#kayle.txt

[lostloves]

it's been a month since yona of the dawn season 2 was announced, and i'm still in shock... i can't believe we're finally going to see yona, hak, and the gang animated again after 10 whole years. i used to pray for times like this 😭

[lostloves]

anybody else here a snowcrow stan who got completely blindsided by the sylus and zayne main story update? because i am obsessed and i fear i'll be rewatching the trailer everyday until it comes out 😭

[lostloves]

dan and phil confirming their relationship in the year 2025? historic. iconic. legendary. so happy i lived long enough to see it :')

[lostloves]

a new taylor swift album? what a time to be alive

[lostloves]

hi!! it's kayle. not sure if anyone remembers me on this site. it's been a while since i last logged in. apparently, my last post was from january 2023, and that in itself is mind boggling to me. it feels like yesterday, but actually, it's been a whole two years.

a lot has happened since then. i graduated last july *cue confetti* your girl is now a degree holder! yay! honestly, i don't think the reality has fully sunken in yet. i'm still in shock that i finished my monster of a thesis. though honestly, i feel like it finished me instead.

i also moved to a bigger city recently. i've never lived outside of my hometown. i was planning to for college, but because of the pandemic, i chose to stay and study at my old university. as a creature of habit, i thought it'd take a while for me to adjust, but this change feels... right. i really needed it.

it's been difficult to find my footing though. when i was younger, i never really saw myself making it this far. now that i have, it's really jarring. has anyone else felt this way?

aside from a few job applications, i've spent my time reviving old hobbies (sketching, writing, reading fiction instead of research papers). so i guess it only makes sense that i open tumblr too, my little corner of the internet since middle school.

i don't know if i'll post edits or gifs. honestly, i'm not even sure if i know how anymore lol. but never say never, right?

if you read this far, thank you!! that's really nice of you. feel free to reach out if you wanna chat and catch up!! sending lots of love your way ♡

[lostloves]

*pops out of nowhere* so... hi? it's kayle. it's been what? two years? that doesn't seem like much, but a lot's changed since then. two years ago, i was planning to study art and design, but like everyone else, i got stuck in a proverbial limbo of waiting. the pandemic essentially rendered everything on hold — my graduation, my post-grad trip with friends, and eventually my long-awaited plans to move to another country for uni. that period of waiting, i spent here in the company of lovely internet friends who were so kind to me. they made my day every time i logged in (hi ami @aimlocked, lett @sunmayshine [what a cute user btw], a bunch of other people who i can't seem to find the usernames of). i also had so much fun editing gifs and graphics, even doing a little bit of theme coding every now and then (do people still do that here? is that still a thing?)

anyway, when it was clear to me that i was waiting for nothing and that none of what i had planned for so long was going to work out the way i hoped they would, i just felt so defeated that i shut down. what i thought was a two week break from social media ended up being two years. i wasn't active in anything. a few months back, i revived my goodreads to track the books i'm reading but that's about it. i just wasn't in the best headspace. eventually, going online slipped my mind. i even forgot the password at some point.

so yeah, that was two years ago. now, i'm currently in my old uni studying language, almost always buried deep in paperwork. i never would've imagined this is where i'd be, but like i said, a lot's changed. and it looks like a lot's changed with tumblr too because wow i barely recognize all these new fancy features.

i don't know if i'll post here on a regular basis. i don't edit stuff anymore. although i can try? i kinda miss editing stuff for fandoms instead of research presentations 💀 though i'm not sure if i have the time to do graphics or gifs like i used to. if i'm not reading journal articles, i'm usually writing papers about them. finals is just two weeks away too, and i'm pretty sure that's going to take up my already close-to-nonexistent vacant time. but who knows? now that i finally figured out the password, i might as well just lurk here again hahaha.

this ended up being longer (and so much more sentimental?) than i thought it would lol sorry for that. it was supposed to be just a "hi hello i'm back! if you remember me, here's what i've been up to. and if you don't, pls keep scrolling and save me from embarrassment!" post. but if you've read this far, thanks for being a cool and lovely human on the internet.

[kaylesims]

I have question to these who recording machinimas or so have an semirealistic gameplay style - how much GB do you have in your downloads folder? Cuz  since when I have like 4,7 GB I’m still deleting the unecessary files and im confused tho... I’m kinda holding back when it goes to the hairs, eyes files like wth? I’m kinda scared that my game will crash if i’ll had more than 10k files lmao. Also idk if the defaults will be here like... needed such like hairs or clothes since I have the custom ones? What do you think about it? Delete them?

[lostloves]

maravder → lostloves

i’ve been thinking about changing my url for a while now, so here it is! maravder isn’t my first url but i’ve had it for the longest time (literally almost five years omg) i might go back to it in the future, but for now, i’m really happy with my new one!

i will also be tracking the tag #tuserkayle from now on so please feel free to use that tag in any posts or creations you’d like me to see!

tagging some of these lovely people, please help spread the word or signal boost if you want to:

@aimlocked, @gcndalf, @pincchios, @romanoft, @stellacoles,  @dustfinger, @autummskies, @percyjacksns, @draacomalfoy,  @paintedladys, @katherinewaterston, @singinginthecar ♡

thanks so much and i hope you all have a lovely day *ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚