Something personal 😕
She’s suppressed so many memories that she’s never wanted to remember or told. She’s never going to get better or live because of them. She’s a failure,a whore, a slut, a cumdumpster, just a slave and that’s all she’ll ever be. Oh don’t date her she’s crazy and she cuts herself. Eventually she didn’t know who she was, she honestly thought that all she was good for was sucking dick and being a cumdumpster she had no self worth. Sexually abused at a young age hiding faces running in fear had been molested, used for sex time after time had no care in the world didn’t even know she was being used for sex. She honestly thoughts it was love when they would leave she was devastated she’d shut down and cried for months hoping they would come back. When she did hear from them her heart would start to race and her stomach would start to turn she’d start smiling like an idiot went out of her way to meet them didn’t care what time it was early in the day late at night. All they wanted was sex for many years. She would give it her all to these guys opened up to them, loved them and was only used for sex. She became insecure, lost who she was letting everyone step on her like a bug. People would try to get close to her and she’d push them away. She was afraid to get hurt again and again. Kept to herself most of the time. Tried to open up to the ones she liked they turned it around and threw it back in her face. She began and started hurting the ones she loved because she was to afraid. Many years all she thought she was good for was sex sucking dick being a cumdumpster getting shamed and being a slave was an okay thing and was love. She is a fuck up and let it all happen. And kept going back like a fool. She’s held in so much pain so much hurt for years. The memories haunt her she fights and fights and all she can do is cry a frown upon to all humanity. Is she still the same helpless girl she was 9 years ago? She's stronger than Ever she's not afraid to be herself. She's still an it shy when it comes to speaking up. She's also not afraid to talk about her past without bursting down in tears.