okay so i may want to reread “someone else’s bl manhwa” djshdjshd
like okay first of all i miss it but most importantly i miss seunghee and suhyeok,,,
i have many emotions about that manhwa
and many emotions about seunghee,, like i love him to death and i just remember feeling really bad for him.
i never thought this manhwa would like affect me so much when i think about it but everytime i think about it i want to scream.
okay so first off
seungtaek and kyubin, yes they are pretty neat, also very angsty.
i remember being rlly irked by them or like annoyed fsr?? like now that i crave rereading it i’m like thinking about how they actually were.
i’m pretty sure i was just really rooting for seunghee so whenever it was them i was like “yes but no” and also “all you guys had to do this whole time was talk it out and maybe throw in a little smooch”
i was rlly like tired while reading this bc i started it and i just couldn’t stop and before i knew it it was 6am but anyways,,, since i was tired i guess i was more emotional and more irritated by their antics.
but in the end they were quite sweet with each other and i did really like them together.
actually now that i’m looking back on their photos,, i really miss them, they make me feel a lot when i look at them together. they’re quite adorable and i really like them together. i could even input pairings i adore into them. so my stance of them has changed a lot from when i read it. something about their relationship (honestly also with seunghee and suhyeok’s relationship) feels strangely nostalgic for some reason.
secondly we are going to talk about kwon inbeom (we are talking about seunghee and suhyeok last because i love them so much)
so again i read this a while back, and i was also a bit sleepy so i can’t like remember exactly my feelings towards his whole situation but i do know there were lots of them.
i did think that there were some parts where i was like “uhhhh that’s probably not the best thing” but to be honest i remember just overall feeling bad for him?? and i grew to love him sm?? my somewhat loveable idiot that just needs a hug ig. i am so glad everything ended well for him because i felt like he really deserved a new start.
AND NOW TO MY BOYS
seunghee and suhyeok make me scream,,, they are so sweet and i found myself being very emotional about them. i still think about them sometimes and i just feel like they’re so good and i just ughhhh
a part i always think about is the beach part and i really cannot.
throughout the whole story i was really rooting for seunghee and everything about him made me feel things. i felt so upset through his hardships and i just wanted things to be okay for him (to be honest i wanted things to be okay for everyone).
from what i remember suhyeok was such a sweet boyfriend and i’m honestly hella jealous about their relationship and how they can confide in each other.
i loved their relationship so much and they just gave me so many feelings (especially the beach panels because even the way that the weather was illustrated made me feel emotions?? like it was just really upsetting yet also pretty to me?? tbh idek if that was how i was feel or if i was just overly emotional bc again tired but the beach was beautiful)
i loved the beach part
when they said i love you too each other it made me feel like the ending was going to be okay even if it wasn’t even the end. i love them so much and they make me feel a lot of things.
anyways that’s it on my rant about “someone else’s bl manhwa”.
i am really considering reading it again but idk if i can put myself through that many emotions,, idk it just made me feel so much, even seungtaek and kyubin because even if i said i was annoyed i really just wanted their relationship to be fine, their backstory kind of hit hard and it was just upsetting in general,, i was so glad when they were okay, and i actually found them really cute (tbh this manhwa was not what i was expecting at first but i guess it’s set up to make people think it will be one way when it’s going to be another) (i remember being somewhat surprised when seungtaek and kyubin’s relations were revealed).
i really liked it but again,, can my heart handle reading this again (this made me feel too much emotions for my own good)
anyways this manhwa was really good and i feel like if you’re looking for a good read this is one you should check out.
also the reason why i’m talking abt this a lot rn is because i was taking a quiz and there was a section where it asked you to choose a comfort character, and among those characters was mr known suhyeok.
seeing the name kwon suhyeok really brought me back and caused me to spiral back into this manhwa that had a vice grip on my feelings while i was reading it and for the whole week after.
when i read this manhwa, i was reading a bunch of other manhwas at the time. i was just reading manhwa after manhwa but this one made me take a break from reading them because my emotions for all of the characters and stories where just so aaaaaa,, i couldn’t continue reading other manhwas without feeling empty because i had finished “someone else’s bl manhwa”
honestly its similar to after i watched banana fish or the given movie (even tho i watched both of these after)
like i just felt so empty after it, because i had so many emotions while reading it and then i finished it and i didn’t know what to do with them.
istg i’m going to stop taking now because i’m making it sound rlly deep?? like idk why i felt so deeply for this manhwa but it’s probably weird that i talked this much abt it.
why am i going into depth about how emotional i was? why did it even make me so emotional in the first place?? who knows.
