#karskin

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

Wamuu, Santana, I am so sorry for how I treated you. You both mean the world to me. And Esidisi? I never realized you loved me. I didn't know what love is. I've come to realize now. I love you too. I let you all go and it's my biggest regret in life. I miss you. - Kars

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Kars aesthetic board for @moonlights-servant !!

[jjbakins]

a stimboard with plant gifs for kars!

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[fictionkinfessions]

i’ve been having many thoughts about santana lately… well, i do in every kars shift i have, but, it’s just been bothering me a lot recently.

i miss him. so much. canon says i abandoned him in mexico because he’s “only good as a guard dog”, or something like that, but i just… don’t remember that happening. he’s my son, i love him. i wish he was with us. he’s such a cutie (albeit a Gremlin), such a silly boy. i don’t remember what happened exactly… maybe it’s that he got kidnapped, somehow? still, i’d never abandon him. esidisi wouldn’t either. he and wamuu are both our pride and joy, i’d never favor wamuu over him.

i wonder what his real name is. i’ve been looking into band names and such, in an attempt to find out… i wish stroheim didn’t pull that shit, and just asked him what his name is, or something. i doubt santana would’ve talked to him, but still. better than making me forget my own son’s name. i wish araki said something about it. then again, no one ever talks about the pillar men, and especially santana, so i kinda get it… man, i wonder if any pillar man kins are out there somewhere. i miss esidisi and wamuu too… esidisi was my husband. no idea why people are so insistent that we’re Totally Straight, despite us having raised two children together. really makes you think…

anyway, yeah. i just… really miss santana, that’s all. i love my boy. if any santana is reading this, i love you. i’m sorry i abandoned you, or let them kidnap you, or whatever happened. you and your brother are the light of my world. my perfect little beings. stay safe out there, boy…

-kars, jjba

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

I doubt any of the other Pillar Men are out there, but if they are, I’m glad to know they’re here with me again. No matter how far away. -Kars

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

I never should have done what I did. I was blinded by my own want. Santana, Wammu, Esidisi, I’m truly, truly sorry. I hope you are able to forgive me, and if not, I completely understand. I wouldn’t forgive me either. -Kars

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

I have the strangest feeling that I fought Dio Brando outside of a Denny’s at three am while our boyfriends watched in a modern tl and I don’t know what to do with this information????? -Kars

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

@ all my boys out there(Esidisi, Wamuu, and yes, even you Santana), i miss you all a lot, like... holy shit? and i feel super bad for leaving you behind Santana. yeah, i know, i was honestly a huge asshole tbh but god damn do i miss you all -Kars