#killingwithqouteness

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Someone told me about this awesome burrito joint and breakfast club, where Ive thought id be swell to bring you with, in our jammies and all

Where I wouldve split you my burrito but probably not my pancakes because they are the closest thing that is sweet like you and it will help me on mornings that you wouldve been not around for but now, yes you are exactly that and pancake doesnt cut that much anymore nor does the coffee that leaves a bitter taste and make things more salty

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I don’t want to be the mist that fills the air, the mist that fills your window, while you sleep oblivious on your own or on someone else’s bed

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What I developed were feelings for you and not some disease that makes you stay away

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Why don’t we talk anymore? How come you’re not one of the numbers in the red circle above that word bubble? Bubble of your head that I don’t see anymore on the right side of my screen Was it already that long or did I just missed it when you changed it? Where are the random talks about ramen, coffee, nendoroids, short asian cuties and love? Love that you’d be all excited to tell me, Love that you’d be all hatin when you tell me, Love that you can’t really get enough of even if you say you don’t wanna. When did the 3am talks turned to a snooze fest? Was it me telling you things you don’t want to hear? Things about me? Was it me telling you things you need to hear? Things about you? Maybe I should’ve just kept quiet or replied I dunno, It’s ok. But whats the difference of me keeping it shut and letting it out? You’re not hearing any of it now, well, usually no one does Sorry, maybe i’m sounding like an ass but I think I liked you more when you were worst Sorry, maybe i’m starting to sound just like you when you were like me Sorry, maybe its my fault for being just there, being just here, staying here. maybe its just me giving too much (thought),maybe its just me hearing too much (thought) maybe its just me thinking too much (thought), maybe its me expecting too much (thought) maybe hearing you too much made me become you I never wanted to be the taste of your toothbrush each morning nor the after taste of wine in the evening I never wanted to be the J’s that only fits your flat 6 flat foot nor the silver that fits your bony left ring finger I never wanted to feel left out, just like you did when you decided to press send I never wanted to say that this is not fair, I never wanted to decide that this is the end.

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I wonder why I don't hear your rants and random things anymore and also I wonder if you'd listen to my heart and hear my sweet nothings for you now

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Maybe I should stop chasing love, the only thing is I don't want to be like pavement when it catches up

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Not sure if its bad thing when the only thing that makes me smile these days are rom com animes

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Your smile is the "est" in every positive adjective I know #killingwithqouteness#smilestupidly#randomramblings