I thought I have forgotten that feeling. But I am pretty glad it still stays the same.

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I thought I have forgotten that feeling. But I am pretty glad it still stays the same.
MY HELL WEEK SCHEDULE
Examination Week. Supposed to be, hectic. Well, I`m just surprised with my schedule, hahahah. Badtrip.
Monday
02:30 - 04:00 PM ~Financial Research Exam ~ I finished in less than 20 minutes. I finished first, hahaha. So about 02:45 ata tapos na ako.
Nagpunta sa Dean to settle things about the NFJPIA Convention to be held at Ilocos. Ayaw payagan sumama lahat. T.T Nakakainis! 3-Day tour na rin sana namin `yun. But I`m still keeping my hopes up. Matutuloy kami lahat du`n! I don`t want to go there without my friends. Without my block, omg.
05:00 - 08:00 PM ~ Law 102 Exam ~ Fuckshit. I totally fucked up. T___T Badtrip lang at after ko magkabisado ng limpak-limpak, wala dun sa mga tanong yung kinabisado ko. T.T Tapos mali-mali ako. Tapos bali-baliktad. T.T Section 1 lang, namali pa ako ng pinaglagyan. Ang sama-sama talaga ng loob ko. T.T Badtrip ako. Kahit ano gawing console sa akin ng MACC Boys at FGs, kahit si toot at si toot pa `yun, walang nangyari. Sira ang araw ko. Naiyak talaga ako sa kapalpakan ko. Disappointed ako masyado. =(
Tuesday
04:00 - 05:30 PM ~ TQM Exam ~ HAHAHAHAH Chicken feet. I finished it in less than 10 minutes. HAHAHAH Nakakatuwa lang at common sense at stock knowledge lang ang kailangan. Di ko gaano na-aaply mga ni-review ko. xD First na naman ako nag-pass. Sabi siguro ng mga kaklase ko, ang yabang ko hahahah.
05:30 - 07:00 ~ Advanced Accounting 2 class ~ Since maaga natapos yung exam namin, 05;00 pa lang nagklase na kami. HAHAHAH. Ang hirap lang makipag-eye-to-eye contact sa professor ko. Lagi siyang nakatingin, de ako naman nakatingin rin. xD Kunwari super nakikinig. Tapos, hahaha basta awkward. xD Akala ata talaga niya naiintindihan ko. xD
Wednesday
No classes, hahahahaha. Wala nga daw kasing pasok every Wednesday. xD Nanuod ako ng Temptation Island at puta, nagsisisi ako. T____T Puro kalandian lang pala yun, puro ungol at halinghing. Badtrip! Hahahaha. Bakit nga ba ako nanuod? Di ko talaga feel yun. Di ko rin alam kwento nun. Badtrip, hahaha. Kalandian lang talaga. Bitch. Bitch. Beeettttchhhhhh.
Super sinisipoooon akkooooo. :( I can hardly breathe. EFFF.
Thursday
No classes pa rin, hahahahahaha. Lintek na yan. So bukas, tambay lang ako dito sa bahay. Wala kasi ako naka-set na gala eh. Pero depende pa rin, who knows bukas may mag-aya.. or may gala. HAHAHAH. But yep, I`m planning to stay at home, review hahaha. Matulog all day. xD I need energy for Friday. :DDD
Friday
No classes pa rin, bwahahahahahah. HAHAHAHAH. No, actually meron dapat. Ke araso. xDDD Kaso dakilang tamad yun, hindi na daw kame magka-klase.. mag-review na lang daw. Pero may exam pala kami, sa Management Accounting Systems (MAS) 06:00 - 09:00 PM hahahahahah!! So may pasok ako, alas-sais para sa exam sa isang subject na wala naman akong kaalam-alam. xDDD Pero madali na yun. Sabay kaming lahat ng MACC. Yep! Mabubuo kami!! :DDD Sabay-sabay kaming Block B at Block A. Mga 56 kami, hahaha. Alam na no`n. xD I love MACC so much. <3
So yep, that`s my schedule this week hahahah.
Last night, Tuesday.. sleepover si Ferry dito. Dapat ngayon din, kaso di siya prepared. Saka dapat bukas rin ng gabi, dito siya. Kaso wala makakasama si Queenie sa boarding house kaya umuwi na siya dun. Tapos sa Friday night naman, si Mica ang magsi-sleepover dito. Yayyy. I love my life. <3 Buhay tambay. :DDD
Charlotte
Nagtext kaninang mga 1 PM yung high school friend ko na si Charlotte, sabi niya:
Katz malapit na birthday mo. Tatanda ka na naman ng one year. Hehe. San ba tayo? =)
Nangiti naman ako kasi naaalala pa niya kahit paano. Medyo inaantok-antok pa nga lang ako nung nabasa ko `yun, sabi ko re-replyan ko na lang mamaya, kaso nakalimutan ko na rin pala.
Tapos ngayong mga 08:30 PM, nagtext siya ulit, sabi:
Katz sorry! Akala ko July 13 ang birthday mo. Hehe. Sorry. Belated happy birthday. Miss u.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH. Hanep lang. Natawa talaga ako sa text niya. Hindi ko alam kung maiinis ako o ano eh. HAHAHAHAH. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nagpa-realize sa kanya para masabi niyang tapos na ang birthday ko, HAHAHAHA. Grabe, akala ko talaga naalala. Tapos biglang bawi, HAHAHAH. Gusto kong replyan siya kaso hindi ko alam ire-reply ko. xD
05 July 2011, Tuesday
Nagising ako mga 10:40 AM. Nakita ko `to sa mesa. Nangiti ako. Magandang araw. ^^ Puso at star. Yay!
I decided to cover my pirated book in Advanced Accounting. So this is the back part.
And here`s the front cover. Still not finished yet. And I`ll put plastic cover too!
Still work-in-process! I`ve been working on this for hours now! Really, this needs a lot of effort. Sobrang hirap gawin. -____- Sumasakit na ang lahat sa akin, hindi ko pa rin matapos-tapos.
Nakuha na yung lanyard and club shirt namin. Finally.
The lanyard, a so-so. Not really that appealing but I prefer this than last year`s ahahah!
Not really impressed with the shirt, sorry. Personally, I don`t find the shirt design appealing. I`m about to pass my own shirt design but I`m not aware of the deadline, so there. I do not have any plans on ordering a shirt but yep, since I`m an officer, I have to. With collars. Damn collars. Okay lang yung may collar kaso fail yung collar, eh? Parang kapag nilabhan `to, magbe-bacon na agad. -.-
Oh, well. Dala ko pa rin naman eh. So keri lang. hahahahah! Kapal namputa. xD
This is what I eat for dinner. Lechong kawali, inihaw na tilapia, BBQ. :D
I let Kimchi borrow some of my books. Vince`s Life, my favourite. Really, `cos I feel like I`m the girl version of Vince. The first book is always in my bag because I believe that book was written for me. That it`s my life. That I have to bring it everyday. The photo above is the second book, btw.
This is why I love Kim, eh? She`s so like me. Like whenever she borrow things, she`ll always put a note. And it`s just so sweet. : )
This is the note she put on the first book. I didn`t notice it, haha! I checked the book just when I read her second note, lol.
03 July 2011, Sunday
I woke up 3:00 PM. Not bad. I slept like 03:45 AM, hee. I tried Mica`s fried noodles but I fail. Epic fail. It`s burned not toasted. More of a carcinogen noodle.
So I ended up eating these for brunch and snacks: cake, crema de fruita, (favourito!) spicy noodles, (YAY!) tuna, and ice-cold milo. :-)
No one`s home. I am alone. He he he.
All music in my eargasmic playlist is loooove~!
I`m surprised to see this on my table. Yay for moolah. But I learned that it`s my allowance for this week. Ish, I hate allowance given all at once. I tend to spend it, ya know.
LOL a side of my table. Super messy, really.
Awww. Mommy peeked on these! These are my birthday cards for the last five years. :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
Yep, I`ve decided to fix my dirrrrttttyyy roooom. I will clean to make it a decent place to live in. :p A drawer.
Another drawer. :p
Gaah. Found these! Hahaha. My unsent letters. xD I used to write someone a letter everyday and never give it. Hahaha. I keep it na on a safe place, hindi ganitong pakalat-kalat lang.
Aysshhhh! Kung anu-anong alaala ang nakita ko. I doodled this on a paper, together with a cat hahaha! And yep, that paper isn`t mine. :p But I have it now. LOLOLOL.
This is the cat I`m talking about, hahaha! Definitely a moment to remember. HAHAHAH. LOL.
Oh and these are the bracelets I made! Yayyy! I finished these before I sleep last night. They are made of telephone wires. And really, my fingers hurt. But it`s worth it. :-) I feel so great, hahaha!
Trash. Mess. Dirt. LOL.
Crown caps I found in my school bag, hahahaha! Proof of those good times! 8D
Hello, randomness.
Since my family went out and I was alone. They brought me sisig as a reward, also for finally cleaning my room after ages. But this wasn`t Kalahi`s sisig (my favourite) but still this is a sisig so okay na rin. I`m lazy like that not to put off the calamansi seeds. xD
Meh after all the hardwork and after eating that sisig. xD Imagine how baho I am. I`ve been cleaning for three hours. At sobrang init pa! Nyamet.
And meh after maligo. xD LOOOOOL. I love duster!!! It`s been a while. Productive day!
13 Wishes
I`m not a fan of material things. I prefer presents from the heart. To me, simple things mean a lot. It`s just that people around me is having a hard time figuring out what I really want. My friends have been asking me what I want for my birthday, I have actually written it on my journal but I don`t want them to know. I want to get it not because I gave a hint or so. Two of my friends made me cry last night in the middle of our conversation, and they probably don`t know I cried, it`s just that some stupid things around school is making me sad. And they were like teasing me and all that and it hurts. I`m kind of not looking forward to it though. IDK why I just typed it, hahaha.
So moving on, I`ll be listing my 13 Wishes. This is different from what I have on my journal but yeah, these are my wishes too! Most of my friends won`t see this so I`m not bothered or anything. People who`ll read this won`t care anyway so I`m not bothered at all, hahaha!
Hand-written letters from friends telling how awesome I am, loljk.
Annual big birthday card filled with signs from friends, and unexpected people. (I bought one for myself last year and I let them sign it. *sad*) I kind of miss my birthday cards back in high school having no space at all. And they`re like signing on it secretly. Super great feeling!
The whole class singing `Happy Birthday` to me. It`s still nice to have the whole class singing. It`s kind of shameful yet flattering. And this would be my last birthday as a student so I really would love this to happen. But I think this may not happen. :( Firstly, my block was split in two and there`s a possibility that we`ll have no classes on Wednesdays. My birthday is a Wednesday. :-/
Huuuuuggggggggsssss!!! Who would not love that? >(*3*)<
This is random. Wallet? Or even a coin purse! Hahaha. I don`t really use wallets. I just put my money in my pocket and my coins on a plastic hahahah! And that was a plastic from Manson drug. Hahahah! But I`m no fan of big and bulky and girly wallets. I think a simple and small purse is enough.
Mixtape! Really I would love to have one! Like a birthday mixtape? Awwh.
Video greetings, hahahah. Inggitera ako eh! I usually make videos for my friends on their birthdays and of course I would also love to have one for me. But I think I won`t be having this. Most of my friends are KJ, ako lang talaga yung makulit at mapilit. And they`re not into making videos, I think. I actually planned to make one for myself like I`ll go record their greetings on my birthday saying, "Birthday ko ngayon, ano message mo sa akin?" Yeah, I can do that, like wala na talaga akong pride, haha kasi gusto ko `yun eh. Then I`ll watch it at home and edit it myself. Haha! Sariling-sikap. Tapos pagtatawanan nila ako, lol. But it`s like walang pasok yung birthday ko so I might stay at home. Alone. Wow, life.
CAKE!!! Nainggit na naman ako. Surprise cake from friends and they`ll let me make a wish and blow it. It would be nice if my CAKE friends will do this but it`s not gonna happen. I just want a cake! Hahah! Hayy, bakit halos lahat ng wish ko hindi ata matutupad? :(
I wish Alaine and Elaine will come to Nueva that day. And then there is Cherry. And they`ll surprise me. And we`ll drink until I passed out. Hahahah! Good times.
Rain. I`m wishing for a rain on the 13th. I want to rain all day.
Stars. I hope the sky on the 13th is filled with stars. And I`ll just look at it and think of everything that has happened that day, all that had happened the past year, and think of all that could happen to me on my new year.
Unknown. Yep, I`m wishing for the unknown. I`m wishing for a surprise. Something I don`t really expect. Something that will make me really happy. Something that will make me never forget that day. Something really funny, exciting. And yeah, just pure, plain happiness.
Best. I am wishing for the best! The best of everything. Good health for everyone, myself, my family, my friends, everyone. Happiness in life. Blessings. Success, peace of mind and contentment.
01 July 2011, Friday
MACC IV-B Meeting :-)
Siomai with seven sticks. Yay, July!!! :>
Snow Joe + Large Sundae cone ~startedJuly with lotsa icecream
Myself with Mica kong mahal :-)
Tash na dumighay ng wagas at umubo ng may putok at wagas and Jelai na ang bungad na tanong sa akin eh, "Nasaan si Kirby?" Haha!
Kath, Kulot, Kishie ==== KKK ~~K. LOL.
Ang naka-sideview at madayang si Tashing!! >:(
Hahaha! Daya, binura ni Kishie yung photo before this. Mas epic!
Namiss ko bahay nila Rheaaa. :3
G. Dragon and Top poster sa kwarto ni Rhea
The-not-so-wasted-but-looking-wasted me.
Fries. Nuggets. Fishballs. Sayaaannng!! Next time!
These two girls saved me tonight! Arigatou~
My July turned out sooo gooood. Extra-good! Except na lang sa possibility na walang pasok ang July 13, at lahat ng Wednesdays the whole semester. Nalulungkot talaga ako! Walang pasok ang favorite day ko meaning I`ll be stuck at home alone. Walang pasok ang birthday ko, walang kakanta para sa akin. Mas wala ng pag-asang may maka-pirma sa birthday ko. Nakakalungkot talaga! D:
But despite of that, happy pa rin naman ako. Pero sana talaga, maayos pa `yun. Hoping! :3
17 June 2011, Friday
NOT REALLY A GOOD DAY IN BULLETS
Yung video na inu-upload ko overnight, failed na naman. It`s my second night uploading it, btw.
Nagising ako 10:30, at masakit ang ulo ko. Natulog ako about 2 AM last night.
I tried uploading a low quality version of the video habang gumagayak ako.
Na-upload na, finally. Nagmamadali kasi dumating na agad yung sundo ko eh hindi pa ako tapos gumayak.
Nag-commute. Jeepney. Leche. Napagitna sa dalawang taong nag-uusap. Naghahampasan pa sa gitna ko. Naglalandian. Nagliligawan. Nagkuhanan pa ng mga number. Gusto ko na sanang makipagpalit ng pwesto eh. Tapos yung Mamang katapat ko naman, antok na antok. Ang gulo-gulo. Nakakairita sa paningin. Sobrang traffic. Mainit.
Nagpunta ako ng school para kunin yung grades ko. Hindi ko nakuha. Hindi ibinigay kasi wala daw akong dalang ID. Yun lang yung dahilan ng pagpunta ko sa school, btw.
Nagpunta sa may bleacher, nakita ko pa yung farewell love note ko, haha! Buong-buo pa, LOL.
Nagpunta library, tumambay saglit.
Nagroom-to-room with fellow NFJPIA officers. Mainet. Yep, muse na naman ang drama ko. I`m with Aaron, Enn-arr, Meecko, Kit, Ramil, Banjo, James, and Xernan. Yep, I`m with Xernan ^____________^ ..after a long time. Nagkita kami last Wednesday, ngitian lang. Then today, ayon nagka-kwentuhan na kami. Medyo matagal-tagal rin. Nakakatuwa pa rin siya, so weak. LOL. But since mainit at naiinip na rin ako, nagba-bye na ako. Iniwan ko na sila.
In between sa nangyaring yun, sa Research subject kasi namin, sabi nung Prof namin eh groupings daw yun. Tapos sabi ni ano, hahahaha, "Ayoko maging ka-group yung kulto. Kahit si Kathleen nga yung magiging ka-group ko, okay na ako, eh. Di`ba, Kathleen? Tayo na lang magka-group, hano?" Haha natawa lang ako. :P Tapos basta, kinakausap niya ako. Nakakatuwa. What if nga kaya maging partners kami sa research? guaaahhh. >*3*<
So ayun, nung iniwan ko na nga sila.. nagpunta na kami ng library ni Banjo. Pupuntahan ko na si Kenneth, dun kasi siya tumambay habang hinihintay ako. Eh ayun, kasabay ko si Banjo. Dun siya sa Filipiniana, akala ko nandun si Kenneth, tapos wala pala. Sabi ko kay Banjo sandali lang.. tapos pumunta ako dun sa isang library, andun siya.. nakadukdok.. nagmu-music, natutulog? Ewan. Basta malungkot, haha. Hindi ko na nabalikan si Banjo.
Ayon nag-stay muna kami dung dalawa. Then dumating si Rhea, nag-usap usap kami. Tapos ayun pasahan movie, kwentuhan ng kabadtripan at kabiguan.
Mainit. Hindi pwede maglakad. Nag-trike. Pakuriputan.
Finally makakanuod na ako ng X-Men. Manunuod na kami. Lintek, napalitan na pala. Bigo kame. Hindi na showing. T____________T Alam mo yun, super hinintay ko yung araw na makakanuod ako, tapos wala. Hay.
Nakita namin ni Choi si Pauline.. at ginamit na naman namin ang palibre convincing powers namin kaso fail.
Tapos ayun, sawi kaming dalawa. Kainis. Hindi naman kasi namin feel yung Green Lantern at Penguin ek-ek. Punta kami McDo. Take-out.
Nakita namin ni Kenneth si Yes or No ko, twice. Hahah Si Rui, yung crush ko.. pero wala eh.. wala siyang effect sa akin, BV pa rin ako.
Tapos ayun, saan na pupunta? Wala na. Hanggang sa nakarating na kami sa may exit. And since badtrip kami pareho, naghiwalay na kame.. umuwi na si Kenneth. Tapos ako, sa mall. Ish, mga 3 minutes narealiaze ko, malungkot mag-isa. Lalo na kapag badtrip ka.. though sanay na ako doon. Pero iba nung Friday. Paano kasi it`s been three days na rin na si Kenneth kasama ko. Kasama kong naghihintay. Alam mo yun, mas hindi nakaka-bore kapag may kasama. Kahit kaming dalawa lang eh, okay na rin. Kaya nung mag-isa ako, nakakainis lang lalo. LOL kasi, kung kailan umalis na siya saka ko narealize na kailangan ko siya, hmph. Tinawagan ko siya kaso too late, nakaalis na siya. Hahaha! Nag-unli na tuloy ako ng unlitxt hahah. Tinext ko siya kaso eh hindi naman tutok sa phone yun kaya ayon, hahaha. Wala na talaga akong magagawa. Ako na nga lang mag-isa. T.T
Una, nasa Jollibee ako. Nagsusulat. Then nagpunta ako food court, nakita ko MACC Boys. Nakitambay muna ako, kaso paalis na rin sila so ayun. T.T Pero I`ve got X. Hindi pa siya umuwi. So naglaro na lang muna kami sa Tom`s. Basketball. Aww, namiss ko yun! Namiss kong kalaro siya! First two games, magkalaban kami. First game, talo ako. T.T Magaling naman kasi yun, haha! Second game, talo siya. Mas magaling kasi ako. :P ..haha obvious nagpatalo amp. Third game, team na kami. Isa na lang nilaro namin. Score: 568 :D
At dahil pareho kaming broke, nag-sundae na lang kami. Hahaha. Hindi ko na binalak makipag-unahan, which madalas kong gawin.. paano kasi monster si X. Laki ng bibig nun saka mabilis talaga.. matatalo lang ako. So gaya ng sinasabi ng iba kong kaibigan, inenjoy na lang namin yung sundae. XD
Tinatanong nga pala niya yung baller niya. Sabi ko nasa bahay which is nasa bahay naman talaga.. kaso lang hindi ko alam kung nasaan. I should look for it!
Tapos nagtext pala si Rhea, nakita daw nila si Giannina.. yung classmate naming nagtatago. XD So na-excite naman ako, akala ko kasama pa nila siya. So ayun, sabi ko kay X, mauuna na ako.. may makakasama na rin ako, tapos ayun.. naghiwalay na kame, umuwi na siya. Ako nagpunta ulit ng Jollibee, kila Rhea. Wala na pala si Giannina, ish. Pinagtaguan lang rin daw sila.
Binigyan na ako ni Tash nung pangako niyang chocolate. Then ayun, nagstay sila Jollibee. Busog ako so hindi ako kumain, malamang.
Then after that, sinamahan si Rhea bumili ng shoes for her cousin. Medyo matagal-tagal rin yun. Hahah! 6PM na ata kami natapos.
Then umuwi na kami, kasabay ko Tash, kasi pupunta nga siya sa cousin niya.
Pauwi, nagpabili ako kay Mommy ng egg caldo at halo-halo. I`m in the mood for it. Sa bahay na ako kumain together with our ulam fried chicken and pork chop. Hindi ako kumain ng rice. ^_^
Then dumating si Tita Ine, nagpunta sa amin.. she`s on a vacation lang from Hongkong.. tapos ayun, wala lang.. Tapos nagpa-home service nga si Mommy.. nagpamasahe. Ako nagstay na lang sa kwarto, I`m so badtrip eh. Super talaga. Tapos pati si Mommy dinagdagan pa. Hay talaga.
Elaine`s natutuwa pala sa video namin for her so okay. I feel good.
Ayun, mga 12mn na umalis yung mga tao dito. So nun palang ako naghanap ng pang-regalo ko para sa Ate ni Mica. So ayun, nakahanap ako. Heheh ^_^
At ayun, sabi ko dapat 11 PM pa lang matutulog na ako but it took me until 1 AM. Hay. Hindi na talaga nabago sleeping schedule ko, to think na I should be up before 7 AM. T.T
So basically, that`s what happened to me today. Maraming good things, maraming bad things. Pero namayani pa rin ang bad things. T.T I really don`t feel good about today. But I should thank all the good things pa rin, si X for keeping me company, si Rhea for making me laugh, the foods na kinain ko, Elaine`s appreciation and siyempre, si Kenneth... who`s been with me since nung isang araw pa. Siya lang yung tipong nakaramay ko talaga, kahit he has his own problems eh kasama ko pa rin siya kaya I am glad. With Kenneth, I don`t feel so alone. : ) I`m still thankful to all those good things! Yay!