#kelsie rambles

[badbitchbaloney]

incredibly validating sometimes when i reblog something that's like, weirder than my usual self and i worry about it just to see a bunch of my friends reblog it afterwards

im so normal

[badbitchbaloney]

i keep hurting myself at the gym im like frankenstein's monster looking at the guy asking why im alive

[mdnghtlibrarian]

No one:

me: *saying I’m not a bottom but does things that give way more bottom vibes than top*

[mdnghtlibrarian]

tell me why I got 2 more fic ideas for renee by watching cat tiktoks..

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?😭

@blushyeleven

[badbitchbaloney]

there's a part of me that remembers that, yeah, i am a lil fucked up, im a weirdo with friends who usually are on my speed but I also have friends that are aggressively normal

I met my friends' first kid today, they were born 10 days ago, and everything about the way my friends talked about them and in relation to me had me thinking, oh man these people are IN it for the long run and theyre hoping for me to be along with them

here i am making jokes on the daily of giving up at the slightest inconvenience but I have friends to whom im a significant part of, really drilling in that i actually matter to people

[badbitchbaloney]

i love being with my thoughts for more than 5 seconds and i just infinitely spiral, constantly always so sad and lonely despite being surrounded by people, just never feel like i belong

a fun mixture of 'i dont deserve the happiness i feel' and 'people only like me when it's convenient to them'

[badbitchbaloney]

funny how the little things can crumble your whole mental state, i just want to rot in bed now forever

[badbitchbaloney]

I love thinking that im genuinely so normal about a thing and then my partner who knows me better than I do sometimes proves me wrong and I'm 😵‍💫 so 😵‍💫 fucking 😵‍💫 normal