#katsdistrubed

[thebestpersonherelovesbucky]

Surgery huh? Well that sucks. I'm sure everything will go well, but still, that's got to be annoying as all hell.

That's exactly it. It's all pretty routine but it's just, like, c'mon! Not to mention the snafu with my insurance not covering the hospital where my doctor is connected with. Thankfully, we got that all taken care of, otherwise, I've no idea what we'd've done.

[thebestpersonherelovesbucky]

Thank everything that you guys are ok!! And YES!!!! You are finally getting out of there.

@katsdisturbed omg it's such a rollercoaster over here! We pretty much found out last minute that hubbie's transfer went through and we had to hurry and find a place to live before school starts (we get there the week it does, but we're letting them start the next week) but the place is...omg it's gorgeous and we can FINALLY afford a nice place to live. Without ultra religious conservative in-laws! Which is also...bittersweet. They’re very toxic, yes, but they do help me with the kids. Like, today, they picked up my youngest from camp bc I had a doctor’s appointment. Y’know, things like that. 

But it’s also...it’s still very surreal. Right now I’m just so busy that it hasn’t fully set in yet that I’m leaving the only place I’ve ever called home. My family and friends and support system. I love that we’re moving. I hate that we have to move away to be able to afford a decent place to live. Having to find new doctors and dance studios and art teachers...it’s so scary. I have no idea what it’s going to be like not seeing my family (my sisters, in particular) every weekend. I can’t imagine not going to see the Marvel movies opening weekend with @touchyourblood. I don’t have many friends, but not seeing my best friend, my soulmate, it’s sort of unimaginable. 

I imagine that’s why i’ve been feeling off the past few weeks. This is such a huge change and hopefully it’s a good thing but it is scary af. 

Also yes! thank god we’re okay! That close call was...omg it took 20 years off my life, especially having the kids in the car with me. You know, that dickwad didn’t even pull over when I did to apologize or even make sure we were okay. Ugh. People. 

[thebestpersonherelovesbucky]

 @katsdisturbed

Sending hugs in advance. But also wondering, do you really really have to go? Cuz' fuck them, that's why. They don't deserve you.

So normally I’d say fuck it and not go, but we established for a while that we would. It’s my niece’s 1st bday party so it’s kinda a big deal (even tho I’m pretty sure my brother in law wasn’t at any of my kids’ bdays or baptisms or...) plus (and the bigger reason) my youngest has been looking forward to it since we got the invitation and I don’t want to disappoint them.