#kiligs

[3shaaamazng]

#KILIGS

I may be able to count all these kilig moments I’m having now.. but I hope someday it will be endless 😍😍 Balik kay crush. Haha!

[lov9r]

I GET SO GIDDY SCROLLING INTO SOMEONES ACCOUNT AND SEEING THAT THEY REBLOGED A POST I MADE, makes me want to become mutuals so bad

[adventuresofbabyflash]

Daddy and Mommy Flash moments. ❤️⚡️

December 5, 2017

Lying down in bed..

Juan put his ear in my tummy as if he heard little flash inside..

J: (whispering) sakin ka magmamana ha? Wag ka makikinig sa kanya

Me: wow ha? 😂😂😂

Then I watched kingsman 2 in Juan’s laptop while we were in his Mom’s room. He was sleeping beside me with matching malakas na hilik. Lol 🙊🙈🙉

[3shaaamazng]

Hints

Bruh.. talking about showing hints that you are interested in a guy. I'm weak af on that! Definitely!!! Hello, I've been single in a long a$$ time with a thick wall.. so how will I know how to show I like someone.. Bruh.. it's a lot of effort But I dared myself to change, to take more risks.. AND OMG.. the reason why I've been going crazy lately about crush it's cause for me IT WAS ALREADY A BIG DEAL WHEN I SAID "I THOUGHT YOU WERE A CUTE HISPANIC, BUT LATER ON FOUND OUT FILIPINO pala". OMGADD I NEVER HAVE EVER SAID "CUTE" to the guys I've liked before (except my first love)... as my first impression to them. That was my answer when I had to describe him.. and I kid you not... BIG DEAL YUN PARA SAAKIN!! 😭😭 ni kahit nga si regret di ko sinabihan eh! So to get out of my comfort zone, ayun napasabi ako. Kaloka. Kinopya ko si girl 1. Tapos I played it cool, chill chill lang after ko sinabi un.. pero deep inside LOKANG-LOKA AKO MGA TEH!!! BIHIRA AKO MAGKA-CRUSH ANO BAAA.. para akong bata dito!! So ayun, di ako makaget-over na nasabi ko un!! I'm pretty sure I showed more signs!! 😭😭😭 YOKO NA! Yoko maging "the chasing one" Okay na yun. Sapat na. Napakita ko na.. na crush ko sya.. MOVE ON NA AKO SA SARILI KO 😭😭😂😂 WHAAAA

[3shaaamazng]

Dreaming of you

Wow shet! First time kita mapanaginipan ng ganon!! 😭😭😭 holding hands effect daw!! 😭😭 Chos! Eh panaginip lang naman yun! 😞😭💔 sakettt! Haha Pero at least maganda yung panaginip. Sad lang na hanggang dun lang! 😞 Posible ba na maging katotohanan???!!! 😭🙏🏼 hahaha di naman masama mangarap! Haha char! Sige. See you in my dreams uli! ☺️

[3shaaamazng]

It Might be you

This song came into my mind recently ever since I was feeling kiligs to my crush.. and idk why. We're not even close for me to feel this way.. But i want us to be closer!! (WHO DOESN'T WANT TO BE CLOSER TO THEIR CRUSH!!!) Anyways, i am feeling hopeless on him sometimes since ... i don't think he notices me.. and it's hard for him to notice me cause I barely see him... 😞😞💔 BUT NOT LOSING HOPE YET!! HE IS SINGLE SINCE WHATEVER TIME IT HAS BEEN FOR HIM, and SO DO I!!! If i get the chance to be closer to him, I am feally gonna take that chance this time!! I already missed something before cause I was svared of taking risks! BUT THIS TIME, If there's a way, I WILL TAKE IT!! So please help Me Lord!!!!!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Hayyy.. nakakalokaa. Nakita na naman kasi kita.. kaya Hopeful ako uli. Tho hopeless na ako recently. Tas nakita ko na may katext ka.. Hayy.. mas naging sad ako nun.. pero sino ba naman ako.. u barely see me 😞😞 Hayy.. enjoy life na lang..

[3shaaamazng]

Possible kaya?

Posible ba talagang maging close ako sayo? Para mas makilala mo ako.. at mas makilala kitaa... 😭😭 Di ko alam paano.. Pero sa ngayon, enjoy ko na lang little moments with you. 😅☺️ Grabeh! Bat super crush kitaaa 😭😂😍

[3shaaamazng]

Ultimate Crush/Ideal Guy

First, I want to lay out how it’s rare for me to like/have a crush on someone… I don’t know. They said I’m picky….

but don’t we all have preferred or ideal qualities we are looking for in someone that makes us like them or want them?

I’ve been single for a LONG TIME (9 years – well my first love was like one of those relationships you had when you were young.. so I guess I haven’t had the REAL Relationship yet.. like the one where you guys get to do a lot of amazing things together).

For someone like me who have learned to be independent over the years, it is important for me to find that someone who I can be proud of to say “he’s the one I’ve been waiting for. so worth of my wait”. I don’t mind waiting… but they say I also gotta do something to actually get what I want… 

like meeting new people… have the encourage to talk to the guy you like. 

I have mentioned my crush from previous posts.. and so let me break it down why I admire this guy..

First, I met him at a club for our mutual friend’s birthday. I already thought he’s cute..

My drunkass told our other friend that then he goes, “oh he’s single and career oriented.. and God centered guy”

Ofcourse, hearing that was already like “OMG!! What a cutie!”

2nd time seeing him was their Catholic community’s Assembly.. and there I saw how he’s a worship leader and he sings.. very active leader in their community. So ofcourse i got more <3_<3 seeing him like that.

Then I just see him every now and then. and every little moment I would feel giddy.. it’s that High school/Middle school type of feeling! :D :D :) hehehe well.. I told you, I rarely like someone! hahah

I recently decided to join their Catholic Community group..  (actually found out today how my dad is the current President of their Parish Priest Council) anyways, so I got to see him more cause of this..(FYI I didn't join their community for him but for myself, to renew my faith and build stronger relationship to God and Jesus. I didn't even know he'd be one of the leads till I got invited to the page. So yeah! Coincidence? Lols)

then I went to their Olympics.. That’s when I figured he is one of the main coordinator of the event. He was so busy, stressed out. Even though I was playing and watching other teams.. I was observing him from afar.. I found him more attractive during those times… I don’t know, i totally admired him more that time. And this is when I realized what type of guy I am looking for in the first place…

I remembered how I want that person to be like my dad.. there goes why I rarely like someone.. I want my future someone to have some of the qualities my dad has because I look up to my dad so much and he taught me how to choose a guy for me wisely.. And I remember I told myself that I want that person to be like my dad.. I strive to be who I am now cause I want to be like my dad in a lot of ways.. and I am hoping I would also find someone who is like my dad…

Seeing my crush like that reminded me of my dad.. idk if you can say I have fallen for him more, cause I still don’t know him well yet, I just observed.. and he also doesn’t know me well yet either..

But I am just happy to see that someone like him exists… when there are times I already felt hopeless that I wouldn’t find someone like my dad..

And I guess this is the reason why I have a huge crush on him cause most of the qualities I am looking for are in him.. :)

A lot of people have been telling me I have such high standards, i’m so “picky”

But what’s wrong with that?  I just want the best for me. I have worked for myself enough that he needs to be worth of my wait..but then again, they say.. how will I know if I don’t give others a chance…

They told me how I should at least start going on dates, like how this co-worker asked me on a date and give him a chance.. idk..

I feel like I also have to have some type of feeling in a certain way for that person…

In the past, I’ve had potentials.. there was one that could have been really my potential if I confessed my feelings.. (and he does remind me of my dad too.. he is hard-working and career oriented like me). But it didn’t work out.. I let it go. I always tend to keep my feelings, making me miss chances… but I know someday I will know the reason why it didn’t work out with anyone else. 

But all I can say is, Idk how I can get closer to crush. idk how I can shoot my shots. hahaha But I want to try…….

I know God has plans for me, and that’s actually the message I have today on my Daily Devo. 

“ You may make many plans but LORD’s plan will prevail” Proverbs 19:21

I believe everything will fall into its place according to God’s plans :)