#karum

[belkileri-sevmem]

[grandwizardbouquet]

[painfulgrowth]

The endorphins I get from others is more than the endorphins I get from him.

[painfulgrowth]

Some truths are more important than what anyone else thinks. His opinion pales in comparison.

The only value I ever saw in him was that of his interest towards me. Other than that he's never given me a reason to look or trust him. He's been boring and uninterested. There doesn't seem to be much there. I found him intriguing because I was looking for parts of him to love since I thought he knew he liked me. But he doesn't.

Sometimes when I feel interest from someone, I look for everything there could be to love about them, and then I dive into loving those things about them wholeheartedly, as if they're mine or as if they've given me anything. But he hasn't given me anything. There's no reason to find all the little reasons to love him when I don't know if he would do the same for me. It was a brief moment of tenderness that called him to my attention, and that was it. It seems like even that from him is unreliable. He hasn't offered me a single thing.

[painfulgrowth]

This is a professional connection, that's it.

[painfulgrowth]

You're passing by each other that's all. Find more crushes.

[painfulgrowth]

Hes just a flirt. Also I don't think either of us know what we want yet. Nor do we know the other very well.

[painfulgrowth]

He doesn't really know me well enough to really like me so I don't even really know why he noticed me.