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[killerzys]

Got bored In Class and did some random doodles beciding to color the doodles yay I like doing different, whys of coloring and outlining stuff so I can figure out what I do like I like how I made eclipse on the top right side doodle with edds eclipse and my design of eclipse

The OC/persona eclipse and ruin mine does not belong to me it belongs to, I hope I got ruins color palette right ? I used whatever I could find on your account of him being colored note that it might be completely wrong and I apologize for that [sorry for the @/]

@eddwardharrison

[killerzys]

I got bored and wanted to draw SOMETHING so I drew my OC and darks OC radio. The design looks really cool and it was fun drawing the.

Radio belongs to @thedarkzyxabyss (sorry for the @ but yeah!!)

Toxin belongs to Me ^^

[killerzys]

Should probably post this on my venting account..oh well

[DO NOT ATTACK ANYONE THAT WAS MENTIONED]

Tw mentioning of cutting, say kill yourself, and F1zzyst4r

Please don't center me around this drama I'm not the one who needs the support Wenni is they have been a victim of F1zzyst4r for a year now I just want to simply explain.. how this has affected me.. but please show some support to Wenni and not me

More in the undercut

So there has been a lot on my mind been gone a few days so it feels a little bit more clearer

I do not want to meet the situation about me since I'm not the one who's being harassed Wenni has and I don't want to make the situation about me even though I am also being affected by it. Just not the way Wenni has been, that's why I have been scared to talk about how I'm feeling about Skittles.. and everything but uhh just because I don't want to make it about me I'm not the let's say main victim.. yes I have been harassed I don't know if was one of skittle's friends that told me this in my ask box but someone recently told me to kill myself and it threw me off

And for a while I felt forced to be friends with him (Skittles) I texted him before I blocked him that hey I felt forced to be your friend and it's making me uncomfortable.. I didn't say this part but the tracing also made me uncomfortable.. especially when it was clear that you copied someone else's design and is tracing someone else's art without credit or say oh yeah I make expired by this person inspiration, and now don't come attack me and say oh there's a few times that you didn't credit someone but as soon as someone say hey by the way maybe credit the person that gives you inspiration you @ them and I have I go back and edit pic or post and @ the person there is just sometimes where I get so excited that I forget but Skittles even after being called out and you're saying hey dude by the way maybe just give credit to the person that you take inspiration from Skittles is like erm actually they're tracing me!!

That's my point of view of how I see it and those other parts but I don't want to make this really long and boring to read

But I just mainly wanted to say how I've been infected by everything, after becoming friends with Skittles I thought they were kind and sweet they were to me but that's before I knew the full drama I did follow wenni on Pinterest for a while and seen little glimpse here and there last time I seen before I became friends with Skittles is that Wenni and Skittles were on good terms.. so I thought it was all right to be his friend, this whole friendship started because I made my old reference sheet of nighty, based off of on of wenni's old ref.. Skittles was like hey by the way maybe not copy me and I simply told them that I took inspiration from someone else that I didn't even know they were on the board, we became friends on Tumblr and talked, then I started getting targeted not targeted that's not the right word to say involved in drama that simply I was just watching from behind.. never had any attention to get involved with any of the drama but with my luck I somehow got into it because I was friends with Skittles.. I'm no longer friends with him and I feel free I feel safer now but I keep seeing the excuse of like his friends in my inbox "he made art for you and everything, he thought you guys were friends" just because you simply made art for me doesn't really mean anything I'm sorry? Like I make art for a lot of people doesn't mean I'm their friend I just think whatever OC or design I did was really neat and I wanted to draw it myself.. in the friend part I did see each other as friends but we never really communicated like we were friends.. we would talk to each other about the drama and I remember at some point I said whoever is tracing needs to own up to it now so this drama could be over and no one can get hurt or go through more mental health problems... But it seems that he didn't take that advice but oh well but other than talking about the drama and stuff we vented it to each other, there were a few funny moments but it's wasn't really friends? It was like that one buddy you see crossing the hall and you talk for a minute before going back to your class and then you don't see them for the rest of the year that's how it felt and before everything that happened I will admit I had a tad of a crush on Skittles but over time it started affecting me not in the greatest way... And I just lost all feelings when I got with my partner... And then at some point he would call me dear or something ? And sweetheart saying I'm sorry I think someone hacked my account acting all flirty with me which made me uncomfortable...

But besides that uhh he has now decided to text my mutuals or get his friends to do it I believe he's doing it because they are all anonymous and him or he got his friend to send something one of my mutuals inbox say hi by the way uhh river faked being friends with Skittles like a few times something something quite frankly I don't think you should be mutuals with them no more

Ok ok Skittles I see I see going to my mutuals telling them, that they should stop being friends with me because I stopped being friends with you because you're traced someone's art and copied many people's designs and when I tell you that I felt forced to be your friend and felt so uncomfortable and I unfollowed you which is a valid reason saying that I was uncomfortable and blocking you you're going to resort to going to my mutuals and basically harass them saying you should stop being friends with River, river is a bad friend you shouldn't be friends with them

Okay buddy like what? I've been trying to stay serious but the more I text this sentence the more I'm getting mad and the more I'm realizing the red flags that I should have realized from before... Honestly Skittles I hope you get help I hope you get therapy or something I'm not going to wish upon your death because honestly that's against what I believe which is nothing but like I don't believe in telling people they should kill themselves just because of certain actions I feel like they should get help now let's say if you were a pedophile now I would say kill yourself but does drama could have been resolved a long time ago if you just figured out your own art style who you are and stop copying someone to the point of copying that Wenni saying you have anger issues and trust issues ?

Wet Skittles I do wish that you get some therapy help mental help hell go to a mental asylum I don't care get help...

Now onto more stuff that like other things I've been thinking about

So basically going to my friends and harassing them

Having people go in my inbox harassing me saying like why did you stop being friends with Skittle kill yourself

It feels like you're using the fact that I used to have a crush on you against me and saying that we were friends because sometimes we made art for each other?

That's really it? Uh yeah I don't know this entire situation has just had me stressed about everything.. to the point where I'm having a hard time even drawing.. communicating with people talking and everything...it's really unbearable.. a few days ago I lost my streak .. because of this. The stress got so much that I took it out on myself I was almost 2-3 month clean..

[killerzys]

Some basic info for my killcode swap au

The next post will been the other have of the characters basic info/idea for them

Characters here are: Sun, Roxanne, Moon, Luna, Eclipse, Erath, Ruin, Bloodmoon twins, Solar, Monty, Killcode

Characters I have to info next are: Dazzle/Evelyn, razzle/Jonathan, Jack'o'moon, creator, Nexus, solstice (dark sun), Foxy, puppet

Sun

· one of his rays is missing because of moon riping it off

· is dating Roxanne

· he act like normal sun but lot smarter

· when he met Roxanne for the first time HE was a simp 😭

· SLUTY ass body/hj/jk

· has the killcode (lol obvious)

· matching bracelets w/ Roxanne

Roxanne

· when sun reset she didn't date that sun it felt wrong, but when sun came back him and her took it slow mainly for her to get used to him again

· is trans male to female

· fashion queen

· matching bracelets w/ Sun

Moon

· like og moon but a bit more crazyer like out of context like how ruin was but not really 😭

· he just a silly who made the star

· ripped off suns ray and don't not care about it tbh he just silly

Lunar(V1)

· sassy AF butttt he acts like his og self form the benign of the show but just more meaner

· doesn't really care for the star but he did try to get it, giving up in the end

(V2) Lunar

· ????

(V3) Lunar

· ???

· Bloodmoon.. remade him? Why?

(V4) Lunar

· has an "ok" relationship with everyone

· he has an soft spot for Solar the two hang out a lot(well not really but it's a good amount of time the two hang out)

Eclipse

· still the same but kinder he is not dealing w/the star stuff

· doesn't have star power

· "Roxy ple-"

Erath

· the science technology girlly but she is more let's say softer the og Erath in personality wise

· she is always quite never talking unless it's needed

· adopted ruin she fixed his code a bit and made him less murdery which helped alot

· single, she finds relationships point less

Ruin

· meow meow meow meow

· calls Erath mother

· just realizing that he is just jack'o'moon sighs oh well idc he is swapped w/ bloodmoon

· likes cats, stars, napping, and blood

· he likes playing with Erath hair

· SKITTLES!!

· still from another universe

Bloodmoon twins

· both in the same body

· likes blood still not crazy about it tho

· theater Bois

· probably like Hamilton

· vary fancy

· lunar made him

· for some reason like watching TV static

Solar

· not really sure about how I should make him lolz but he was like seen once not really a big character in the show

· freaky man 😔

· is a therapist

Monty

· like game Roxanne, SELF-CENTERED

· likes Erath but brushed it off

Killcode

· a sun version of og killcode

· his name is "Murdercode" and not "killcode"

· kinda of a asshol

· redemption arc? Probably not

[killerzys]

Sighs...8 want to info dump about some of my ship kids SO BAD!!! LIKEEE!!! GRRR!! I JUST WANT TO INFO DUMP ABOUT

Camellia (Nightmare x Geno)

Mople ( nightmare x geno

Bonbon bliss (Fresh x lust)

silly putty (fresh x lust)

Coco butter (ink x killer)

Vermilion (Cross x error)

Ricin (Dust x killer)

Broken star (Horror x swap)

hmh...I AM GOING TO DO a silly...if you want to know about some of my ship kids you can thehe

I have more BUTTT these are my main ones

[killerzys]

Their other post

Their full body designs got to color them soon

* Atrophy likes your hug

* Dwindle is a little shaky but accepts your hug

* Flourish... Popped you...

Some info!!

-dwindle likes cooking which is one of the very few things that actually makes her happy and hanging out with her siblings (I am basing their personalities off of me in a way despite everything I do have depression I'm not normally this opened about it but I'm just going to go ahead and state it since I am basing these three off of me I do enjoy some certain things like art and hanging out with friends and family that's why I made it a big thing with her with cooking which I can't cook, but this is just based off of my personal experience with depression and other thing I'm going through mentally)

-dwindle is the apartment of depression flourish is the embodiment obsessive love disorder atrophy is the embodiment of neglect, or not being paid attention to

-Atrophy does tend to be touch starved and seeks attention constantly

-dwindle sticks to herself only helping when it is necessary or preventing something from happening she can since great tragedies and she uses her magic to prevent those tragedies

-flourish is very hyper like pinkie pie, always up in your face being loud being charismatic

-dwindle when really upset they basically start melting into a puddle and is there angry, the bottom of their dress starts looking stormy and you can hear audible thunder noises coming from dwindle

-atrophy is technically the oldest even though they're triplets, also constantly staying around your sisters cuz she doesn't want to be left or forgotten

-florist has a fear of snakes

-Even though they're like Utmv OC they're not really a Sans they're like dream and nightmare But they never got like a body like dream and nightmare So they are technically molded their bodies to somewhat look like skeletons cuz the real forms are like really scary which I'm going to draw soon!! Or something I suck at explaining things

And that's really all I have 😭

[killerzys]

POV: you get your Bf by being autistic, spelling Lunar wrong in TSBS server, then a year later you was just drawing you and his Sonas together being you was sad, but drawing him comforting you because he comforts you a lot and what to draw/write a "thank you" latter but it slowly turns into you writing a love letter, then you realize you love him...and also makes a poem confusing your love for him. You feel weird like your weak, that he will never love you, But you you like feel bad that same night for lying to him about the "thank you" latter just being a "thank you" latter when I was not so you tell him it was a love letter..andand and you was scared you would never be be be with someone you think is the best prosen in the world and not even a 3 days later you get with the love of your life

Me a simp? Yeah... @zeekozenko

[killerzys]

I need to make more art of ruin x moon just to lazy 😔