May 31, 2015
Last night was great. What did I do you ask? Literally nothing but that is sometimes the best thing ever. Just laying down and forgetting about everything. Hearing your voice and seeing the expressions on your face is so comforting. Life stand stills for a while because I can physically see that you are ok, I don’t need to worry as much. My thoughts freeze and I forget what was wrong. The disappointments of life just fade away. Falling asleep knowing that you are within reaching distance makes me feel so much better. I know that things ae crazy full on at the moment but I would be totally ok if nothing ever changed between us. I still can’t explain it but just having you there to physically touch in the most innocent way possible really soothes me and I have no idea why. I love having someone I can go to who literally needs to say nothing and I still walk away feeling so much better. It puts life on pause and gives me time to rejuvenate. I love you more than you will ever be able to comprehend and I wake up every day so greatful that I get to call you my friend!
