#kiddingpleasedon'thate

[standingonmyown]

I'm 20

I'm 20 and I feel lonely. I can say without a doubt, that being young is not the best time of your life. Especially when u don't fit in.

When u r just different.

I feel so disconnected, I only have my work and go to school once a week. At work is no one I can feel connected to, at school, I find myself often times ignoring jokes about getting drunk, go to parties..

When u don't drink

When u don't like parties with many people and loud music

When u aren't straight

When u haven't found a partner yet

This r all thing that r expected from u. And that everyone else does.

It feels lonely. Being in your 20 can feel incredibly lonely.

[standingonmyown]

apprenticeship job interview update #3

Apparently, unannounched recruitment tests before and right after an interview are in fashion now. How lovely.

My secound interview this year was... okey, I guess. I had so many interviews already. I feel like, all the things I say are just an act by now, because I said them so often in the same situation. Although this is really me, smiling and joking a little bit. Maybe it’s because I have rehearsed all this..

Anyway, the Four Evangelists are Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John... I never thought that the names are a bit different in other languages?! Ours are named Matthäus, Markus, Lukas and Johannes. In france it’s Matthieu, Marc, Luc and Jean. Well whatever.

And looky loo! The capital of Baden-Württemberg is Stuttgart, I knew it! (Because of the other test but psshhh)

[standingonmyown]

Do you want to see a german newspaper, that soon will be used as stuffing for my manga packages? No?