Hard times
Is there one thing i learned from my parents and grandparents is that we must endure the pain and keep our chin up no matter how painful or bad the situation may be. They had difficult moments in their life but they keep pushing through and never gave up my grandparents live in a ranch literally made of stones and boulders (not the nice ones) with ton of childrens to feed and to take care despite the difficulties they were living they manage to stay together. Both of my parents had a much rough childhood than mine, they didn’t enjoy their freedom or have a education since they had to work at a young age to help their family.
I’m grateful that i was raised well with education and had everything that i need in life, my dad sacrificed his time and being with us traveling in the USA to work and send us money to have food, clothes and paying the bills, during all those years he only visit us a couple of months he couldn’t stay at our birthdays because he would have to go back and work. When i started to work with him it was then i realized how difficult and exhausting the work he had to endure all these years especially all alone 3 years ago he had a second heart attack the first one he had it when i was 5 years old he manage to survive and despite what happened to him he kept working until last year he decided to retire.
Now i leave alone with a sibling, working hard and saving money to try to buy my own house, following my grandparents and my dad footsteps, i came here because my country is a hellhole full of corruption,drugs and violence and working over there is a misery i have to leave my friends,family and my social life behind just so i can have a better future......i suffer severe depression and having some difficult times with some friends and family but despite all that i have to endure it no matter what, no matter how tire this job is, no matter how depress i am or mental breakdowns i have. I have keep pushing on no matter what problems i have in life, i keep my chin up and keep going on i may not a plan in life but i’m a survivor and i will keep trying my best to survive no matter what i do it for my friends and family.
Same goes to you, life can be a kick in the groin but you must keep pushing on no matter what, i know it’s painful, i know you just wanna give up but for once you gotta get up and do it for yourself you can’t depend on someone anymore for others to help you at one point in your life you’re gonna be all alone no friends, no family, no lover no one is gonna help you, but yourself you can cry if you want and curse all you want but it won’t help you in anything, you’re gonna have to sacrifice your happiness and your time in order to survive it will be painful but it’s a path you will inevitable have to walk sooner or later.
