#katts rambling

[sugakookielix]

Writing is hard and I swear I’ve rewritten this chapter for a fic like five times. 

This is an odd question but would anyone be interested in beta and proofreading a story I’m working on for my side blog? It’s a seventeen hybrid au story that I hope to have finished either tonight or tomorrow. 

Feel free to reach out if interested, lowkey also just wanna find more Carats to interact with lol

[sugakookielix]

I may be a bit early but since you're on vacation I'll message you now. Happy Birthday, Katt!

Ahhh thank you! It's actually just past midnight so not too early at all. I appreciate it!

[horanghaejamjam]

Hi!

spooky here with another question for you. It’s a big one, I’m afraid so I’ll ask lots of sub questions! I jut ordered, why do you write? (other than that you’re really good at it obviously! 😊) What part of the whole process from inception to publishing do you enjoy the most? Are there any parts you find challenging? What do you get from it personally?

Hope you’re well!

👻 🖤

Ooh thats quite the question, this response is going to be a bit long so hopefully thats okay!

Okay so I have loved writing ever since I was little tbh, it’s always been a hobby of mine. I had a very active imagination and I have never been good with verbally expressing myself so instead I wrote to express myself and my feelings. I started writing fanfiction when I was in middle school (It was a Nightmare Before Christmas one if anyone's curious) because I have a habit of hyper fixating on certain things so writing fanfiction is just a way of expressing my love for the fandoms and also fulfilling my own little fantasies I guess. 

As for why I write for kpop specifically, I don’t want to sound harsh or judgemental and I swear I’m not but honestly it was because I was disappointed with the fanfictions I was reading. Don’t get me wrong there are a lot of amazing writers in the fandoms I’m in but I was so tired of seeing the same reactions or the same tropes/themes/endings in very story. So as a result I decided that I was just going to start writing the stories that I wanted to read instead of trying to endlessly search for them if that makes sense? Though it does feel good for sure to know that people think I’m a good writer and that they enjoy my stories just as much as I do. 

I don’t think there’s a specific part I enjoy more than others when it comes to my writing, it’s all fairly enjoyable. Though if I had to choose one thing I would probably say either publishing and seeing the finished piece or when I first get an idea and get to start visualizing the details. Not really writing related but making the banners and moodboards for my fics is lowkey really fun also because it helps me visualize what I want. Tbh that and titles are like the first thing I think of when I decide to start a new fic. 

The most challenging thing is honestly the fact that I have so many ideas and not enough time. I try to meet deadlines or not wait too long to update because people start to lose interest but it can be so hard to find the time to write. That or I will get an idea for a story and be in the middle of work so there’s no way for me to write my idea down and then when I finally can it’s gone. I swear that is the most frustrating thing in existence when it comes to being a writer. 

I kinda already touched on this but the main thing I get from my writing is a story that I enjoy reading as much as I did writing it. My idea is no longer just in my head and now I can properly see it written out. That sense of satisfaction feels so nice every time I finally publish something. Though with certain series the amount of hype and love that I get as a response to what I have written feels really good also. It means I’m making people happy and it’s nice to see them enjoy my idea as much as I do you know?

Wow that was long so sorry again but hopefully that answers the question!  🖤

[horanghaejamjam]

Update

So clearly a lot of things I meant to post haven’t been posted as I got swarmed with work and then Covid so everything has been pushed back. I have decided that Horanghae and Spider Lily will be put on a temp hiatus so I can catch up on my projects and Vampire Kisses and Daechwita part 1 will be posted around the same time this week (hopefully tonight). 

Reactions are also being put on hold until I get these projects done just so I can catch up!

Thank you guys for understanding! 

[kpopstanships]

My stress is still there but, it's getting better.

Good luck with school!

And, I just simped over Yeonjun, Taehyun, Wonpil, Young K.

My Txt love triangle ship result probably made me simp over Yeonjun and Taehyun more, hahaha.

My OT4 Day6 personality ship made me simp over Wonpil.

Day6 fanfiction made me simp over Young K. 😂

- Celestria

Taste indeed my friend. 

NGL it took me a bit to get into TXT but now that I have I’ve fallen into the rabbit hole of the MOA fandom and Ughh I can’t get over Yeonjun. Especially after Good Boy Gone Bad. 

On another note I’m really interested in what fanfiction it was that made you simp for Young K. I mean reasonable of course either way but you’ve peaked my interest. 

~ Admin Katt ❣

Also here are some fun gifs for you

[sugakookielix]

I just woke up but happy happy birthday Kat!!! I hope you have a brilliant day and I truly adore you and yeah 🥰

Ahh thank you my love! I really appreciate you and hopefully you can rest well❤

[kpopstanships]

Thank you so much for the personality ship. I loved it 🥰🥰. Changbin is the one that attract me the most actually. I just feel like he would make an amazing boyfriend.

Hello hello, we're so glad you like the ship!

Don't even get me started on Changbin, that man is a hardcore bias wrecker for me. You cannot convince me that he wouldn't be the sweetest boyfriend ever. The perfect mix of dark and playful and he's just adorable. Ideal boyfriend material right there.

~ Admin Katt ❣

[sugakookielix]

Little update:

So my birthday is in two weeks and I will be on vacation for it until the third week of June. I will do my best to do requests, Chapter 4 of Spider Lily and Finally Chapter 5 of Calico but idk if I'll have them posted until I get back.

Love you all!