Written ship please?💞
Heyya!! I just found your blog by scrolling through my feed and I love your writing style so much!! The fluff and your sense of humour in the ships make me melt alskdj Idefinitely hadn’t just went through all your masterlist because I love them so much but yeah! Can I request a written ship with BTS and Seventeen please? I love your work so much, and you may be busy, just take it easy and do everything at your own pace! I love you, thank you!
I’m a small 4'9 half Japanese and half Malaysian! I recently have just turned 16 and I’m near graduating high school soon, juggling my time with theatrical practices, music recitals/concerts and studies! (an ‘02 liner !!) Despite being a drama and music student - getting on stage and everything, I’m actually a really shy and isolated person. I get super duper anxious around people in general because of my low self-esteem and traumatic pasts. (thus the reason why I lurk around tumblr oops) My problems sometimes affect me greatly right before I go on stage and I have had times where I had a nervous breakdown right before my turn comes up salkddjaskld !! I also have a bad habit of disassociating myself which ends up making me seem cold. However I’m actually a real softie that loves cuddles and big, warm sweaters. I can be super playful and open to listen to people and give them advices in things they need help with. I’m nowhere professional but if I could do anything to help, I would do it! On stage, I get super nervous but it boosts my will to do better and that usually ends up me getting tired and bursts of random laughters! (from using too much energy for the performance and socialising) I love my friends and I tend to get a tiny bit annoying from being either too clingy or just too playful at times hAHAH
To say that I love music! It’d be an understatement, because I just can’t live without it at this point. I appreciate all types of genres of music and of course have my own preferences but I do listen to a lot of songs! When I have free time, I’d browse through Soundcloud for underrated tracks and listen to them and honestly, some of that I found are quite good and I’m actually trying to keep updated for their latest tracks now! People tend to scold me for just staying in my bubble music world when others socialise and “hook up” but honestly, I don’t give two damns about it. I get inspired by music and theatres, thus why I love those two classes so much! I write my own music sometimes (but I know it’s nowhere near good for people to hear so I keep it to myself) and of course, lyrics too! My problems tend to hold me back from expressing my feelings properly but on paper, I can write a whole essay on how delicious that bento I just ate with my mum (now that I mentioned it, I feel hungry while writing this); that’s just how I love writing and music. I used to write music for people (to some that know I do write) but they tend to use it to their advantage, claiming it theirs so I stopped making music for them, instead it’s just where I express my feelings. Bottling up feelings sometimes help(?) because then when I write, it’s like crying onto the page with words! I went through a lot (with my mental and physical health, school life, family problems etc.) and there are just so many things to express but sometimes the papers aren’t enough, so I sing, music is a way to free my soul.
I love, love, LOVE reading books! And scripts! I mean, I may not be the one that reads THAT many books that I’m super updated with the books released recently (one of the factors are because I’m brokEE JSALKDj) but I do love reading! I enjoy reading so much that sometimes I think the world of the said book engulfs me into it and I get lost in my thoughts just by the thought of it. Reading really helped me find friends and my imaginative brain too! But sometimes it helped too much, I think I’m scared of my own brain from picturing too much for just one paragraph from ‘Girl in Pieces’. I prefer books over movies but there are some movies that depicts the story better than the actual book did, so I’m not gonna argue, it’s just an opinion of mine. I do NOT like scary movies, it scares me, SO MUCH. I can’t sleep because of it most of the time and I hate when I can’t sleep and I start to imagine things in my room aaAAA
I’m nocturnal and I love staying up, writing or just listening to calm music while I draw or just stare into space. I love staring at the stars when I’m away from the cities and absolutely love the calming nature; though I hate the sun and would prefer staying in my room than going hiking askljd When I have a conversation with someone that I’m really close with and that I can relate to, it can get super deep and meaningful, sometimes it gets to the point where both of us are facing an existential crisis but usually, we talked it out and agreed with a point. I’m no debater but I know what I know especially from my past experiences and I tend to give great advices to those people who seek help from me. When I talk, people tend to talk over me as I have a soft tone and I don’t talk as much as my other friends do (plus, my mind tends to go blank when I try to say something so I needed to have another 5 minutes to construct my sentence before I could say anything without any stutters or blurting out things) but when I do, some appreciates that I took the effort to contribute to the conversation. I’ve got not many friends and most of them are whom I trust with my life, and I love them all so much. Without them, I don’t think I’d still be here and typing away honestly. Like I mentioned earlier, I’m a huge softie!! I collect plushies and cute things and I love them to bits as they are my companions as I cry myself to sleep,, I cry at everything! Something good happens to my friend, cries. My food finished before I even realised it was, I cry. I get super sensitive when it comes to my past and I absolutely despise people who uses that against me. Like they could go “Hey, you know, you’re just searching for attention for saying you have __ past” and they are out of my “relevant people in my life” list.
I tend to be seen as a baby child and a mother/sister at the same time for my “innocence and naivety” and mature, composed persona when I’m with my friends. They’d be calling me “Alright mum, we’ll finish the homework soon” to “HAMAGASH yOU PRECIOUS LIL BABY BUN PLEASE KNOW WE AR EHERE FOR YOU *inserts super tight hugs and random pats on the head*” in a matter of seconds!! But I love them all nonetheless. I’m super composed most of the time but if I waver and seem vulnerable and breaks down in front of a person, that means I trust them. However, this can go two ways, they use that against me or they actually are there for me and comforted me to make sure I’m feeling better.
I don’t think I’ll be much of a great wifee material?? But I’ll try my best to do what I can in order to keep the love and relationship in place because I treasure so many things in my heart with a person than I can ever imagine. I can cook and do chores, but I’m not really good at sewing and can be a little bit awkward at times. I’m quite good with children and I take pride in that and my soft friendly side comes on if they want me to sing or just do something to entertain them before they fall asleep! they’re so cute sadkljad im so KSDJ I love skinship but it can be awkward at first if it was with me, however once I get used to it (which does not take me long to do so) I’ll defiantly will give my loved ones surprise hugs and small kisses to cheer them up or for ‘good luck charms’ ;) I blush really easily ! Like it can be from anyone, making a pickup line, I’ll be there flustered and just don’t what to say back to them because I’d be busy fumbling my mind for words and not getting myself embarrassed after sadklhhashs I’m always for cuddling (i’m a teddy bear, and I can get a little bit needy with hugs if I’m lonely or sad or just tired) and would definitely prefer that over a fancy schmancy perfect candle-lit dinner, but if the s/o has done so much to get it together, of course, I’ll be grateful for it and join them! I think that thoughtfulness really goes a long way so usually when I get people gifts, it’d be full of meaning and memories for them to keep; I put so much effort into them, sometimes I miss the actual birthday and have to give the receiver as a belated birthday present skadjljad :’)))) <3 <3
oh god.. I think I wrote a little bit too much?? I’m so sorry dajsdlkjasd hAHhhah umm,, thanks for reading through this?? My grammar isn’t that great so it’d be a small ride to read it hhHHH But yeah, um, have a great day and know that I love you!!! <3 <3
hey hunny. thank you so much for requesting! a word of advice, there were parts in this long description that weren’t necessary for the ship. i love that you told me a lot of yourself but it’s something you hear from a person when they’re like new at being your friend not when you’re doing a ship for them. you’d understand it yourself, like hey will this part be important for them to give me a ship? i’m sorry if you feel like i’m reprimanding you. i really commend your skills for being so honest and describing your self beautifully (i’m 60% anti social and 40% apathetic so yeah, you did such a good job). but then again, some parts weren’t needed because at the end of it all, i’m just doing a ship for you.
anyways, getting back to the ship.
from bts, jung hoseok :
the type of guy to tackle you to the bed, to the couch, to the floor, to the stupid wall (idk) every chance he gets.
“saw y/n, gotta tackle.” is his life motto.
legit.
this one time the guys tricked you into watching a horror movie (i loooooove horror movies, me and satan are best friends) - the counjuring, claiming that it’s a romantic movie and you two should totally watch it. taking their word, hoseok and you agreed at once and happily sat to watch the conjuring at night. the movie started and you both could tell from the eerily backgrounds that something wasn’t right. the moment you saw anabelle, you know this ain’t some romantic movie fam. hoseok was still watching quietly, embarrassed to admit that he was scared but the moment a jumpscare appeared; both of hugged each other and screamed. talk about less noise at night. the boys were having the time of their lives, laughing and recording everything and posting on twitter simultaneously.
you love staying up? lol, no you don’t. there ain’t no late sleepers under hoseok’s watch. not today, not ever. he’d legit threaten to break your phone burn your story books.
he has a very fatherly character so he’d go well with both your childish and motherly persona.
from seventeen, boo seungkwan :
when seungkwan and you started dating, seungcheol retired from his position as the caretaker of the group and handed all the responsibilities to you.
did you ask for it? no.
did he care? lol you thought.
nonetheless, he would legit introduce you to the boys as the new caretaker of the group then as seungkwan’s girlfriend.
“so this is y/n, your new caretaker. goodbye you little piece of shits. oh and also, she is dating our sweet seungkwan.”
seungkwan would blush and hold your hand as he introduced to every one and they loved you.
seungkwan thinks you’re the perfect wifey material and most of the days you guys spend cooking for the guys or just something homely. organize a picnic, or a bbq, or just a day out in the amusement park.
piece of advice, always keep count. always. they get lost in a matter of seconds and there’s no controlling them, i mean we all know it from seungcheol’s condition.
seungkwan is a very sweet, gentle, soft-spoken guy. he’s very straightforward when it comes to his feelings and it was him who confessed to you first.
- oswald.
