? Like what are the depressing habits they do after the events of kannabi bridge?

Now this is an AWESOME ask!

First, I'd like to point out that I absolutely fucking hate how we only got to see Kakashi's trauma and none of Rin's trauma. They made it look like she immediately got over what happened while Kakashi ate all the crap that shat down from the aftermath.

I'm just going to fix that up and write what happened with Rin since we already saw Kakashi:

!! TW: PTSD and Dark Themes !!

-Nightmares and heavy breakdowns and drowning in sorrow and despair would be Rin's everyday life after Kannabi. She would see Obito's crushed body in her dreams. Every night she is awake sitting on the bathroom floor sobbing heavily while the shower is on so that no one can hear her weeping.

-Rin would go through emotional withdrawal, mindlessly be walking around, ignoring her friends that are calling out to her, forgetting about Kakashi who is also going through hell, because all she could think about was Obito. She has not fully registered that Obito is dead and gone, so she find herself in the training grounds, thinking that she'll see Obito training and practicing shuriken jutsu. But no. She is once again reminded that she will no longer be seeing that. The training grounds just feels soulless.. and gray... and it only makes Rin fall onto her knees and wail and scream out Obito's name.

-Because of her "survivor's guilt", she stops practicing medical ninjutsu for a while. The idea of needing to heal and perform any surgery or minor stitch will just make her catatonic as she relives what she did with Obito and Kakashi's eye. Rin becomes out of commission for a while and not even her parents, or Minato, can push her to move on and try to do other missions.

-She sits by his grave everyday, talking to him as she holds his goggles tightly, asking Why did he always have to be so selfless and put others before him? And that she wanted to watch him become a great ninja.. and become the Hokage.. and that she is so angry at him for dying and leaving her alone. Yes, that's right, she feels alone because Obito was the one person that knew her the most since they were very young. She was closer to him than Kakashi even if she developed an attraction towards Kakashi and thought she knew Kakashi better.

-She apologizes to him profusely every time she visits his grave, for all the times he felt neglected by her and for all the times that she focused on Kakashi than him. She apologizes for being so idiotic and wronging him in the sense that she thought Kakashi would be the type to rescue her when he was the type to prioritize missions - and Obito was the type that would always jump in to save her and be there for her.

-Self-blame comes easy, where she hates herself for being so weak that she had to get kidnapped and rely on them to save her. Where she hates herself because if it wasn't for her none of this would've happened and that she should've trained to get stronger instead of focusing on only being a mere healer.

-Rin changes his flowers for him during her visits and makes his favorite food every now and then as an offering, only to end up being overtaken by her emotions and breaking down and sobbing.

-Her nightmares make her wake up in the middle of the night, screaming his name as she relives the time when her eyes landed on his body crushed by the boulder. She could also hear his pain and anguish ringing in her ears as she was removing his left eyes to transplant it into Kakashi's, and she ends up curling onto herself or running to the bathroom to throw up because the memory was still too fresh and too overwhelming to handle.

-She eventually ends up putting on a fake smile in front of her parents and everyone in the village, including Minato, because eventually she needs to get back on her own two feet and survive. Even when she resumes medical ninjutsu, she avoids performing surgeries and would just do first-aid tasks.

-After a whole day of putting on a fake smile and mask in front of her friends and peers and parents, she would lay back on her bed and just think about Obito, and sometimes hold onto the picture of Team Minato as she ruminates about the past. She often wonders if she would return Obito's feelings for her had he confessed, and would then spiral into self-blame because she gave Kakashi the attention that Obito deserved the most.

-She doesn't eat much nor does she sleep much and just isolates herself from everyone. Her mind would always be occupied with Obito. She would isolate herself either in her room, or by sitting on the shores of her favorite lake/pond/anywhere where no one gets to see her or talk to her.

-She ends up resenting the sight of the elderly for a temporary while because it just reminds her of the fact that Obito, the sweetest boy alive, is not there to help them carry their things. Eventually she ends up helping them a few times just because she senses Obito's presence, asking her to do it for his sake.

-The topic of Kannabi is never brought up to her. Instead, Rin would just question what it means to be a shinobi and if everything she's learned was worth it when she only brought more pain to her best friend and relief to another. She would question why do wars exist and why can't each village/clan just be peaceful with each other.

Rin just ends up dealing with a lot of pain, sorrow, misery and heartbreak because she lost Obito Uchiha, the truest person she knew and the one that could've been the Hokage that she wanted to see for the rest of her life.

that's all for now! thanks for asking! I hope this satisfied you, let me know what you think and don't hesitate to share ideas! :)

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The ship meme was cute but it missed my favorites so...

Liontari x Orca because I like problematic shit

Suou x Rochalizo they are so canon no one can change my mind

Orca x Kannabi I swear they are BOYFRIENDS

#children of the whales #cotw #liontari #orca #rochalizo #suou #kannabi #cotw ships

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here’s a cute lil video of one of my ratties her name is kannabi (like cannabis w/o the s) shes literally an angel 💓💓💓

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