#keilan

[mutiny-rp]

regarding rhiannon part 1

[inonibird]

Gonna be joining a Changeling campaign soon, so I’m dusting off (pun intended) my old spooky-sad Darkling Antiquarian concept from five years ago~

[thelastpieceofcustard]

The many scarves of Toki

[thelastpieceofcustard]

A nice little campfire for your dashboard.

[sileniadream]

Chibi Keilan

Commission for @GarleanEmpire of her cute blorbo boy and little Buck ♥

[cheesefruit]

in love

[ifvvinterends]

Last night a boy I really liked (who had already been clear from the start that he has no feelings for me romantically, which I had accepted at this point) decided to break off the aspect of our relationship that was related to sexual intimacy.

It felt like a second rejection, and at first I was upset and angry and I felt like I did something wrong- and then I was just disappointed in the situation and in myself for putting myself in this position when I knew this was coming...but then, I realized that this could be a beautiful thing. May be the dude isn’t going to fall in love with me, and I’ll have to have sex with someone else, but it could be the beginning of a genuine friendship with a person whom I love spending time with and appreciate learning from and adventuring with. This way, if we ever do become sexually or romantically involved again, we’ll both know it’s real and fully consensual; It’ll actually mean something. But I need good friends much more than I need fuckbuddies. So, although it’s bittersweet, I have a positive outlook at this point about everything that has transpired and how our friendship may blossom.

Can I really be so upset? I come home to my favorite person- my best friend, roommate, and lover every day. We have great sex, and he makes me breakfast in bed, debates with me about theoretical physics, watches Game of Thrones spoilers with me, makes me smile when I forget how, and drinks wine and cries with me to my favorite sad music when one or both of us need it. And he never makes fun of me when I sing along, half crying, off-key. I am in no place to be selfish or upset. I am so fortunate to have such a wonderful person in my life. And maybe now I’ll have another good friend in my life as well. This doesn’t have to be a bad thing, so I won’t let it be.