#katecarolanne

[katecarolanne]

I wanna say I'm a generally forgiving person. Like if you say or do something that pisses me off I usually get mad for a second, then move on. On the rare occasion that I'm holding a grudge on you, know that you fucked shit up big time.

[katecarolanne]

I think my biggest fear is not being able to escape. I don't want to stay here forever. I want to go out and learn new things about different cultures. I don't want my dreams to be just that. Dreams. I don't think I'll be able to keep my sanity without having at least some of my dreams coming true.

[katecarolanne]

I know I'm still young but I want to find myself. I want to see what I, one person out of 7 billion people, can do for the world. I want to find out my sole purpose and know that I'm not just a waste of space in this damned world.

[katecarolanne]

It's 4 AM. I now understand the thoughts that swirl and twist and turn that jumble in their minds. It's not vulnerability everyone has been feeling. It's purity.

[katecarolanne]

it's 1 AM and I'm lying in bed wishing I was on a plane going anywhere but here

[katecarolanne]

The song of insanity is on replay in my head and I can’t find the pause button

[katecarolanne]

Someday you're going to see me Walking along the streets of a big city You're going to see me and we're going to greet each other Ask how our lives have been And what we are doing now As we part our ways We're going to reminisce Of all the things We used to have dreamt of Like walking together along the streets of a big city

[katecarolanne]

I love my family. Whatever happens they'll always be there. But somewhere in my heart I know that I want to get away from them. I want to go far away and find out who I am, where I stand, and why I am who I am. I want to find my purpose in this world and if it means being separated from my family for a while then so be it. I'm ready to be out in the world.