#khal yapping

[khaltria3]

FROM LAST WEEK!!! I go to cos walk event, ofc there no kara and other but its really fun time! i did not photo with cosplayer because I'm so nervous akkhh.. but i did photo this silly man 💙

[khaltria3]

I really really wanted to write my own AU from this fandom, but damn my own brain keep me from doing so. "what if its not like–" and "but he feel so different now.." any other thing because i keep telling myself i don't know the brother or the other cast enough, that maybe i will make it wrong, twisted and all. Also because I'm not really good with talking and conversation, "how he would react again?" etc and IM SO TIRED OF THIS because i LOVE the idea i have in my mind and that i want to tell someone to tell a soul about it but its just so hard????

Well i just too hard at myself sometimes and its not fun anymore, the hobby become a job, and i hate that. I wanted to write more because i love the feeling of idea rush in, the feeling of a "what if" come, and that maybe people would love and thought its nice (i mean like they get my point or think)

When i type this i slowly realized that they are different because i'm the one who made the AU version of them that even if i only watch season 1—which i kinda forget about—and some other movie, i did know how deep the brother personality although i can say not that much all the brother. (I still need to learn more so i can analyze them better) Which back again because this my au, they acting like what i wanted, or think that made sense in the new world i write, right?

[khaltria3]

WHY I ALWAYS DRAWING HIM???????!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP IT?!!! STOP GOING THOUGH MY HEAD!!!??? AKKKKKHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!???????

"Ehh what??? you put the blame to me? you the one who don't wanna finish your job! Just admit it you bored and miss me— MMMMHHPP????!!"

"Damn i draw many of you, i think i will post it another time."

"HMMMMPP??!!"

[khaltria3]

I think i'm not gonna change my name oh well

[khaltria3]

Change ma name bruh, i don't feel like drawing rn

[khaltria3]

been busy with my other fandom, omg and next week is exam..........

[khaltria3]

I actually have idea for fanfiction and any other project in writing but well currently i had to tone them down a bit since exam will come soon omg.

Its just i already have big visual of those! the other problem are well me being lazy af and don't know how to make it into words.

[khaltria3]

Tamodachi life huh.. i have been try to make that game start at my laptop and everytime i try its always just open like many tips screen for the game which i always skip.. but in the end its always freeze! Now my dream is gone.. i just watch yall play at the side holding my laptop.. please be happy for me... 🥲😭