Kid x Law - FF - Some Romantic Thoughts
Love. What should love to be? To like a person didn’t mean that you had to give up everything for them. Spending time with someone did not mean that every other time was worthless. Having sex did not mean you wanted to belong to someone. But what if that's exactly what happened? Did it have to be love then? Kid has always had a lot of sex. He looked good and he was straightforward in these matters. But he didn’t just want sex with someone anymore. He only wanted sex with Law. Which was stupid. He didn’t see Law very often. Why did not he enjoy spending the night with someone else? Kid belonged to his ship. He belonged to his crew. He enjoyed every single second he was allowed to spend there. And yet something was missing all the time. Law was missing. The redhead often thought about what Law would say or do in certain situations. Sometimes he heard his laughter or his snippy comments without Law being there at all. Kid missed the black-haired. All the time. But why? Law was not even very nice to him. He was honest, direct and often even mean. But also funny, sexy and something... special. He wished he could spend more time with Law. But he would not give it all up, would he? His ship, his crew? ...no, no way. But what if Law asked him? The redhead bedded his face in his hands. Was that love? Did he fall in love? Law was lying next to him in his bed. Naked, beautiful and asleep. They had spent the night together. It was an honor that the black-haired man fell asleep with him. A sign of trust. Kid was sitting next to Law. The blanket lied in his lap. His eyes were on Law. He looked at each breath of him and sighed. His thoughts were nonsense. He had not fallen in love. That could not be love. He was not a guy for something like that. ... and even if he had fallen in love... Law had never behaved as if he liked him more than a sex affair. Or at most a friend with whom you could talk about a few things. But he had never behaved... as if he wanted a relationship or something with him. A relationship... At the thought Kids cheeks were red. He was never in a relationship bevore. But something like that with Law... sounded exciting. Would that be possible? They were both captains on their own ship. They had to bear responsibility. They had their own goals, their own plans. How should something like that work if they came together...? The redhead grimaced. Calm down, Kid. Immediately you think about a wedding. With a smile, Kid lay down again. He snuggled against Law's sleeping body. He felt a warm flutter in his stomach. A happy smile crept on his lips. Oh, Law smelled so good...! The black-haired man was so warm and felt so good. It felt so good just to lie with him. Just to cuddle. Even if Law was sleeping. Kid snuggled his face into Law's neck and closed his eyes. "I think I love you." Kid whispered his words softly against Law's skin with a smile. Oh, how good that felt when he said that...! It felt tingling, crackling and beautiful. A feeling Kid never wanted to stop. Law moved briefly under him. Whereupon Kid was frightened. Law had not heard that right now, right? Kid moved his head out of Law's neck and looked at him. "... Law?" He breathed his name softly. But Law had his eyes closed and breathed deeply and calmly. It didn’t look like he woke up. The redhead was relieved. Luckily! He did not want to know what would happen if Law would hear that. If Kid never saw him again, his heart would break. It was better that way. The redhead yawned. He put an arm around Law, closing his eyes. It was not long before he fell asleep in the warmth of his bed, beside Law's tranquil breathing. Kids sleep was already deep when a soft voice said: "...I think I love you too. That's the problem."
written by Shadcatmastered
- I’m sorry for mistakes. English is not my native lanuage. -