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so my sister was having a puberty talk from this teacher and the teacher told the students how when she was younger, she didn’t start puberty until she was late but when people used to tease her about it, she used to say ‘well, my body is going to change sooner or later but you can’t ever change your face’ and that made my sister feel better about puberty
The internet had always been a sort of sanctuary for me, my own little world that stole me away from horrible people and incessant name calling. It always gave me hope and held the possibility to change my life, an idea that i relished; but never genuinely believed possible - I always saw people’s stories about how it presented them with a new lease of life and opened so many doors. But it wasn’t like that for me, I had my own little niche with a tiny community of fans to help me escape my then dreary reality - but it wasn’t enough to help me escape as much as I really needed to.
My community was small, so I usually recognised people who commented on my videos, the constant anonymous support that kept me sane - and I began to see a name everywhere: ‘danisnotonfire’ plagued my youtube, twitter and every other form of social media either he or I could get our hands on.
And so, after a particularly shitty day, I saw his reply to one of my tweets about Muse, saying that ‘Origin of Symmetry’ was his favourite album, and it made me smile.
Months later I began talking to him, skyping and texting him every other day. He didn’t live too far away so we decided to meet at Manchester Station…
I met him and I feel insane; how can you feel such a strong connection to someone after such little time?! I don’t know what it is about him, he’s so different to me but then again we’re identical and I’m very confused.
His voice fills me with a sense of belonging, he speaks in such an articulate manner that it’s almost absurd; but I like it because I like big words and I like him.
His eyes are ridiculous and kind of metaphorical of him as a whole, at a first glance they look gorgeous and dark and sort of empty - but the closer you get, the more you notice tiny fractals of hazel intertwined with the darkness; like melted chocolate: so addictive and once you’ve tried it - incredibly hard to live without.
Everything about this boy makes me happy beyond anything but oh my god his smile. His smile makes me want to melt into a puddle on the floor; his dimple and huge grin that I know he hates but is stupidly pretty. It makes me want to stare at his lips forever but i don’t want to scare him away.
He seems so intelligent, if his face wasn’t enough - his mind is the most wonderful thing, it’s so electric and he’s so amazing. I could listen to him talk all day just trying to figure out his complex thought processes and how I fell so infatuated so quickly with such tiny details.
I’m scared to say anything but I can’t stop thinking about his stupid smile and those stupid lips (why do I want them on my lips so badly?!)
He makes me want to sing loudly in the shower and dance around holding nothing back. I’ve always felt as if I was walking in two worlds, using one to escape the other feeling like an outsider to everything in human nature. But now I have him and I feel whole again, I no longer feel an all-consuming void inside me and I don’t feel empty. I needed to escape and he got me out; there is nothing I can do to thank him enough, I don’t know if he sees the way I look at him but he makes me happier than I’ve ever been and I don’t know what to do.
I’m scared and I think I might be falling in love.
He said he loves me. I’ve escaped everything I hated and it’s all because of him, it’s true requited love that makes me want to scream his name from the top of a skyscraper. He saved me and I love him.
He’d been to some of the most beautiful places the world has to offer but nothing could compare to the sense of belonging he felt by the other’s side.
Regardless of Indian Oceans and the exotic Caribbean beaches - his eyes were still the most captivating blue; the blue was sempiternal and flooded with requited love,
The boy had the soul of a raconteur and a smile that he was pretty sure could light the night’s sky. They were so mismatched in such a wonderful way, like odd socks; dry wit and sarcasm, curly hair and a hasty voice, brown eyes with a depth that can only be truly valued by staring straight into his soul.
But he, he was so effortlessly amazing, so talented and so genuine. It had taken him back at first, nobody had ever really taken an interest in him before; and why should they? He was not extraordinary and he would never amount to anything past an acceptable lawyer at best, he was clever but in the most generic way, philosophical to a point that it was almost self-deprecating. But this boy gave him everything, he gave him hope and literally a whole new world. He showed him how to be unapologetically himself without despising every action he would be forced to scrutinise whilst piecing together a video, projecting a persona to the masses.
And now he had him. He wasn’t a chimerical character, materialised from harsh words and punches from passive aggressive, angsty teenagers, but a real person right there in front of him, with a mischievous smile and stupidly dark hair (how did it look so good and why did he want to run it through his hands every time they saw each other?)
He was happy and didn’t hate himself quite as much anymore, he no longer felt homesick for somewhere he’d never been because he’d found his place and it was with him.
If he had one wish, it would be to go back to his fourteen year-old self and tell him that it will all be alright eventually, just wait another 4 years and you’ll meet someone who will turn your life upside down and online. Don’t change anything and don’t stop but most of all, don’t give up.
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I GOT ASKED
What is your favorite book? I have so many, but I'll go with Mine for Keeps.
What’s your favorite food? CHICKEN NUGGETS AND PIZZA
When was the last time you cried? Out of cuteness last night while watching Supernatural when Sam hugged Cas...
Are you a morning person, or a night person? NIGHT
Who was the hottest teacher you’ve ever had? Her name was Jessica Lajoie in grade 5... look her up she's pretty as frick
Who is the person on your mind at the end of the day? Usually Tegan Quin...
If you knew everyone that you knew would die tomorrow, who would you visit today? Ma twinsie Lexie ^_^
Would you do anything differently if you knew no one would judge you about it? Probably fan girl a little more and dye my hair crazy colours
Are you close with your parents? Fairly with my dad, and my mom thinks we're close but we're really not
Sweet or salty? Sweet drinks and salty foods :)
Do you prefer the daytime, or nighttime? NIGHT Questions: What fandoms are you apart of? Favourite song and why? Where are you from? Favourite actor/actress? Show you think is the most overrated? Least favourite fandom? Favourite song lyrics? Want any/Have any piercings/tattoos, and where? Watch any youtubers? Who? Favourite band/singer? Type of music you like?
khadijackass replied to your post: when does sherlock air????
8:30 GMT time i think!!!
you are gold thank you
i just watched the jimmy neutron and potato knishes video and im laughign so fucking hard i think i coughed up a lung
im glad you liked them i literally pissed when i first saw them
(if any of you guys dont know what im on about im referring to this and this)
khadijackass said: riptide is like one of my fave songs ever
!!! its so good
the phanficawards tinychat was fab!!! well done u guys for organizing it like serious props wOW (the afterparty is still going as of now)
hehe might pop in later then u guys party hard
