#kimi+raikkonen

[pucksandpower]

Bwoah

Kimi Räikkönen x Charles Leclerc’s ex!Reader

Summary: you flee Monaco with nothing but car keys and a shattered heart. Your Alfa Romeo dies on a Swiss mountain road at dawn. The gates that open belong to the last person you ever expected to see — and he’s even worse at feelings than you are right now. But sometimes the Iceman thaws. Sometimes he lies about needing his laundry room redesigned. Sometimes “stay” is the only word that matters. (A story about vodka, questionable interior design projects, and finding home in the most unexpected place)

The end starts quietly.

It starts in the way the silence in your shared Monaco apartment stretches, thin and taut, until it feels like a physical thing. It’s a Tuesday night, oppressively normal. The city glitters below your balcony, a familiar cascade of diamonds spilled across black velvet. Charles is sitting opposite you on the white linen sofa, but he might as well be on another continent. He hasn’t met your eyes in an hour.

He’s turning his watch around and around on his wrist, a nervous habit you’ve seen a thousand times before a race. Never before a conversation with you.

“Charles?” You ask, your voice soft, careful not to break the fragile tension. “Is everything okay?”

He finally looks up. His green eyes, usually so bright, so full of warmth and a familiar mischief, are clouded over. Guarded. “We need to talk.”

And there it is. The four words that act as the starting pistol for the demolition of a world. Your world. Your heart does a sick, slow lurch in your chest.

“Okay,” you breathe, placing your wine glass on the marble coffee table with a hand that has begun to tremble. “Talk.”

He takes a deep breath, the kind a driver takes before a qualifying lap. All-or-nothing. “I don’t think—I can’t do this anymore, Y/N.”

The words hang in the air, nonsensical. “Do this?” You repeat, a hollow echo. “What is this? Us? You and me?”

He nods, just once. The movement is jerky, unnatural. He looks pained. He looks like a stranger. “I need to focus. Completely. The championship … the pressure with the team … it’s everything. I’m giving everything to it, and I don’t have anything left over.”

You stare at him, trying to process the logic, trying to find the Charles you know in this rigid, distant man. “What are you talking about? We’ve always been a team. I’ve always been your biggest supporter. Since F2, Charles. Since before any of this,” you say, gesturing vaguely at the opulent room, the view, the life he’s built. The life you’ve built together. “When has me being here ever taken away from your focus?”

“It’s not you,” he says, and the cliché is so sharp, so insulting, it feels like a slap. “It isn’t. You are perfect. But I’m not. I am … I’m not in the right headspace. I need to be selfish. For my career, I have to be. The margins are everything. Every little percentage of focus, it matters. And this …” he gestures between the two of you, “this takes a part of me that I need for the car. I need for the fight.”

Tears are welling in your eyes, hot and immediate. You refuse to let them fall. “So that’s it? After five seven? You’re trading me in for a hypothetical extra tenth on the track?”

“Please, don’t make it sound like that.” His voice is pleading, but there’s no give in his expression.

“How else am I supposed to make it sound?” You ask, your own voice rising, cracking with a hurt so profound it physically aches. “You’re sitting here telling me that our life, that I am a distraction you need to eliminate. Like you’re adjusting the front wing. Am I just a piece of setup you’re changing for the next race weekend?”

“Of course not! Merde,” he swears, running a hand through his perfectly messy hair. He stands up and begins to pace, the restless energy of a caged panther filling the room. “You think this is easy for me?”

“I don’t know what to think, Charles! You’re not making any sense! We were fine this morning. We had breakfast. You kissed me goodbye before you went to the factory. What happened between then and now?”

He stops pacing and faces you, his jaw set. “It’s not about today. It’s been … building. I need to be alone. I need to put the racing first. Only the racing. There can be nothing else.”

The finality in his tone is what breaks you. This isn’t a negotiation. It’s a verdict. He’s already decided. You were just the last to know.

“Fine,” you whisper, the word tasting like ash in your mouth. You look down at your hands, clasped in your lap, to avoid seeing the pity that you know is now in his eyes. “If that’s what you need.”

The silence returns, heavier this time, thick with unspoken words and the ghost of seven years of laughter, arguments, and love.

“I’ll … I’ll pack a bag,” he says, his voice thick. “I’ll stay with Arthur for a while. Give you space.”

You just nod, unable to speak. You listen to his footsteps retreat down the hall, the soft clicks of drawers opening and closing. The sound of a life being neatly edited, with your part being cut out. He comes back a few minutes later with a single duffel bag. He doesn’t look at you as he walks to the door.

His hand is on the handle when he pauses. “I am so sorry, Y/N. I do love you. I just can’t …”

“Don’t,” you cut him off, your voice surprisingly firm. You finally look at him, letting him see the devastation in your eyes. “Don’t you dare say you love me right now. Just go. Go be selfish. Go find your extra tenth.”

He flinches as if you’d struck him. He gives a small, defeated nod and opens the door.

And then he’s gone.

The sound of the heavy door clicking shut is the loudest sound you have ever heard.

***

The next forty-eight hours are a blur of surreal, suspended numbness. The apartment is a museum of your relationship. The F1 helmet he gave you for your anniversary sits on the bookshelf. The photo of the two of you in Sardinia, sunburned and deliriously happy, is on the bedside table. His scent lingers on his side of the bed, a cruel, ghostly reminder.

You don’t answer your phone. The screen lights up with texts from Charlotte, from Pierre, from your mother. You ignore them all. What would you even say? Charles decided I’m less important than a qualifying position. It sounds insane. It feels insane.

You’re sitting on the sofa, staring at the same spot he was sitting in, trying to retrace the conversation, trying to find a loophole, a mistake in his logic, when your phone buzzes violently on the coffee table. It’s not a text this time, but a notification from Instagram. A post you’ve been tagged in by a friend. The caption is just a string of question marks and angry emojis.

Your finger hovers over the notification, a sense of dread washing over you. You open it.

It’s a gossip blog. The headline screams in bold, tacky font. CHARLES LECLERC MOVES ON: F1 STAR SEEN IN STEAMY CLINCH WITH MYSTERY dark brown IN MONACO.

The numbness evaporates, replaced by a firestorm of ice and acid in your veins. Your breath catches. There are three photos, all grainy, clearly taken with a phone from across a crowded room. But there’s no mistaking it.

It’s him.

He’s at Sass Cafe. Your Sass Cafe. The club you two always went to on a Thursday night for a quiet drink, hidden away in a corner booth.

In the first photo, he’s laughing with a woman. She’s beautiful, of course. Long, sleek dark brown hair, a backless dress. In the second, his hand is on the back of her neck, his thumb stroking her skin. In the third … the third photo shatters what’s left of your heart into a million irreparable pieces.

He’s kissing her.

It’s not a gentle kiss. It’s hungry, passionate. His other hand is tangled in her dark brown hair, pulling her closer. Her head is tilted back. They are completely lost in each other, illuminated by the flashing purple and blue lights of the club.

You zoom in, your thumb shaking. The timestamp on the article is from an hour ago. The photos were taken last night. Less than twenty-four hours after he walked out your door to “focus on his career.”

The lie is so blatant, so disrespectful, it steals the air from your lungs. It wasn’t about focus. It wasn’t about needing to be selfish for the racing. It was never about that.

It was about her.

A sob escapes you, a raw, guttural sound of pure agony. The betrayal is a physical weight, pressing down on your chest, making it impossible to breathe. He didn’t just leave you. He lied to you. He made you feel like you were the obstacle, when really, he just wanted someone else. He didn’t even have the decency to wait. He took her to your place.

Your phone starts ringing. It’s Pierre. You stare at his name on the screen. Pierre, his best friend. Your friend. But who is he now? Whose side is he on? Whose side is anyone on?

You decline the call.

It rings again immediately. Charlotte. You swipe to decline.

Then a text from Arthur, Charles’s younger brother, who has always felt like your own. Y/N, call me. What is going on? Charles isn’t making any sense.

You look around the apartment, and suddenly you feel like you’re suffocating. Every object, every memory, is tainted. This city, this tiny, glittering principality, is his. His friends are your friends. His family is your family. There is nowhere to go where you won’t be reminded of him, where you won’t see someone who will look at you with pity in their eyes. You’ll become the tragic ex-girlfriend in a story where he’s the hero.

A frantic energy seizes you. It’s a primal, instinctual urge. Flight.

You can’t be here. Not for one more second.

You stand up on shaky legs. You don’t go to the bedroom to pack a bag. You don’t grab your laptop or your favorite jacket. You walk to the small bowl by the door and pick up your car keys. You grab your wallet from your purse and slide your phone into the back pocket of your jeans.

That’s it. Keys, wallet, phone.

You walk out of the apartment, not looking back. You don’t allow yourself a final glance at the life you’re leaving behind. In the elevator down to the underground garage, you catch your reflection in the mirrored walls. Your eyes are red-rimmed and hollow, your face pale. You look like a ghost.

Your little Alfa Romeo is parked in its designated spot, nestled between Charles’s custom SF90 Stradale and his Purosangue. The sight of his cars sends another wave of nausea through you. You get into yours, the familiar scent of leather and your perfume doing nothing to soothe you.

You start the engine. The quiet rumble feels like the only steady thing in a world that has completely tilted off its axis.

You navigate the tight corners of the garage and emerge onto the streets of Monaco. It’s late, but the city never truly sleeps. The Casino de Monte-Carlo is lit up like a fairytale castle. The superyachts in the harbor bob gently, their lights twinkling on the dark water.

Every street is a memory.

There’s the corner where he pulled over to kiss you after your first official date. There’s the tunnel, the iconic Formula 1 landmark, where you’d always hold your breath as he drove through it too fast, making you scream and laugh. There’s the Rascasse corner, where the bar stands that you celebrated his first podium at.

Tears stream down your face now, hot and silent. You’re not just leaving a man; you’re leaving the only home you’ve known for five years. You’re leaving a life that was so intertwined with his, you don’t know where he ends and you begin.

You follow the signs for the A8 autoroute. France. Italy. The signs offer directions, destinations. You have none.

As you merge onto the highway, the city of Monaco shrinks in your rearview mirror until it’s just a cluster of brilliant, painful lights. You press your foot down on the accelerator. The engine whines as the car picks up speed, putting distance between you and the wreckage of your life.

The road unfurls before you, a dark ribbon under the moon. You don’t know where you’re going. You only know you have to go. You just drive. And drive. And drive.

***

The world outside your car is a smear of motion and light, a cinematic blur that you are no longer a part of. You are cocooned in the low hum of the engine, the smell of leather, and the all-consuming shroud of your own grief. The highway signs are suggestions you ignore. Marseille. Lyon. Geneva. They flash in your headlights and disappear into the darkness behind you, each one a step further away from the life that imploded just hours ago.

Your mind is a cruel and endless loop.

The photo. His hand in her hair. The way her back arched. Sass Cafe.

His words. I need to focus. It’s not you. The margins are everything.

The lie. The sickening, condescending lie. Did he think you were a fool? Did he think you wouldn’t find out? Or did he just not care? The arrogance of it is a fresh wave of agony, washing over the heartbreak, making it sharper, uglier.

The digital clock on the dashboard glows a malevolent red. 2:17 AM. 3:42 AM. 4:58 AM.

You don’t feel tired. You feel hollowed out, scraped clean of everything but a raw, buzzing nerve of pain. Your stomach is a tight knot. Your throat is sandpaper. You haven’t had a sip of water since that glass of wine you put down just before he shattered your world.

Sometime around 5:30 AM, the fuel light blinks on, an insistent orange eye in the darkness. You pull into a ghost-town of a service station, the only building for miles. The air is shockingly cold when you step out of the car, a clean, sharp scent of pine and damp earth replacing the stale air of the cabin. You’re in the mountains now. The sky is beginning to soften from black to a deep indigo, the first hint of dawn bruising the horizon.

You fill the tank on autopilot, your movements stiff and robotic. Inside the station, a sleepy-eyed attendant watches you with disinterest. Racks of chips and candy bars and brightly colored drinks line the walls. Your body knows it needs sustenance, but the very thought of putting something in your mouth makes you feel ill. You pay for the gas, your voice a rough croak, and get back in the car. You don’t buy a bottle of water. You don’t buy anything else.

Back on the road, the landscape is transforming. The winding coastal roads of the Côte d'Azur have given way to sweeping valleys and the formidable, dark silhouettes of the Alps. You’ve crossed a border at some point. A sign welcomed you to Switzerland. You barely registered it.

You are somewhere near Zurich, according to a sign you passed ten minutes ago. The name means nothing. It’s just another place that isn’t Monaco.

And that’s when it happens.

It starts with a stutter from the engine. A cough. Then a violent, metallic clank from under the hood that makes you jump in your seat. The car lurches, the power steering dies, and the wheel becomes heavy and useless in your hands. You wrestle the car to the side of the two-lane road as it rolls to a dead, silent stop.

You turn the key. Nothing. Again. Just a pathetic, defeated click.

A thin wisp of smoke curls up from the gap between the hood and the fender.

You stare at it, and a sound escapes your lips. It isn't a cry. It's a laugh. A single, sharp, hysterical bark of a laugh that holds no humor. Of course. Of course this would happen. The pathetic fallacy of it all is so on-the-nose it’s almost poetic. Your life has broken down, so naturally, your car must, too.

The last of the adrenaline that has been fueling you for the past seven hours drains away, leaving you feeling heavy and boneless. You are stranded. In a foreign country. In the middle of nowhere. At the crack of dawn. With a dead car, a dying phone, and a shattered heart.

You pull out your phone. The battery icon is a sliver of red. 11%. You scroll through your contacts, a gallery of ghosts. Pierre. Charlotte. Arthur. Lorenzo. Every single name is a direct line back to Charles, back to the life you are running from. Who could you possibly call? “Hi, sorry to bother you, I know my ex-boyfriend just humiliated me in front of the entire world, but could you please help me find a tow truck in Switzerland?”

The thought is so absurd it brings fresh tears to your eyes. They spill over, hot and silent, tracing cold paths down your cheeks. There is no one. You are utterly, completely alone.

So you do the only thing you can think of. You get out of the car. You don't take anything. You don't even lock the doors. You just turn and start walking along the shoulder of the road, in the same direction you were driving. Towards nothing.

The morning air is biting cold. You’re wearing nothing but jeans, a thin silk blouse, and a pair of ballet flats — an outfit for a casual dinner in Monaco, not a pre-dawn trek through the Swiss countryside. Goosebumps pebble your arms, and you wrap them around yourself, a poor substitute for a jacket.

The world is waking up around you. The sky is now a pale, ethereal blue. Birds are beginning to sing in the dense forests that line the road. The beauty of it feels like a personal insult. How dare the world be this lovely when yours has ended?

You walk for what feels like an hour. Your feet are aching, the thin soles of your shoes no match for the gravelly shoulder. A few cars pass, their drivers giving you a curious glance before speeding on. You keep your head down, your tear-streaked face hidden by your hair. You don’t know what you’re looking for. A house. A town. A sign of life.

And then you see it.

Set back from the road, almost hidden by a curtain of ancient, weeping willows, is a wall. A high stone wall, and in the center of it, a pair of immense iron gates, wrought into an intricate, modern design. They look impenetrable. There’s no house visible, just the wall, the gates, and a small, sleek intercom box mounted on a stone pillar.

It's your only option. Your legs feel like they’re about to give out. You’re so tired you could lie down on the damp grass and sleep for a century. You push yourself forward, your feet crunching on the gravel as you approach the gate.

Your hand is trembling as you press the button on the intercom. You half expect it not to work. But after a moment, a crackle of static breaks the morning silence. A voice comes through, and it’s nothing more than a low, clipped mumble. Not even a word, more of a sound.

“H-hello?” You stammer, your voice hoarse from crying and disuse. “I am so, so sorry to bother you. My car … it broke down. Just back there on the road.” You’re rambling, the words tumbling out in a desperate rush. “My phone is about to die, and I don’t know where I am. I don’t speak German. Could you … could you possibly help me? Just to call a tow service? Please?”

Silence.

A long, unnerving silence from the other end. You can hear nothing but the chirping of the birds and the frantic thumping of your own heart. He’s hung up. He thinks you’re crazy. You’re about to turn away, to sink down onto the ground in defeat, when you hear it.

A loud, metallic CLANK.

Followed by a low, electric hum.

Slowly, majestically, the huge iron gates begin to swing inward, opening onto a long, winding driveway. No voice says a word. No one tells you to come in. The gates just open.

For a moment, you hesitate. This could be a terrible idea. You’re about to walk onto the property of a complete stranger who hasn’t even spoken to you. But what other choice do you have? Freezing to death on the side of the road? You take a deep, shaky breath and step through the gates.

The driveway is paved with smooth, grey stone and lined with perfectly manicured gardens. It curves gently, so you still can’t see the house. It feels like you’re walking into another world, a secluded, private kingdom. The quiet is absolute. As you round a bend flanked by enormous fir trees, the villa finally comes into view.

It takes your breath away.

It’s not a traditional Swiss chalet. It's a stunning piece of modern architecture, all clean lines, dark wood, and vast panes of glass that reflect the morning sky. It’s sprawling and luxurious, but it blends seamlessly into the lush, green landscape. It’s beautiful and intimidating all at once.

You make your way up the last stretch of the driveway to the front entrance, your cheap, worn-out ballet flats feeling utterly inadequate for the setting. You reach a massive front door made of a dark, rich wood. You raise your hand to knock, your knuckles hovering inches from the surface.

Before you can make contact, the door swings silently open.

And standing there, silhouetted against the warm light of the foyer, is Kimi Räikkönen.

The Iceman.

Your brain short-circuits. Time seems to slow down. He’s not in a race suit or team gear. He’s wearing a plain black t-shirt that stretches across his shoulders, a pair of faded jeans, and socks. No shoes. His hair is messy, sleep-tousled. He looks groggy, like he was pulled from a deep sleep, and his famous ice-blue eyes are narrowed slightly against the morning light.

He looks at you, his expression a perfect blank slate. You can see the gears turning behind his eyes. He scans your face — the tear tracks, the smudged makeup, the exhaustion. And then, a flicker. A tiny, almost imperceptible spark of recognition. He knows you. Of course he knows you. You’ve been a fixture in the Sauber and then the Ferrari hospitality for years. The ever-present, smiling girlfriend of Charles Leclerc.

Another piece of your old life. Another person connected to Charles.

He is the last thing you expected and the very last thing you can handle.

The sight of him, a familiar face from a world that no longer belongs to you, is the final, crushing blow. The fragile dam of control you’ve been desperately maintaining for the past eight hours doesn’t just break, it explodes.

A raw, guttural sob tears its way out of your throat. Your entire body convulses with it. You cover your face with your hands as the full, catastrophic weight of your situation crashes down on you. The breakup. The lies. The public humiliation. The flight. The breakdown. The hopelessness of it all. It pours out of you in a storm of breathless, wrenching tears. You can’t stop. You are a wreck, a disaster, a crying stranger on Kimi Räikkönen’s doorstep.

And Kimi … Kimi just stands there.

He doesn’t move. He doesn’t speak. He just watches you, and his expression shifts from neutral confusion to a look of profound, stoic horror. This. This right here. A hysterical, crying woman on his property before he’s even had his morning coffee. This is Kimi Räikkönen’s personal version of hell.

He shoves his hands into the pockets of his jeans. He looks over your head at a tree. Then he looks down at his socks. He looks anywhere but directly at you. The silence is broken only by your ragged sobs. An entire minute passes. It feels like a year.

Finally, he lets out a long, slow sigh. It’s a sound of pure, unadulterated resignation.

“Okay,” he says. His voice is a low, gravelly rumble, thick with sleep and his Finnish accent.

Another long, agonizing pause while you try, and fail, to stifle your crying.

“You come inside,” he states. It’s not a question. It's a command born of someone who has assessed a bad situation and chosen the most logical, least-effort path forward.

You can’t speak, you just nod pathetically, your face still buried in your hands.

He waits for you to take a shuffling, hesitant step across his threshold. Then he adds, almost as an afterthought, “Or you can stay out here. Is same for me. But is getting cold.”

You stumble inside, and he closes the heavy door behind you, plunging the foyer into a soft, quiet dimness. The interior of the house is as clean and minimalist as the exterior. White walls, polished concrete floors, sparse but expensive-looking furniture. It’s immaculate, except for a small, bright pink toy car lying on its side near the staircase. A tiny, humanizing detail in the stark perfection.

You stand there dripping with misery, not knowing what to do, where to go. You feel like a stray animal that has wandered into a museum.

Kimi doesn’t offer a hug. He doesn't ask if you’re okay. He doesn’t ask what’s wrong or even who you are, though you know he knows. He just looks at you for one more second with that pained, trapped expression.

Then he turns and walks away without another word.

You listen to his socked feet padding softly across the concrete floor. He disappears into what you assume is a kitchen. You hear the clink of a ceramic mug, the sound of a cupboard opening, and then the loud, reassuring gurgle and hiss of an espresso machine firing up.

He’s decided to deal with the most immediate, practical problem. Caffeine.

And you are left standing alone in the foyer of Kimi Räikkönen’s house, wondering if you have finally, completely lost your mind.

***

You follow the sound of the espresso machine into a vast, open-plan kitchen and living area. The space is a testament to minimalist design. A huge, grey sectional sofa faces a fireplace that’s more of a sculptural art piece. The kitchen itself is a sleek expanse of stainless steel and dark cabinetry, dominated by a massive island topped with a single slab of white marble. The only warmth in the room comes from the morning sun pouring through a wall of floor-to-ceiling glass, revealing a breathtaking panorama of rolling green hills and the distant, steely blue of a lake.

Kimi is standing at the counter, his back to you, focused on his task. He moves with an efficient, no-nonsense economy of motion, tamping the coffee grounds, locking the portafilter into place. He doesn't speak. You stand awkwardly by the entrance to the room, feeling small and out of place, your dirty ballet flats a sacrilege on the polished concrete floor.

He pulls two shots of dark, fragrant espresso into small white cups. He picks them both up and turns, his expression as unreadable as ever. He jerks his head towards the island, where two simple wooden stools are tucked underneath. It’s a silent order to sit.

You obey, sliding onto one of the stools. The marble is cool beneath your forearms. He places a cup in front of you and then takes the spot opposite, the island a wide, white expanse between you.

The silence that settles is profound. It’s not a comfortable silence, but it’s not entirely hostile, either. It’s just … a Kimi Räikkönen silence. A vacuum devoid of pleasantries and small talk. The only sounds are the ticking of a clock you can’t see and the gentle hum of the high-tech refrigerator.

You wrap your cold hands around the warm ceramic cup. The steam smells like heaven. You take a sip. The espresso is strong, bitter, and shockingly good. It’s a jolt to your exhausted system. You glance up at him over the rim of your cup. He’s not looking at you. He’s staring out the window, his gaze distant, his jaw working silently as he sips his own coffee.

Minutes stretch by. You finish your espresso. He finishes his. He takes your empty cup, along with his own, and places them by the sink. He still hasn’t said a word about your dramatic arrival. For all he knows, you could be a dangerous lunatic. But he seems completely unconcerned, as if this is a boring, routine weekday morning.

You watch him, your mind struggling to reconcile the man from the legends — the party animal, the monosyllabic F1 champion, the Iceman — with the quiet stranger in socks who is currently rinsing out coffee cups with meticulous precision.

He dries his hands on a towel, then leans back against the counter, crossing his arms over his chest. He finally looks at you. His blue eyes are piercing, analytical. He’s finished his coffee. He has rebooted his system. He is now ready to deal with the problem that has invaded his home.

“So,” he says, the single word dropping into the silence like a stone.

You wait. He seems to be formulating his next sentence with the same concentration he’d give to finding the apex of a corner.

He sighs, a barely audible puff of air. It’s the sound of a man being forced to do something he finds deeply unpleasant, like filling out paperwork or attending a marketing event.

“What is the problem?” He asks.

The question is so blunt, so devoid of sympathy, it catches you off guard. There’s no “Are you okay?” or “What happened?” Just a simple, mechanical request for data.

You open your mouth, but only a shaky breath comes out.

He waits, his patience seemingly infinite. He adjusts his stance slightly. “Your car is broken,” he states, as if listing the known facts of an accident report. “You are here. In Switzerland. You were crying.” He pauses. “Why?”

And just like that, the dam breaks again. The directness of his approach, the lack of coddling pity, makes it feel safe to just … tell him. It’s like talking to a machine. A very stoic, Finnish machine.

“Charles …” you start, your voice cracking on the name. “He broke up with me.”

Kimi’s expression doesn’t change. He just nods once, slowly, processing the first piece of information.

“Two nights ago,” you continue, the words starting to flow, tumbling over each other in their haste to get out. “He said … he said he needed to focus. On his career. That he couldn’t afford any distractions, that he needed to be selfish to win. He said it wasn’t me, it was him, all of it …” You trail off, the memory of the insulting clichés making your throat tighten.

“Okay,” Kimi says. It’s not an agreement. It’s a prompt. Continue the data transfer.

“So I’ve been a wreck, obviously, just holed up in the apartment, not knowing what to do … and then last night … last night, my friend sent me something.” You have to stop, swallowing hard against a rising wave of nausea. “There were pictures. Online. From a gossip site.”

You look up at him, needing him to understand the gravity of this next part. His gaze is steady.

“It was him. In a club in Monaco. With another woman.” The word feels like poison on your tongue. “He was kissing her. He had his hands all in her hair, and they were—it wasn’t—it was from the night before. Less than twenty-four hours after he told me he needed to be alone to focus on racing.”

The whole sordid, humiliating story is laid bare in the quiet, sun-drenched kitchen.

“He took her to Sass Cafe,” you whisper, the final, petty detail feeling like the most painful of all. “That was our place.”

You’re shaking now, the adrenaline of the confession vibrating through you. “I couldn’t … I couldn’t be there anymore. My phone was blowing up. Pierre, Arthur … all of his friends, our friends. I felt like I was suffocating. So I just … I got in my car. I didn’t pack anything. I just drove. I didn’t even know where I was going, I just needed to get away from Monaco, from him, from all of it. I drove all night.”

You gesture weakly, a summary of your pathetic journey. “And then the car died. And I started walking. And I saw your gate.” You finish your story with a final, shuddering breath. “And now I’m here.”

The confession hangs in the air between you. Kimi remains silent, his arms still crossed. He’s processing. You can almost hear the whir of the gears in his mind, fitting all the pieces together: The Breakup. The Lie. The Other Woman. The Escape. The Breakdown.

Having said it all aloud, having given voice to the full scope of the betrayal, is too much. The fragile composure you’d gathered crumbles into dust. A fresh sob rips through you, and you bend forward, hiding your face in your hands, your shoulders shaking with the force of your renewed grief.

You feel, more than see, a shift in the room. When you dare to peek through your fingers, he’s no longer leaning against the counter across from you. He’s standing beside your stool. He hasn’t said a word. He’s just … moved closer. He’s standing there awkwardly, like he’s been summoned but hasn’t been given his instructions yet.

In that moment, your desperation outweighs all sense of propriety. You need an anchor. You need something solid to cling to in the storm. Before you can think about it, you surge off the stool and do the most unthinkable thing you could possibly do to the Iceman.

You hug him.

You wrap your arms around his torso, burying your face against the soft cotton of his black t-shirt, and you just let go. All the pain, all the humiliation, all the exhaustion erupts in a tidal wave of tears. You are sobbing, loud and ugly, your whole body trembling. Snot and tears are soaking into his shirt, and you’re vaguely aware of how disgusting it is, but you can’t stop.

For a terrifying second, Kimi is completely rigid. He is a statue. His arms are locked at his sides. You can feel the tension in his entire body, a man confronted with his worst nightmare. You think he might just push you off.

But he doesn’t.

Instead, after a moment that stretches into an eternity, one of his arms moves. It comes up slowly, hesitantly, and then his hand lands on your back. And he begins to pat.

It’s the most awkward, mechanical pat in the history of human comfort. It’s rhythmic, steady, and completely devoid of emotion. He’s patting you like you’re a piece of malfunctioning equipment that might respond to a percussive reset. He says nothing. He just continues to stand there, a human wall for you to cry on, thumping your back with the detached air of someone trying to dislodge a trapped piece of food.

And strangely, it’s exactly what you need. It’s so absurd, so perfectly Kimi, that a tiny, hysterical giggle bubbles up through your sobs. Crying on the Iceman while he pats you like a dusty rug. The situation is insane.

Eventually, the storm passes. Your sobs subside into shuddering breaths and pathetic little hiccups. The adrenaline is gone, leaving behind an ocean of bone-deep weariness. You become acutely aware that you are still clinging to Kimi Räikkönen and that his shirt is now a biohazard.

You pull back, mortified, wiping at your face with the back of your hands. “Oh my God,” you mumble, your voice thick and clogged. “I’m so sorry. Your shirt … I’ve ruined it.”

Kimi looks down at the sizable wet patch you’ve left on his chest. His expression is neutral, as if he’s examining a dent on a car.

“Is okay,” he says, his voice a low rumble. “Is only a shirt.”

He turns, walks to a drawer with the unhurried calm of a man who was most definitely not just used as a human tissue, and pulls out a clean, folded kitchen towel. He hands it to you. You take it gratefully, pressing the cool, clean cotton to your swollen eyes.

He goes back to his spot, leaning against the counter, and crosses his arms again, resuming his previous position as if the entire, mortifying embrace never happened. He is quiet for a long moment. You can see he has finished processing the data. The verdict is in.

“So,” he begins, his ice-blue eyes locking onto yours. “He tells you he needs to focus on the racing.”

You nod meekly, dabbing at your nose with the towel.

“But two days later,” he continues, his voice flat and factual, “he is in a club with a new girl.”

You flinch but nod again. “Yes.”

Kimi considers this for another second. His expression doesn’t change, but his tone becomes one of absolute, unshakeable certainty, as if he’s stating a fundamental law of the universe.

“He is an idiot.”

The words, so simple, so blunt, so undeniably true, slice through the fog of your heartbreak. He doesn’t offer pity. He doesn’t say, “you deserve better” or “it’s his loss.” He just states the obvious, objective truth. It wasn’t some grand, tragic sacrifice for his career. It wasn’t some complex emotional turmoil. It was simple, straightforward idiocy.

And hearing it from Kimi Räikkönen, the man of famously few words, makes it feel like the most profound wisdom you’ve ever heard. 

It’s so simple, so definitive, it acts as a strange sort of balm on your raw nerves. The smile that flickers on your face feels alien, like a muscle you haven’t used in years. It’s weak, watery, but it’s there.

Kimi watches this small transformation, his expression unchanged. He has delivered his verdict and now considers that part of the problem-solving process complete. He pushes himself off the counter. The phase of emotional assessment is over. It is time for logistics.

“Where is the car?” He asks.

You blink, pulled from your reverie. “What?”

“The car,” he repeats, his voice flat, patient. “Where did you leave it?”

“Oh. Um, back on the road. I don't know, maybe a kilometer or two from your gate? It’s a grey Alfa Romeo Giulia.” The make of the car is another small, cruel twist of the knife, a reminder of the F1 team he once drove for, the world you once inhabited.

He nods, already moving towards a drawer near the pristine kitchen sink. He pulls out a small notepad and a pen. “License plate?”

You tell him the Monaco plate number from memory. He jots it down in a surprisingly neat, compact script.

“Keys,” he says. It’s not a question.

You fumble in the back pocket of your jeans, your fingers closing around the familiar, cool metal. You pull them out and hold them up. The little prancing horse keychain attached to them feels like a branding iron against your palm.

He walks over and plucks them from your hand, his fingers brushing yours for a fraction of a second. His touch is cool and dry. He drops the keys on the marble island with a soft clink, then turns and retrieves a cordless phone from its charging base on the wall. He presses a few buttons and brings it to his ear, turning to face the wall of windows, his back to you once more.

You hear him speak, and the language is not one you recognize. It’s a fluid, melodic string of sounds that you assume must be Finnish. Then it switches to crisp, perfect German. You watch his reflection in the glass as he talks. He’s gesturing with his free hand, a short, chopping motion, as he describes the location of the car. He is all business. There is no wasted energy, no wasted words. He gives the license plate number, describes the make and color. He is efficient, competent, and completely in control. Everything you are not.

You sit there on the stool, clutching the kitchen towel like a lifeline, feeling the full, crushing weight of your helplessness. Less than seventy-two hours ago, you were planning a dinner party in your multi-million-euro apartment in Monaco. You had a life, a future, a partner you loved. Now you’re a charity case in a stranger’s house in Switzerland, unable to even organize a simple tow truck for yourself. The disparity is so vast it makes you dizzy.

He ends the call with a clipped, “Danke, tschüss,” and places the phone back on its charger. He turns back to you.

“Okay,” he says. “They come in one hour. Maybe less.”

“Thank you,” you whisper, the words feeling utterly inadequate. “Really, Kimi. I … thank you.”

He gives a slight shrug, as if to say, what else was I supposed to do? He walks over to the high-tech refrigerator, the one that’s been humming softly this whole time, and opens it. The interior light illuminates a space that is as organized and minimalist as the rest of his house. Bottles of water, cartons of milk, some vegetables, and a few containers of what looks like yogurt.

“You are hungry,” he states. It’s not a question. It is a diagnosis.

Your stomach clenches at the thought of food, but you also know he’s right. You’re running on empty, on nothing but grief and a single shot of espresso. You haven’t eaten in well over twenty-four hours.

“I-I don’t know,” you stammer.

He closes the fridge and looks at you, his gaze lingering on your pale face, the dark circles under your eyes. “You need to eat,” he says, his tone leaving no room for argument. “And you need water.”

He retrieves a tall glass from a cabinet, fills it with water from a dispenser in the fridge door, and places it in front of you on the island. “Drink.”

You drink. The water is cold and clean, and it’s the best thing you’ve ever tasted. You drain half the glass in one go, your parched body soaking it up gratefully.

He watches you for a moment, then seems to come to another decision. Without another word, he turns and walks out of the room, his socked feet silent on the concrete. You are left alone again in the vast, quiet space. The sun is higher now, flooding the room with a brilliant, clean light that makes you feel even more grimy and dishevelled. You can see the dust motes dancing in the sunbeams.

You finish the glass of water and look around the room properly. There are no photographs. No clutter. No personal trinkets, save for the single pink toy car you saw earlier, which you can now see is parked neatly beside the leg of a sleek, low-profile media console. The whole space feels less like a home and more like a luxury hotel suite that has been meticulously prepared for a guest who has yet to arrive. It is the home of a man who lives an uncomplicated life. A man who, you suspect, actively purges any and all potential complications.

And you are a walking, crying, five-foot-something complication that has just been deposited in the middle of it.

The sound of his returning footsteps makes you jump. He comes back into the kitchen holding a phone to his ear. He’s listening intently, his expression impassive.

“Ja … ja, ich verstehe,” he says into the phone. “Okay. Wie lange?” He pauses, listening. “Drei tage? Minimum?” Another pause. His eyes flick over to you, a quick, unreadable glance. “Okay. Schicken Sie mir die Details. Danke.”

He hangs up and places the phone face down on the counter. The finality of the sound echoes in the quiet room.

“That was the garage,” he says.

“And?” You ask, your voice barely a whisper, though you think you already know the answer. Bad days do not suddenly turn good.

“The engine is a big problem,” he says, delivering the news with the same emotional investment he’d use to report the weather. “They need to order a part from Italy. It will not be fast.”

“How … how not fast?” You ask, dreading the answer.

He looks you straight in the eye. “Three days,” he says. “Maybe four. If you are lucky.”

Three or four days.

The words sink in like stones. Three or four days stranded here. With no car, no clothes, no plan. The idea is so overwhelming you feel a fresh wave of panic begin to rise in your chest. A hotel. You’ll need to find a hotel. You can call a taxi. You have your wallet. You can handle this. You’re not completely useless.

You start to slide off the stool, a frantic energy seizing you. “Okay. Okay, a hotel. I’ll just call a taxi. Is there a hotel nearby?”

Kimi just watches you, his head tilted slightly, like you’re a particularly confusing species of animal. “A hotel,” he repeats, his tone flat.

“Yes, I can’t impose on you any longer. You’ve done so much already. I just need to get to a hotel, and I’ll figure it out from there.”

He doesn't move. He just continues to look at you, his arms crossed over his chest. He takes in your appearance: your tear-swollen face, your tangled hair, the fine tremor in your hands, the way you’re still clutching his kitchen towel like a security blanket.

He lets out one of his long, slow sighs. The sigh of a man whose peaceful, orderly existence is being systematically dismantled.

“Okay,” he says. “So. Your car is broken for three, four days. You have no clothes. You look …” he pauses, apparently searching for the right word. He settles on, “… not good. You have no hotel. You do not speak the language.” He lists these facts off, one by one, a calm, rational inventory of your pathetic situation.

He lets the weight of his assessment settle in the air between you.

Then he delivers the logical conclusion.

“You stay here.”

It’s not an invitation. It’s not a question. It is an instruction. A solution to a problem. He has identified the variables and calculated the most efficient outcome. You will stay here.

You stare at him, speechless. “What? No, I can’t. Kimi, that’s too much. I’m a stranger.”

“I know who you are,” he says simply. “Is easier if you stay. A taxi to a hotel is … a complication. Finding a hotel is a complication. You here,” he gestures around the vast, empty house, “is not a complication.”

The logic is bizarrely sound. You are clearly in no shape to take care of yourself. Navigating a foreign town, checking into a hotel, being completely alone with your thoughts for three days sounds like its own special kind of hell. Here, at least, there is … Kimi. A strange, silent, stoic guardian who seems to have reluctantly decided you are his problem to solve.

“I don’t know what to say,” you stammer, overwhelmed by the absurdity and the unexpectedness of the offer.

“Say nothing,” he replies, already turning away, the decision made and the discussion, in his mind, clearly over. “Come.”

He starts walking towards the grand, floating staircase you saw when you first came in. You hesitate for a second, then scramble off the stool and hurry to follow him, trailing in his wake like a lost duckling.

He leads you up the stairs. The second floor is a long hallway with the same polished concrete floors and white walls. He stops at the first door and pushes it open.

“Guest room,” he announces.

The room is beautiful, of course. It’s as minimalist as the rest of the house, but it feels softer. A large, low-slung bed is covered in a fluffy grey duvet. A plush, cream-colored rug covers a portion of the floor. One wall is entirely glass, looking out onto a dense forest of pine trees. It is serene. A calm, quiet sanctuary.

He walks into the room and opens another door, revealing a sleek, modern en-suite bathroom. “Bathroom is here,” he says, pointing. “Towels are in the cabinet. There is soap. Everything.” He pauses, his gaze sweeping over your rumpled silk blouse and jeans, the clothes you’ve been wearing for more than a day. “You should shower.”

It’s a suggestion, but it feels like another one of his non-negotiable instructions. And he’s right. You feel disgusting. A film of grime and grief coats your skin.

“Okay,” you say softly.

He nods, seemingly satisfied. He turns to leave, but pauses in the doorway. He looks back at you, a flicker of something in his eyes.

“Do not worry about the car,” he says. “Is just a car.”

And then he’s gone, pulling the door quietly shut behind him, leaving you alone in the silent room.

You stand there for a full minute, just breathing. The quiet is a balm. The room feels safe. You walk over to the glass wall and press your forehead against the cool pane, looking out at the endless green of the forest. For the first time since Charles said those four fateful words, you feel like you can breathe again. Just a little.

You turn towards the bathroom, peeling off your dirty clothes as you go. You leave them in a sad, crumpled pile on the floor. In the bathroom, you find a stack of thick, fluffy white towels in a cabinet, just as he said. You turn on the shower, and the water pressure is incredible. You step under the steaming hot spray and let it wash over you.

You wash your hair. You scrub your skin. You watch the grime and the sweat and the last twenty-four hours of misery swirl down the drain. You cry a little more, but these are different tears. Quieter ones. Tears of exhaustion and release, not of sharp, agonizing pain.

When you finally step out, wrapped in one of the enormous, soft towels, you feel almost human again. You dry your hair as best you can with the towel, your reflection in the fogged-up mirror still a stranger — puffy-eyed and pale, but cleaner.

You walk back into the bedroom, and you stop.

Lying neatly folded on the foot of the bed is a set of clean clothes. A soft, grey t-shirt and a pair of black athletic shorts. They are simple, clean, and clearly his.

A lump forms in your throat. He had gone and found you something to wear. He hadn’t mentioned it. He had just done it. Another problem identified, another solution quietly executed.

You pick up the t-shirt. It’s impossibly soft and smells faintly of clean laundry and something else … a subtle, clean scent that is uniquely him. You pull it on. It’s huge on you, the hem falling to your mid-thighs, the sleeves loose on your arms. The shorts are equally big, but they have a drawstring you can pull tight.

Dressed in his clothes, feeling small and swaddled in them, you feel a strange sense of security. You look ridiculous, but you are clean, and you are comfortable.

You pad barefoot out of the room and back towards the stairs. As you descend, a new smell fills the air. A rich, savory, delicious smell that makes your long-dormant stomach rumble loudly in protest.

It’s the smell of bacon.

You reach the bottom of the stairs and walk back into the kitchen. Kimi is standing at the stove, his back to you again. He has a pan sizzling on the cooktop. Beside it, another pan holds four perfectly frying eggs. A rack of toast is cooling on the counter.

He is cooking you breakfast.

He hasn’t made a sound. He has simply anticipated your needs and met them, one by one. Tow truck. A place to stay. A shower. Clean clothes. Food. He moves with a quiet competence that is both baffling and deeply comforting. He is, you realize, taking care of you. In his own strange, silent, Iceman way.

He must hear you because he glances over his shoulder. He sees you standing there, dressed in his clothes, your hair damp and combed, your face scrubbed clean. He gives a single, almost imperceptible nod of approval. The problem of the crying, hysterical woman on his doorstep is slowly being downgraded to the more manageable problem of a quiet, sad houseguest.

“Sit,” he says, jerking his chin towards the island. “Is ready now.”

***

The days that follow fall into a strange, quiet rhythm, dictated not by conversation, but by a series of unspoken routines. Life inside Kimi’s minimalist sanctuary is calm, predictable, and blessedly free of drama. It is the exact opposite of the life you just fled.

He is, you learn, an early riser. You wake on your first morning to the distant, comforting scent of coffee already brewing. When you emerge from your room, still swimming in his oversized t-shirt, you find a mug placed on the kitchen island at your usual spot, steam gently rising from the dark liquid.

He’s already dressed in jeans and a fresh t-shirt, staring out the vast glass wall at the lake, his own mug in hand. He doesn't greet you with a “good morning.” He just gives a short, sharp nod in your direction, a silent acknowledgment that the day has begun.

This is how he shows he’s caring. It’s never in words. It’s in actions, a series of quiet, practical gestures that speak volumes. He notices you don't have a phone charger, and a little while later, a universal charging block with multiple cords appears on the counter beside your mug. He sees you shivering in the air conditioning, and a soft, grey blanket appears on the arm of the sofa. He doesn’t ask if you’re hungry for lunch; he simply starts making sandwiches at noon and places one on a plate in front of you.

He demands nothing from you. He doesn’t push you to talk. He doesn’t ask how you’re feeling. He seems to understand, in his own innate, logical way, that you are a system that has suffered a catastrophic failure and requires a period of quiet diagnostics and basic refueling before you can even begin to function again. He provides the quiet. He provides the fuel.

You spend most of that first day in a daze, curled up on the enormous sofa under the blanket he provided, staring blankly at the news on a muted television. Your phone sits on the counter, charging. You can’t bring yourself to look at it. You know it will be a minefield of pitying texts from friends, missed calls from your mother, and, most terrifyingly, either a wall of silence or a string of hollow excuses from Charles. For now, ignorance feels like survival.

Kimi leaves you to it. He disappears for hours at a time, either into a room down the hall that you assume is an office or outside onto the sprawling property. You hear the faint roar of what sounds like a go-kart engine at one point, and the sound is so familiar, so tied to your old life, that it sends a fresh pang of grief through you.

Late in the afternoon, you finally summon the courage to pick up your phone. You have thirty-seven missed calls and over a hundred messages. Your thumbs tremble as you scroll through them. Most are from your friends in Monaco, a cascade of “Are you okay?”, “Where are you?”, and “Call me RIGHT NOW.” There are frantic, worried messages from your parents. There are even a few from people on Charles’s team, from his press officer, from his trainer.

And from Charles? Nothing. Not a single call. Not a single text.

The silence from him is somehow more damning than the photos. It’s an admission of guilt. It confirms that he doesn’t care, that he has simply deleted you from his life with the same ruthless efficiency he’d use to drop a struggling race engineer. The coldness of it chills you to the bone. You feel a fresh wave of tears threatening, and you quickly put the phone back down, face-down on the counter, as if you can physically block out the hurt.

You’re trying to pull yourself together when Kimi walks back into the kitchen. He sees your stricken face, his eyes flicking from you to the phone and back again. He says nothing about your tears. He just walks to the fridge.

“Salmon for dinner,” he announces, pulling out two large fillets. “And potatoes.”

His refusal to engage with your emotional turmoil is, you realize, the greatest kindness he could possibly show you. He’s not ignoring your pain, he’s simply building a world for you where that pain is not the most important thing. In this house, the most important thing is that dinner will be ready in an hour.

He is, as it turns out, an excellent cook. In a simple, no-fuss kind of way. He seasons the salmon perfectly, roasts the potatoes until they are crispy, and steams a side of asparagus. He works with the same quiet competence he applies to everything else.

He sets two places at the island. When he brings the plates over, he also brings two small, heavy-bottomed glasses and a bottle of vodka, slick with condensation from the freezer. He places it on the counter between you.

You stare at it. “Vodka?”

“Yes,” he says, as if it’s the most normal thing in the world. He uncaps the bottle and pours a generous shot into each glass. “Is good with salmon.”

You don’t know if that’s true, but you’re certainly not going to argue. You pick up the glass. The vodka is icy cold and clean. You take a sip, and the sharp, clean burn is a welcome shock to your system.

Dinner is eaten in their now-customary silence. But it feels different tonight. Less awkward. More companionable. The shared meal, the surprising shot of vodka, it feels like a tentative step towards something resembling normalcy.

***

The second day is when you learn about his children.

You’re helping him clear the breakfast dishes — a task he allows you to do after you insist, though he watches you with a critical eye to make sure you put everything in the dishwasher correctly — when you notice it. Taped to the door of the otherwise immaculate stainless steel fridge is a child’s drawing. It’s a crayon rendering of two stick figures, one big and one small, standing next to a red car. The sun in the corner has a smiley face. It’s the single most personal, chaotic object in the entire house.

“Who’s the artist?” You ask, your voice soft.

Kimi follows your gaze to the drawing. A flicker of something crosses his face. It’s not quite a smile, but the hard lines around his eyes soften for a fraction of a second.

“Robin,” he says. “My son.”

The information surprises you. You knew he had been married, of course, the F1 paddock being the gossip mill that it is. But his private life was always a black box.

“And who’s this?” You ask, pointing to the smaller stick figure.

“Rianna. My daughter.”

“It’s a good drawing,” you say, tracing the wobbly outline of the red car. “Is this a Ferrari?”

“Of course,” he says, with a tone that implies it couldn’t possibly be anything else.

“Where are they?” You ask, realizing as soon as the words are out of your mouth that it might be too personal.

But he doesn’t seem to mind. “In Finland. With their mother,” he says, his voice matter-of-fact. “They come here next week.”

He falls silent, but there's a new quality to the air. You remember the small pink toy car you saw on your first day, parked by the television. Suddenly, the sterile, minimalist house feels different. It is not the empty shell of a bachelor pad,it is a home waiting for its children to return.

“You must miss them,” you say quietly.

He just grunts in response, but it’s an affirmative grunt. He closes the dishwasher with a definitive click. “They are good kids,” he says, almost to himself. “Fast. Like me.”

The pride in his voice is unmistakable. In that moment, you see a glimpse of the man behind the Iceman persona. A father. A man who loves his children wholeheartedly. And you realize that his quiet, gruff kindness isn’t so strange after all. It’s the protective, practical language of a parent.

Later that afternoon, you’re scrolling through your phone again. The news of your breakup with Charles is now everywhere. Celebrity gossip sites, F1 fan forums, even some mainstream news outlets have picked it up. They’re all using the same grainy photo of him kissing the brunette. Her name, you learn, is Margot. She’s a model. Of course she is.

The articles are full of speculation. Sources “close to the couple” claim the split was “amicable” and that Charles “wishes her all the best.” The hypocrisy makes you want to throw your phone against the wall.

Kimi walks in as you’re staring at an article with the headline LECLERC'S NEW LAP OF LOVE: F1 ACE MOVES ON AT RECORD SPEED!

He glances at your phone screen. A look of profound disdain crosses his features.

“He talks to the media before he talks to you,” Kimi states, shaking his head slowly.

“His press officer probably released a statement,” you say, trying to defend a man who doesn't deserve your defense. It’s an old habit.

“Is the same thing,” Kimi says, dismissing the excuse. He looks at the phone again, at the picture of Charles and Margot. “He thinks with the wrong head.” He walks to the fridge to get a bottle of water, his verdict delivered. The conversation is over. But his simple, crude, and accurate assessment makes you feel a little stronger. He doesn’t suffer fools. And he has officially, unequivocally, classified Charles Leclerc as a fool.

***

It’s the third night. The day before your car is supposed to be ready.

The reality of your departure looms over you. Tomorrow, you will get your car back. And then what? You can’t go back to Monaco. Not yet. Maybe ever. Where will you go? The questions spiral in your mind, bringing with them a familiar sense of panic and hopelessness. The calm, safe bubble Kimi has built around you is about to burst.

You feel a desperate need to not think about it. At least for one more night.

Kimi seems to sense your mood. Or maybe he’s just decided that the evening’s menu calls for it. When he starts cooking dinner — simple grilled chicken and a fresh salad this time — the bottle of freezer-chilled vodka makes an early appearance.

“A long day,” he says by way of explanation, pouring two very generous shots.

“A long few days,” you agree, picking up your glass.

You drink the first shot quickly. The burn is familiar now, almost comforting. He immediately refills your glass.

“The car is ready tomorrow,” he says, flipping the chicken on the grill pan. “At noon.”

“I know,” you say, your voice small. “Thank you … for letting me know. And for everything.”

“Is nothing,” he says, his standard reply.

But tonight, it doesn’t feel like nothing. It feels like everything. He has saved you. Maybe not in a grand, dramatic way, but in a quiet, essential one. He has given you a sanctuary when you had nowhere else to go. He has fed you, sheltered you, and, in his own way, protected you.

The vodka works its magic quickly on your empty stomach and frayed nerves. The sharp edges of your anxiety begin to soften. The kitchen fills with the savory smell of cooking, the comfortable silence punctuated by the sizzle of the chicken and the clink of your glasses.

You have a second shot. Then a third. By the time you’re eating, you’re feeling a warm, pleasant buzz. You’re talking more than you have in days, telling him a stupid story about a trip you took to Japan, and he’s actually listening, the corner of his mouth twitching in what might be the beginning of a smile.

After dinner, he refills your glasses again.

“Kimi,” you say, your words slurring slightly. “You’ve been … you’ve been so good to me. I don’t know how to thank you.”

He looks at you, his blue eyes surprisingly clear and focused. “Is not necessary,” he says. “He was an idiot. You needed a place to go. Is logical.”

“No, it’s not logical,” you insist, feeling bold from the alcohol. “Logical would have been calling me a taxi and sending me to a hotel. Logical would have been not letting a crying, crazy stranger into your house. That was … kind.”

He considers this for a moment, swirling the vodka in his glass. “Maybe,” he concedes, which for Kimi is a seismic admission.

You’re both leaning against the island, the empty dinner plates pushed to the side. The kitchen is dark now, the only light coming from a soft, recessed glow above the counters. It feels intimate. The rest of the world has faded away. There is only this quiet room, the lingering scent of dinner, and the icy burn of the vodka.

Your eyes meet across the counter. The silence that falls this time is different. It’s not empty. It’s charged with something new, something you can’t quite name. The professional, platonic distance he has so carefully maintained for three days seems to be dissolving in the alcoholic haze.

He looks at your mouth. It’s only for a second, but you see it. And your breath catches in your throat.

He pushes himself off the counter and starts gathering the plates. The moment is broken. Or so you think. He stacks them by the sink, then turns back to you. He doesn’t return to his side of the island. He stops on yours. He’s standing close. So close you can feel the warmth radiating from his body. You have to tilt your head back to look up at him.

“You should go to bed,” he says, his voice a low rumble. “You have a long drive tomorrow.”

“I don’t want to drive tomorrow,” you confess in a whisper. “I don’t want to leave.”

You hate how pathetic you sound, but it’s the truth. Leaving means facing the wreckage of your life. Staying here means … safety.

He looks down at you, his expression unreadable in the dim light. His famous icy gaze seems to have melted into something softer, darker. He reaches out, and you flinch, expecting him to pat your shoulder or do something equally awkward and paternal.

But he doesn’t.

His hand comes up to your face, his thumb gently brushing away a tear you didn’t even realize had fallen. His touch is warm and surprisingly gentle. It sends a shiver through your entire body.

“Kimi,” you breathe, your voice trembling.

He says nothing. He just lowers his head, slowly, giving you every opportunity to pull away. You don't. You can’t. You are rooted to the spot, caught in the gravity of his gaze.

His lips meet yours.

The kiss is not what you expect. It’s not hungry or passionate like Charles’s had been in that horrible photo. It’s slow, and deep, and questioning. It tastes of vodka and a quiet, profound loneliness that you recognize because it mirrors your own.

You lean into him, your hands coming up to grip his t-shirt. You kiss him back with all the desperation and confusion and gratitude that has been building inside you for three days. It’s a kiss that says thank you. It’s a kiss that says I’m so lost. It’s a kiss that says please, just for tonight, don’t let me be alone.

He seems to understand all of it. He deepens the kiss, one hand moving from your face to the small of your back, pulling you flush against him. You can feel the solid, steady beat of his heart against your chest.

When he finally breaks the kiss, you’re both breathing heavily. He rests his forehead against yours, his eyes closed.

“Is a bad idea,” he murmurs, his breath warm against your lips.

“I know,” you whisper back. “I don’t care.”

He opens his eyes, and the conflict is clear in them. The logical, sensible man is at war with something older, more instinctual. For once, instinct wins.

Without another word, he slides his arm around your waist, his other hand finding yours, and leads you out of the kitchen and towards the stairs. He leads you past the guest room door, past the long, quiet hallway, all the way to a door at the very end. His room.

His bedroom is as stark and simple as the rest of the house, dominated by a huge, low bed. He doesn’t turn on the lights. The moonlight streaming through the glass wall is all you need.

There is no awkward fumbling. There are no declarations. There is only a quiet, mutual shedding of clothes, a shared sense of purpose. It’s a silent, desperate search for human connection. When you are under the cool, crisp sheets of his bed, and he is beside you, his skin warm against yours, it feels less like a seduction and more like a homecoming.

It’s a quiet, desperate collision of two lonely people in the dark. And as you lose yourself in the feeling of his arms around you, his body over yours, you manage, for the first time in what feels like a lifetime, to not think about Charles Leclerc at all.

***

You wake slowly, drifting up from the depths of a dreamless, heavy sleep. For the first few blissful seconds, there is nothing. No grief, no panic, no searing memory of betrayal. There is only a profound sense of peace, a quiet warmth you haven’t felt in years.

Then, you become aware of the body next to you.

The events of last night come rushing back not in a torrent, but in a soft, hazy wave. The vodka. The kiss. The silent, urgent journey to this room. You are in Kimi Räikkönen’s bed.

You open your eyes.

The morning light is filtering through the vast glass wall, painting the minimalist room in pale, gentle shades of grey and gold. The room is as stark and clean in the daylight as you imagined, but it feels different now. Warmer. Lived in. Your crumpled clothes are a messy heap on a sleek leather armchair in the corner, a chaotic splash of color in the otherwise perfect space.

You turn your head on the pillow. Kimi is still asleep, lying on his back, one arm thrown over his head. His face, usually a mask of stoic indifference, is completely relaxed in sleep. He looks younger. The hard lines around his eyes and mouth have softened. His breathing is a deep, steady rhythm beside you. In this moment, he is not the Iceman. He is just a man.

You lie there, perfectly still, just watching him, listening to the quiet sounds of the house waking up around you. A bird sings outside the window. The house is silent. You feel a strange, protective urge to not disturb this peace, to let this moment stretch on for as long as possible. Because you know what comes next.

Reality.

Today is the day your car will be ready. Today is the day you are supposed to leave.

The thought sends a familiar jolt of anxiety through you. Leaving means driving away from this strange, quiet sanctuary and straight back into the chaos of your imploded life. It means finding a hotel, dealing with the logistics of moving out of the Monaco apartment, and facing the soul-crushing silence from the man you thought you would spend your life with. The prospect is exhausting.

You carefully, slowly, slide out from under the heavy duvet, trying not to wake him. The cool morning air raises goosebumps on your bare skin. You tiptoe over to the chair to retrieve your clothes when a low, gravelly voice stops you cold.

“Where are you going?”

You turn. He’s awake. His eyes are open, that piercing ice-blue fixed on you. He hasn’t moved a muscle, but his gaze is alert, watchful.

“I … I was just going to get dressed,” you stammer, feeling suddenly exposed, vulnerable. “I should probably—I have to go pick up my car at noon.”

You say the words, and they hang in the air between you, a stark reminder of the temporary nature of your stay. The bubble is about to burst.

Kimi continues to look at you, his expression unreadable. He pushes himself up, leaning back against the headboard, the grey sheet pooling around his waist. He doesn’t say anything for a long, heavy moment. He just watches you, and you feel like he’s seeing right through you, to the panic and the fear you’re trying so hard to hide.

This is it, you think. The awkward morning-after. He’ll give you a polite nod, maybe offer you coffee, and then you’ll be on your way. Last night was a fluke, a vodka-fueled moment of shared loneliness. A bad idea, as he himself said.

But then he speaks, and the word he says is not one you expect.

“Stay.”

It’s not a question. It’s not a command. It’s … something else. A plea, delivered with the blunt force of a man who does not know how to plead. The word is quiet, but it lands in the room with the weight of a dropped engine block.

You stare at him. “What?”

“Stay,” he repeats, his voice a little rougher this time. He shifts, sitting up straighter. This, you realize with a jolt, is a display of emotion. For Kimi Räikkönen, this is the equivalent of a grand, heartfelt speech. He is visibly uncomfortable, out of his element, but he is not backing down.

“Kimi, I can’t,” you say, your voice barely a whisper. The kindness of the offer makes your throat ache. “You’ve been incredible, but this isn’t—I can’t just hide here forever. I have to go get my life together.”

“Your life is not together in Monaco,” he states, his logic infuriatingly simple. “Idiot is there. Paparazzi. Is not good.”

“I know that,” you say, a fresh wave of despair washing over you. “But I can’t just move into your house. I have a job. I have clients. I have responsibilities.”

This seems to genuinely pique his interest. The logical, problem-solving part of his brain kicks in, overriding the uncharacteristic emotional display. The tension in his shoulders eases slightly. He is back on familiar ground: data acquisition.

“A job?” He asks. “What is your job?”

“I’m an interior designer,” you tell him.

A beat of silence. You can practically see the gears turning in his head. His eyes light up with a sudden, brilliant idea. A solution. A way to make you stay that fits within his logical framework.

“Perfect,” he says, his voice full of a strange, triumphant finality.

You’re confused. “Perfect? What’s perfect?”

“You have a job,” he says, as if explaining something to a small child. “Here. With me. You are hired.”

You stare at him for a full ten seconds, and then you burst out laughing. You can’t help it. The laughter is a release of all the tension, all the absurdity of the last few days. It’s a real, genuine laugh, and it feels incredible.

“You’re hiring me?” You manage to get out between giggles. “Kimi, have you looked around this house? It’s stunning. It looks like it was ripped from the pages of a magazine. You don’t need an interior designer. Whoever designed this place already did a perfect job.”

You gesture around his beautiful, minimalist bedroom. “What could I possibly do? Pick out a new throw pillow?”

This is where he starts to fumble. He’s been so confident in his brilliant solution, he hadn’t thought this far ahead. His eyes dart around the room, searching for a flaw, for a project, for any justification for his ridiculous offer. You can see the panic begin to set in. He looks at the sleek, custom-built wardrobe. He glances at the perfectly appointed en-suite bathroom. Nothing. The place is flawless.

He’s completely cornered. And then, he finds it. The one thing. The only thing. He looks back at you, his expression now deadly serious.

“The … laundry room,” he says.

You stop laughing. You just stare at him. “The laundry room?”

“Yes,” he says, his voice gaining confidence. He latches onto the lie with the tenacity of a driver defending his position on the track. “Is no good. The … the flow. Is all wrong. The machines are in a bad place. The … folding area,” he says, clearly inventing the term on the spot, “is not efficient. It needs to be redone. Completely.”

The lie is so transparent, so wonderfully, hilariously bad, it makes your heart ache. The Iceman, the master of unflappable cool, is inventing a laundry room crisis to convince you to stay. He would rather lie about the logistical efficiency of his linen care than admit, simply, that he wants you around. And in that moment, it’s the most romantic, most endearing thing anyone has ever done for you.

You decide to play along, a slow smile spreading across your face. You cross your arms, looking at him with a mock-professional expression. “The laundry room, you say? A major design flaw.”

“Yes,” he insists, nodding seriously. “A disaster.”

“And you want to hire me, an expert, to handle this … critical renovation?”

“You said you need a job,” he points out, his logic a perfect, closed loop. “I have a job. You do the job. You stay here. Problem is solved.”

You walk over to the edge of the bed and sit down, facing him. The sheet is still pooled around his waist, and you have to resist the urge to reach out and touch him. “Okay, Mr. Räikkönen,” you say, your voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. “Let’s talk terms. What’s the budget for this … laundry room disaster?”

He doesn’t even blink. “Whatever,” he says.

“And the timeline?”

“As long as it takes,” he replies, his gaze intense.

You look at him, at this stubborn, ridiculous, unexpectedly wonderful man. You weigh your options. You can go. You can drive away in your repaired car and face the music, face the empty apartment, face the suffocating pity of your friends and the crushing silence of your ex. You can be strong and independent and miserable.

Or.

You can stay. You can accept this absurd, transparent, and incredibly sweet offer. You can stay in this quiet haven, with this quiet man who makes you feel safer than you’ve felt in your entire life. You can work on the most pointless, most romantic renovation project in the history of interior design. You can give yourself a minute to breathe. To heal.

It’s not even a choice.

“Alright,” you say, a real, happy smile lighting up your face. “You’ve got yourself a designer.”

A look of relief washes over his face. It’s a subtle shift, a slight easing of the tension in his jaw, but to you, it’s as clear as a checkered flag. He won.

“But,” you add, holding up a finger, “I am a professional. My first order of business will be a full on-site consultation. I’m going to need to see this disaster of a laundry room for myself. Immediately.”

A rare, small smile plays on his lips. The kind of smile that feels like a secret you’re both sharing. He looks at you, then at the rumpled sheets, then back at you.

“Later,” he says, his voice a low, husky growl. “The consultation can wait.”

Before you can react, he reaches out, grabs the front of your borrowed t-shirt, and pulls you down onto the bed with surprising strength. You let out a squeal of laughter as you tumble into the soft duvet.

He rolls over, caging you in with his arms, his body warm and solid above you.

“First,” he murmurs, his lips brushing against yours, “breakfast.” He pauses, his mouth hovering just inches from yours. “After one more round.”

You laugh, wrapping your arms around his neck, and pull him down to you. The laundry room could wait. For the first time in a long time, you felt like you were exactly where you were supposed to be.

***

A year can change everything.

A year ago, your world was a silent, minimalist villa owned by a stranger, a sterile sanctuary from a life that had just been publicly detonated. Now, that same villa is your home. And it is no longer silent.

It is filled with the sound of a little girl’s infectious giggles as she runs through the living room, her bright pink socks slipping on the polished concrete floor. It is filled with the low hum of a go-kart engine being meticulously tuned in the garage by a father and his quiet, focused son. It is filled with the scent of your baking, a warm, sweet counterpoint to the clean, modern lines of the kitchen. It is filled with life. Your life.

The laundry room, for the record, is a masterpiece of logistical efficiency and aesthetic calm. It was your first project, a ridiculous, wonderful monument to the lie that started your new life. After that, the changes were smaller, more organic. A plush, deep blue velvet sofa replaced the cold, grey sectional. A gallery wall of framed photographs — Kimi holding a laughing Rianna upside down, you and Robin covered in mud after a motocross session, the four of you squinting into the sun on a boat in a Finnish lake — now covers the vast white expanse of the main wall. There are plants, and books, and a worn, antique rug in the hallway that you found in a little shop in Zurich.

You have taken Kimi Räikkönen’s perfect, sterile house and you have made it a home. And he has, in his own quiet, steady way, helped you rebuild your heart.

“Robin, have you seen your pass?” You call out, holding up a lanyard with a VIP credential attached. “We can’t get into the paddock if you lose it!”

Your voice echoes slightly in the high-ceilinged space. You’re in the midst of the controlled chaos that is trying to get two children and one famously unhurried former Formula 1 World Champion out of the door on time.

Robin, a miniature version of his father with the same serious eyes and quiet intensity, appears from the hallway. He doesn’t speak, just points to the pocket of his little jacket.

“Okay, good,” you say with a relieved smile, ruffling his hair. “Rianna, sweetie, shoes!”

“But I want to wear the sparkly ones!” Comes a determined voice from the direction of the sofa.

Kimi emerges from the kitchen, holding a bottle of water and a half-eaten apple. He looks at you, a tiny, almost imperceptible smile playing on his lips. He is dressed in his usual uniform of jeans and a black t-shirt, but he looks different than he did a year ago. Softer. The constant, low-level tension he used to carry in his shoulders is gone.

“The sparkly shoes are not for the race track,” he says to his daughter, his voice its usual gravelly monotone. “Too much walking. You wear the trainers.”

“But Isä!”

“He’s right, Ri,” you interject, crouching down in front of her. “The trainers are much better for running away from scary reporters.”

This makes her giggle. “Okay!” She agrees, suddenly compliant.

You stand up, and Kimi is watching you, his expression one of quiet contentment. He hands you the bottle of water.

“You are ready for this?” He asks. It’s the closest he’ll get to acknowledging the potential awkwardness of your return to the F1 paddock.

You take a sip of water and smile at him. “It’s just a race, Kimi.”

“Yes,” he agrees. “People are the same. Mostly idiots.”

You laugh, leaning in to kiss him. The kiss is soft and familiar, a comfortable punctuation mark in the conversation of your life together. A year ago, the thought of returning to this world, the scene of your greatest humiliation, would have sent you into a spiral of panic. Now? Now it feels like a field trip. Your real life is here, in this house, with this man and these children. Everything else is just noise.

***

The Monza paddock is exactly as you remember it, only a thousand times more so. It’s a sensory overload of noise, color, and controlled chaos. The roar of an engine being tested in a nearby garage, the smell of burning rubber and high-octane fuel, the frantic energy of people marching with purpose, headsets on, clipboards in hand. And above it all, the passionate, ever-present hum of the Tifosi, the sea of red-clad fans chanting on the other side of the barriers.

This is Ferrari’s home. Charles’s home.

You feel a brief, phantom pang of the old anxiety, a ghostly echo of the girl you used to be. Then you feel a small hand slip into yours. You look down to see Robin looking up at you, his expression serious. You squeeze his hand. On your other side, Kimi is holding Rianna’s hand, who is pointing excitedly at a passing television camera.

You are a fortress, the four of you. A solid, hand-holding, impenetrable unit.

You walk through the turnstiles, your VIP passes beeping your entry into the inner sanctum. The plan is simple: say a quick hello to Kimi’s old friends at Alfa Romeo, grab a famously bad paddock coffee, and then watch the qualifying session from their hospitality suite. In and out. Minimal fuss.

Of course, that is not what happens.

The first domino falls as you pass the glowing red monolith of the Ferrari motorhome.

A pair of senior engineers, men you knew well from countless dinners and victory parties, are standing outside, deep in conversation over a data screen. One of them, a kind, balding man named Lucio, glances up. His eyes widen in recognition.

“Y/N?” He says, a huge, surprised smile breaking out on his face. “Ciao! Che sorpresa!” He takes a step toward you, his hand outstretched.

And that’s when he sees him. The man whose hand is linked with yours. His smile freezes. His brain visibly short-circuits, trying to process the impossible image in front of him. You, plus Kimi. And then his gaze drops to the two small children between you. You. Kimi. Children. A family.

Lucio stops dead in his tracks.

The other engineer, who was still looking at the data screen and walking forward, is not prepared for the sudden stop. He walks directly into Lucio’s back with a comical oof. The tablet he was holding goes flying, skittering across the asphalt. A third engineer, rushing out of the garage with a tray of espressos, swerves to avoid the flying tablet, trips over a power cable, and goes down in a clattering, coffee-splashing heap.

It’s a multi-engineer pile-up, a tangle of red uniforms and bewildered expressions.

“Isä, those men fell down,” Rianna observes, her voice full of childish curiosity.

“Yes,” Kimi says, not breaking his stride. “They forgot how to walk.”

You bite your lip to keep from laughing, pulling Robin along as Kimi leads your little parade away from the spreading puddle of espresso.

The second domino is a mechanic. A young guy you vaguely recognize, who always had a bit of a crush on you, is walking towards the garage carrying a front wing — a multi-million-dollar piece of carbon fiber. He spots you, his jaw going slack. His eyes follow you, completely mesmerized. He doesn’t see the partition wall for the tire bay.

THUMP.

The sound of his head connecting with the solid wall is sickeningly loud. He slides down to the ground, dazed, the precious front wing still clutched in his hands like a holy relic. A group of his colleagues rush over, torn between concern and hysterical laughter.

By now, your little procession is starting to draw attention. People are staring, whispering. The former girlfriend of Ferrari’s golden boy, holding hands with Ferrari’s last World Champion and his children. The gossip is spreading through the paddock at the speed of light.

And then comes the third, and perhaps most spectacular, domino.

Lewis Hamilton is cruising towards you on his signature paddock scooter. He’s dressed impeccably, as always, in some avant-garde designer outfit that probably costs more than your first car. He sees the commotion around the Ferrari garage, the dazed mechanic, the pile of engineers. He looks over to see the source of the disturbance.

He sees you. He sees Kimi.

The seven-time World Champion, a man famous for his precision and focus, a man who can place a racing car on an apex with millimeter accuracy at 200 miles per hour, completely forgets how to operate a scooter.

His eyes are wide with a mixture of shock and what looks like pure glee. He turns his head to get a better look, but he forgets to turn the handlebars. The scooter continues straight, veering off the pristine asphalt, over the curb, and onto a small patch of decorative grass. There’s a soft whump as the scooter tips over, dumping one of the greatest drivers of all time onto the lawn in a surprisingly clumsy tangle of limbs and expensive fabric.

He’s unharmed, but he sits up, looking bewildered, as if he can’t quite believe what just happened.

You are now the undeniable center of a three-ring circus of chaos. You look at Kimi, your eyes wide with a mixture of horror and amusement. He just looks at the scene, at the fallen engineers, the dazed mechanic, the sprawling World Champion, with an expression of mild, detached curiosity. To him, this is just further proof of his long-held theory.

And then you see him.

He’s walking out of the back of the Ferrari garage, his trainer at his side. He’s already in his race suit, zipped down to the waist, his helmet tucked under his arm. He has that look on his face, the one you know so well. The intense, pre-qualifying focus, where the rest of the world just melts away.

His trainer says something, and Charles glances up, his eyes scanning the paddock. And then they land on you.

Time slows down.

His step falters. The focused mask drops, replaced by a look of pure, unadulterated shock. He sees you. And he sees that you are not the ghost he has likely been picturing for the past year. You are not sad. You are not broken. You are smiling, your face glowing with a quiet, confident happiness he has never seen before.

His gaze slides from your face to the large, familiar hand holding yours. Kimi. A former Ferrari driver. His predecessor. A man he respects. The confusion on his face deepens.

And then, his eyes drop lower. He sees the two small children. He sees Robin, quiet and serious in his little jacket. He sees Rianna, who chooses that exact moment to wave at him with her free hand.

You. Kimi. Children. Holding hands. Smiling.

The equation does not compute. His brain, a finely tuned instrument designed to process thousands of points of data per second on a race track, cannot solve this one, simple, human problem.

You watch as the color drains from his face. His skin goes from its usual healthy Monegasque tan to a pale, clammy white. His green eyes, usually so bright, go wide and then seem to lose focus. His mouth opens slightly, but no sound comes out. Andrea, sensing something is wrong, puts a hand on his shoulder.

“Charles? Are you alright?”

But Charles doesn’t hear him. He takes one last, uncomprehending look at the happy, solid family unit you have formed with another man. And then, with all the grace of a sack of potatoes, he faints.

It’s not a dramatic, swooning faint. It’s a sudden, complete system failure. His knees buckle, his eyes roll back in his head, and he just … collapses, a heap of red race suit and shock on the paddock asphalt.

Pandemonium erupts. His trainer shouts his name. Medics come running. People are yelling.

You stand there, in the quiet eye of the hurricane you have unintentionally created, and you feel … nothing. No, that’s not right. You feel a quiet sense of closure. The last, withered vine connecting you to your old life has just been decisively severed.

Kimi has watched the entire scene unfold with the impassive air of an inspector at a crash site. He has analyzed the data and reached a conclusion.

Rianna tugs on his hand, her little face a mask of concern. “Isä,” she asks, her voice piping high above the noise. “What’s wrong with that man in the red pajamas?”

Kimi looks down at his daughter, then back at the chaotic scene of Charles being attended to by a frantic crowd. He considers the question for a moment, his expression thoughtful. Then he gives his official, expert diagnosis.

“Bwoah,” he says, his voice a low, gravelly rumble. “The car must be really bad this year.”

You stare at him. At this absurd, impossible, wonderful man. And you finally let yourself laugh. It’s a full, deep, joyous laugh of pure liberation.

Kimi watches you, and the corner of his mouth quirks into the smallest, most secret of smiles. He’s seen enough. This complication has been dealt with.

“Okay,” he says, giving Rianna’s hand a little squeeze. “We go. Ice cream now.”

He steers the four of you away from the mess, away from the gasps and the cameras and the ghost of your past life. You walk away from the chaos you created, a little island of calm in the storm.

And you look at him, this strange, silent man who saved you with a lie about a laundry room. You look down at the two wonderful children who have become your own. You are no longer a footnote in someone else’s story. You are home. And behind you, the wreckage of your past is, quite literally, being scraped off the pavement.

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It's been a while since I requested- Was thinking of Rookie reader who is like introverted but very sweet but when it comes to it she has a very agressive or blunt comments, so people are 50/50 on her but then her actual manager finally arrive, in tow is another one. It turns out Rookie!Reader is Simi's (Seb and Kimi) little prodigy, they can see now that she's like a perfect mix of the two, the aggressiveness of RB Seb, Introvertedness of Kimi, Bluntness of Kimi and the more recent mellowed out Seb.

🏁 “The Quiet One Was Raised by Wolves (and One Ice Man)”

Genre: Found family, quiet menace, grid chaos, legacy energy

Pairing: Platonic! 2025 F1 Grid x Rookie!Reader

A/N: It’s been a minute since I posted so we’re coming back STRONG. Soft introvert prodigy + legendary mentors reveal? Oh we are FED today.

The grid doesn’t know what to do with you.

You’re in your rookie year.

You’re quiet.

You answer media questions with short, polite sentences.

You say “thank you” to marshals.

You apologize if you bump someone in the drivers’ parade lineup.

You’re sweet.

Soft-spoken.

Always nodding.

Always listening.

And then you get in the car.

And suddenly you drive like you have unfinished business with the laws of physics.

✦ 50/50 OPINION SPLIT

The paddock is divided.

Half the drivers think you’re adorable.

The other half think you’re terrifying.

Because here’s the thing:

You’re introverted.

But when someone does something stupid on track?

You don’t sugarcoat it.

Radio clip from Bahrain:

“He moved under braking.”

Pause.

“…Again.”

Longer pause.

“That’s embarrassing.”

The internet gasps.

George blinks.

Lando chokes on water.

You go back to being quiet in interviews.

Monaco media pen:

Reporter: “You seem very calm for a rookie.”

You: “Panicking is inefficient.”

Deadpan.

Walk away.

Oscar whispers later:

“She’s like… polite but dangerous.”

✦ THE SWEET SIDE

Off track, you’re the opposite.

You bring homemade cookies to the paddock once.

You ask mechanics about their families.

You help a junior engineer carry equipment.

You remember everyone’s names.

Charles once says softly:

“She reminds me of… someone. I just don’t know who.”

Max just watches.

Arms crossed.

Evaluating.

✦ THE INCIDENT (SPAIN)

Lap 41.

You’re fighting for P6.

Someone divebombs you.

You keep it clean.

After the race, interviewer asks:

“That move was aggressive. Thoughts?”

You blink once.

“It was optimistic.”

Small smile.

“Very optimistic.”

The clip goes viral.

The grid collectively decides:

She’s 50% cinnamon roll.

50% blade.

✦ PADDOCK RUMORS

People start asking:

Where did she come from?

Her junior career was impressive but… quiet.

No flashy academy politics.

No loud PR machine.

No obvious backing drama.

Just steady progress.

Too steady.

Almost… curated.

Max says one day:

“She drives like someone trained her properly.”

Lewis nods.

“Old school properly.”

And then.

Monza.

✦ THE ARRIVAL

It’s Thursday.

The paddock buzzes differently.

Not loud.

Not dramatic.

But heavy.

Two very familiar figures walk in.

The cameras don’t even know what to do at first.

Then someone whispers:

“Is that—”

Yes.

It is.

Sebastian Vettel

and

Kimi Räikkönen

Walking side by side.

Like they never left.

The paddock actually goes quiet.

Seb looks relaxed.

Kimi looks… like Kimi.

They aren’t there for nostalgia.

They’re walking straight toward your garage.

✦ THE REVEAL

You’re sitting on a tire stack, helmet in your lap.

You look up.

Your entire face changes.

Not starstruck.

Not shocked.

Just soft.

“Hi.”

Seb ruffles your hair.

Kimi nods once.

Max freezes mid-step.

Charles actually says:

“No.”

Lewis laughs in disbelief.

“Oh that makes sense.”

Seb turns to the small gathering crowd forming and smiles that slightly mischievous smile.

“We thought we’d check on our kid.”

Our kid.

The paddock explodes.

✦ EVERYTHING CLICKS

Suddenly it all makes sense.

The way you rotate the car mid-corner.

The aggressive but calculated overtakes.

The calm under pressure.

The blunt radio comments.

The introverted paddock energy.

You are:

The aggression of early Red Bull Seb.

The introversion of Kimi.

The blunt radio energy of Kimi.

The softened, thoughtful maturity of later Seb.

You didn’t stumble into F1.

You were shaped for it.

Lewis walks over, smiling wide.

“So this is why she’s terrifying.”

Max smirks.

“Yeah. That checks out.”

✦ MEDIA CHAOS

The press conference is absurd.

Reporter:

“Sebastian, Kimi, are you officially mentoring Y/N?”

Seb smiles.

“We’ve known her a while.”

Kimi shrugs.

“She listens.”

You sit between them, small but composed.

Reporter:

“Y/N, what have they taught you?”

You think.

Then answer honestly:

“Drive fast. Don’t talk too much.”

The entire room laughs.

Kimi nods approvingly.

Seb tries not to grin too hard.

✦ THE GRID REACTION (POST-REALIZATION)

George: “I thought she just woke up like that.”

Oscar: “No wonder she doesn’t flinch.”

Lando: “We’ve been racing against a secret weapon.”

Max, quietly: “Good.”

But it’s not fear in the paddock.

It’s respect.

Because despite being raised by two champions, you’re still you.

Still shy in crowded rooms.

Still offering cookies to mechanics.

Still thanking marshals.

Still soft.

Just… sharp when needed.

✦ RACE DAY MONZA

You finish P5.

Solid. Controlled. Clean.

When you get out of the car, Seb claps.

Kimi gives you a nod that means more than applause.

Seb says quietly:

“You’re ready.”

Kimi adds:

“Don’t get slower.”

You smile.

“Wouldn’t dream of it.”

✦ FINAL PADDOCK MOMENT

Later, the three of you stand off to the side, away from cameras.

Seb’s hand rests on your shoulder.

Kimi’s arms are crossed.

They don’t hover.

They don’t micromanage.

They just watch.

Proud.

The grid sees it.

And something shifts.

You’re no longer “that quiet rookie.”

You’re legacy in motion.

And you didn’t need to shout to prove it.

End.

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[ruizival]

A German-Finnish family 😋

[degenerateleviatan]

That voice in my head...

[kuzzirog]

redbull simi

[notteddybear]

I understood why Sebastian Vettel had a crush on Kimi Raikonnen and why Max Verstappen have a crush on Charles Leclerc.

Because every bull gets excited by red clothes.

[f1pitwall]

Kimi Raikkonen liking the post of Kimi Antonelli being introduced as him for his win at the Chinese GP 2026!

[lap90]

can i request a kimi räikkönen fic? basically him and the reader have been together for years but kept it quiet, not necessarily a secret. anyway, the world finds out and criticises them. kimi is his icy self to the world but is really protective of her and is soft with her. maybe she is a driver who hasn’t retired yet. i love your work and i hope you are having a good week ❤️❤️

The Only Noise That Matters - KR

served with: kimi räikkönen x fem!driver!reader chef's note: for seven years, Y/N and Kimi mastered the art of "hiding in plain sight." They were competitors on the track and partners in the dark—sharing a life that the cameras never saw. But when a leaked photo from a private grocery store shatters their carefully constructed silence. Because to the public, he’s a wall of ice. But to Y/N, he’s the only warmth in a very loud world. portion size: 3.4k

Spa-Francorchamps, 2019

The rain in the Ardennes Forest didn't just fall; it conquered. You were standing under the awning of the FIA hospitality building, shivering in your team kit. It was your rookie season, and the weight of a difficult qualifying session was sitting heavy in your chest. You’d missed Q3 by a tenth of a second, and the media was already sharpening their knives, wondering if you were "too soft" for the grid.

"It’s just water," a low, gravelly voice said behind you.

You didn't need to turn around to know it was Kimi. He was leaning against the brick wall, a cap pulled low over his eyes, looking like he’d rather be anywhere else on Earth.

"It’s not the water, Kimi," you sighed, hugging your arms. "It’s the timing. I messed up."

Kimi pushed off the wall and stood beside you, staring out at the grey mist covering the track. "Everyone messes up. Most of them are just too stupid to admit it. You're fast. Stop overthinking. It’s a car, not a space shuttle."

You looked at him, surprised. Kimi Räikkönen didn’t usually give pep talks. He barely gave interviews. "Thanks. I think."

"Bwoah, don't thank me. It's annoying," he muttered, but he didn't walk away. Instead, he reached into his pocket, pulled out a small, wrapped chocolate from the hospitality tray, and handed it to you. "Eat. You look like you’re going to faint, and I don’t want to carry you."

Three months later, the "talks" between you had shifted from racing lines to late-night dinners in obscure towns near the circuits. You were sitting in a tiny, family-run trattoria outside of Maranello, the kind of place where the owner didn't know a front wing from a pizza peel.

"They're going to find out eventually," you said, watching him methodically dismantle a plate of pasta. "The photographers, the PR teams... it’s a small world, Kimi."

Kimi looked up, his blue eyes piercingly direct. "Why? We aren't doing a show. I drive, you drive. What happens when the engines are off is our business."

"You really think we can keep this quiet?"

"I've been ignoring the media for twenty years," Kimi said simply, reaching across the table to take your hand. His thumb traced a slow, soothing circle over your knuckles. "It’s easy. We don't talk about it. We don't post the pictures. We just... exist. If they don't see it, they can't ruin it."

You looked at his hand on yours—the first time he’d initiated physical contact in public, even in this empty restaurant. It felt like a vow.

"Okay," you whispered. "A secret, then."

"Not a secret," Kimi corrected, his voice softening into that rare, tender register he only used when it was just the two of you. "Just ours."

The next day at the track, you passed him in the paddock. A swarm of cameras was following him, and a journalist was shouting questions about his retirement plans.

You walked by, your heart hammering in your chest, bracing for... something.

Kimi didn't even blink. He walked past you as if you were a stranger, his face a mask of bored indifference. He didn't look back. He didn't smile. To the world, you were just another driver on the grid.

But as you passed, his hand swung naturally by his side, and for a split second, his knuckles brushed against yours—a deliberate, hidden ghost of a touch that sent a spark up your arm.

You kept walking, a small, private smile tugging at your lips. He was right. As long as it was just yours, they couldn't touch it.

Monaco, 2022

Monaco was always a nightmare for privacy. The paddock was so cramped that you could practically hear the heartbeat of the driver in the garage next to yours. You were in your fourth season now, no longer a rookie, but a consistent points-finisher.

During the Saturday qualifying session, the unthinkable happened. Coming out of the Swimming Pool chicane, your rear tire clipped the barrier, sending your car spinning into a violent impact with the wall at Tabac.

The world went silent for a second. Then, the radio crackled.

"Y/N, are you okay? Confirm you are okay."

You gasped, the air knocked out of your lungs. "I'm... I'm fine. Just... shaken."

Kimi was three cars behind you on his flying lap when the red flag came out. Usually, when there was a crash, Kimi would simply drive back to the pits, hop out of the car, and go find a gelato.

But this time, as he drove past the wreckage of your car, his hands tightened on the steering wheel until his knuckles went white. He saw the safety marshals hovering around your cockpit. He didn't see you move yet.

Back in the pits, the cameras were everywhere. Kimi climbed out of his Alfa Romeo, his face a mask of iron. A young, rising star on the grid—Zhou Guanyu—was standing nearby, watching the replay on the big screens.

"That was a nasty hit for Y/N," Zhou remarked, looking over at Kimi. "She’s lucky she walked away from that. Do you think her suspension failed?"

Kimi didn't answer. He didn't even look at Zhou. He was walking straight toward the medical center, his pace faster than anyone had ever seen him move outside of a car.

"Hey, Kimi! Media pen is the other way!" a PR officer called out.

"Leave me alone," Kimi growled, not slowing down.

Inside the medical center, you were sitting on the edge of the exam table, an ice pack pressed to your bruised shoulder. The door burst open, and Kimi walked in. He didn't care that there were two medics in the room.

He stopped in front of you, his chest heaving slightly. For a long moment, he just looked at you, his blue eyes searching yours for any sign of a concussion or hidden pain.

"I'm okay, Kimi," you whispered, reaching out with your good arm.

The medics, sensing a shift in the atmosphere that they didn't quite understand, stepped into the hallway to "check paperwork."

The moment the door clicked shut, the Iceman melted. Kimi stepped between your knees, leaning down to press his forehead against yours. His hands came up to frame your face, his touch so light it was as if he were afraid you’d break.

"You're a move-on, you know that?" he murmured, his voice thick with a rare, raw emotion. "I saw the car. I thought..."

"I'm tough, remember?" You managed a weak smile, sliding your hand into his.

"Don't do it again," he muttered, his thumb brushing over your temple. "I don't like it."

He stayed there for five minutes, just holding you in the silence of the medical room—a stark contrast to the roar of the engines outside.

When Kimi finally walked out, Zhou was still lingering near the entrance, leaning against a stack of tires. He looked at Kimi, then at the closed door of the medical center.

"You're very worried about her, Kimi," Zhou said, his voice laced with a knowing smirk. "I didn't know you two were such... close friends."

Kimi stopped. He turned his head slowly, giving the younger driver a look so cold it could have frozen the Mediterranean.

"She’s a colleague," Kimi said, his voice back to its flat, uninterested monotone. "And you’re a gossip. One of those things is useful on a race track. The other is a waste of my time."

He walked away without another word, leaving Zhou blinking in confusion. The secret was safe for now, but the ice was getting thinner.

Helsinki, Winter Break 2024

The leak didn't happen at a race. It didn't happen in the high-octane chaos of a paddock. It happened in the quiet, frozen silence of a Finnish grocery store.

You were wearing an oversized hoodie and a beanie, laughing as Kimi argued with a self-checkout machine over a bag of licorice. He had his arm draped naturally around your shoulders, and at one point, he leaned down to press a lingering kiss to the side of your head. It was a mundane, beautiful moment of domesticity.

But a tourist with a high-resolution smartphone had been standing three aisles over.

By the time you landed in Abu Dhabi for the season opener, the photos had gone viral. "The Iceman’s Secret Flame," the headlines screamed. But as the hours passed, the tone shifted from curiosity to cynicism.

Walking into the paddock on Thursday felt like walking into a firing squad. The cameras weren't just following you; they were stalking you.

"Y/N! How long has Kimi been 'consulting' on your career?" one reporter shouted, his voice dripping with sarcasm.

"Is it true he threatened to leave the sport if you didn't get a seat?" another yelled.

You kept your head down, your hands shaking slightly inside your team jacket. You had earned your place. You had the points. You had the podiums. But in the eyes of the world, you had suddenly shrunk into a "plus-one."

You reached the back of the hospitality unit, slipping inside the small, private room where Kimi was already sitting, staring at a monitor. He didn't look up when you entered, but his jaw was set tight—a telltale sign that he was furious.

"They're saying I'm a fraud, Kimi," you said, your voice small. "They're saying you bought my seat."

Kimi stood up slowly. He walked over to you, his boots heavy on the floor. He didn't say anything at first; he just wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into his chest so tightly you could hear his heartbeat. It was steady, slow, and utterly unbothered by the world outside.

"Let them talk," he murmured into your hair. "They're bored. They want a story because they aren't fast enough to make their own."

"But the team—"

"I’ve already talked to the team," Kimi said, pulling back to look at you. His eyes were like blue fire. "If anyone in that garage treats you differently, they deal with me. And they know I don’t like talking."

Later that day, Kimi was scheduled for the main FIA press conference. Usually, he gave one-word answers. Today, the room was packed to the rafters.

"Kimi," a journalist began, "the photos from Finland suggest a very long-term relationship with Y/N. Don't you think keeping this a secret for seven years was a bit... deceptive to the fans? Especially considering you both compete on the same track?"

Kimi leaned into the microphone. He didn't blink. The "Iceman" persona was at a level of absolute zero.

"It wasn't a secret," Kimi said, his voice flat and dangerous. "We just didn't tell you. There's a difference."

"But her career—"

"Her career is her career," Kimi interrupted, his voice rising just enough to silence the room. "She has more talent in her left thumb than most of you have in your entire bodies. If you want to talk about racing, talk about racing. If you want to talk about my private life... go buy a magazine and leave us alone. I'm here to drive, not to explain my life to people who don't matter."

He stood up before the moderator could even call for the next question. He walked out of the room, leaving a stunned silence behind him.

That night, back at the hotel, you found him out on the balcony, looking out over the Yas Marina circuit. He had two drinks waiting on the table.

You walked up behind him, sliding your arms around his waist. "You were scary today."

Kimi turned in your arms, a ghost of a smirk playing on his lips. He reached out, tucking a stray lock of hair behind your ear with a hand that was incredibly soft for someone who had just dismantled the world’s media.

"I don't like people touching what's mine," he said simply. "You're the only part of this sport that isn't fake, Y/N. I won't let them turn you into a headline."

He kissed you then—not the quick, hidden peck of the last seven years, but a deep, certain kiss that claimed everything.

"Tomorrow," he whispered against your lips, "we go out there. You beat me in Sector 1, I beat you in Sector 3. And then we go home and forget they exist."

Interlagos, Brazil

The humidity was thick enough to choke on, and the tension in the paddock had reached a boiling point. It had been three weeks since the world found out, and the "distraction" narrative hadn't died down. If anything, it had gotten louder.

As you were pulling on your fireproof undershirt in the back of the garage, Zhou—the driver who had been whispering since Monaco—walked by with a smirk.

"Big day, Y/N," he drawled, leaning against the doorframe. "Better make sure Kimi doesn't let you pass him today. It would look bad for the 'integrity' of the sport, wouldn't it?"

Before you could even think of a retort, a shadow loomed over Zhou’s shoulder. Kimi didn't say a word; he just stood there, his arms crossed over his chest, his blue eyes fixed on the back of Zhou’s head with a cold, predatory stillness.

Zhou turned, saw Kimi, and the smirk vanished instantly. He mumbled something about a briefing and scurried away.

Kimi didn't look at him as he left. He walked over to you, reaching out to straighten the collar of your racing suit. His fingers lingered there for a second, a gentle contrast to the intensity of his gaze.

"He’s slow," Kimi said simply. "Ignore the slow ones. They’re only behind you so they can see your rear wing."

You laughed, the nerves finally dissipating. "I'm going to beat you today, Kimi."

"Bwoah," he shrugged, a tiny, private smile twitching at the corner of his mouth. "Try it. If you win, I don't have to do the press conference. That’s a good deal for me."

The race was a blur of rain, spray, and adrenaline. You were in a flow state, carving through the field, your car feeling like an extension of your own body. By lap 60, the order was clear: the championship leader in P1, Kimi in P2, and you in P3.

For ten laps, the two of you were a synchronized unit. You knew his braking points; he knew your lines. You weren't helping each other—you were pushing each other. The gap to P4 was growing by seconds every lap. The critics who said you were a distraction were silenced by the sheer, undeniable speed of the two cars running nose-to-tail.

When the checkered flag waved, you had secured your first podium of the season. Kimi had secured his fifty-thousandth (or so it felt).

Inside the cool-down room, away from the cameras for just a few seconds, the adrenaline was still humming. You took off your helmet, your hair damp with sweat, and leaned against the wall, gasping for air.

Kimi walked straight to you. He didn't care about the water bottles or the towels. He grabbed the front of your suit and pulled you into a fierce, sweaty hug.

"You did it," he whispered into your ear, his voice rough with pride. "Top three. No excuses now."

"We did it," you corrected, pulling back to look at him.

He reached up, using the sleeve of his own suit to wipe a smudge of sweat off your forehead. His touch was so tender, so incredibly soft, that it felt like a secret even though you were standing in a room that would be broadcast to millions in thirty seconds.

"Let’s go give them something to talk about," he murmured.

As you stepped out onto the podium, the crowd erupted. The boos from earlier in the weekend were drowned out by the sheer spectacle of what had just happened.

When the trophies were handed out and the champagne started flying, Kimi didn't follow the usual protocol. He walked over to your step on the podium, drenched in sparkling wine, and draped his arm around your shoulders.

He didn't look at the cameras. He didn't look at the dignitaries. He looked at you, a clear, defiant statement to every critic, every journalist, and every doubter.

"Is this the 'distracted' driver?" his posture seemed to ask the world.

Later, as you walked back toward the motorhomes, Kimi stopped you in the dark space between the trucks. He pulled you into a quiet corner, his hands finding your waist.

"The world knows now," you said, looking up at him in the moonlight.

"Let them know," Kimi said, leaning down to press a slow, deep kiss to your lips—one that finally told the whole story. "I’m retired from hiding. But I’m never retiring from you."

He pulled his cap down low, his "Iceman" mask clicking back into place as a photographer turned the corner, but he didn't let go of your hand. He led you through the crowd, silent and immovable, protecting his world within a world.

Porkkala, Finland – Three Months Later

The silence in Finland was different from the silence in a cockpit. In the car, silence meant the engine had failed. Here, at the edge of the frozen Baltic Sea, silence meant peace.

The house was a masterpiece of glass and dark wood, tucked so deeply into the pine trees that even the most dedicated paparazzi couldn't find it without a snowmobile and a death wish. Inside, the only sound was the crackle of birch logs in the massive stone fireplace.

You were curled up on the oversized linen sofa, wrapped in one of Kimi’s thick wool sweaters that came down to your mid-thigh. Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the world was a blur of blue-grey twilight and falling snow.

A heavy pair of wool socks padded across the floor. Kimi appeared, holding two steaming mugs of coffee. He wasn’t wearing a team kit, a watch, or a hat. His hair was messy, and he looked younger—relaxed in a way the world never got to see.

He set the mugs down and practically fell onto the sofa next to you, pulling your legs over his lap without a word.

"Coffee," he grunted, nodding toward the table.

"Thank you, Kimi." You reached out, taking a sip. It was exactly how you liked it. "It’s so quiet. I think my ears are still ringing from Abu Dhabi."

Kimi leaned his head back against the cushion, his eyes closing. "No more planes for a while. No more people asking stupid questions. Just the trees. The trees don't want an interview."

You smiled, leaning over to rest your head on his chest. You could hear the slow, steady rhythm of his heart. To everyone else, Kimi was a statue—unmoved, unbothered, and cold. But beneath the wool sweater, his skin was warm, and his hand moved instinctively to stroke your hair, his fingers tangling in the strands with a gentleness that still made your breath hitch.

"The media is finally moving on to someone else," you murmured. "I saw an article today about the new rookie. They’ve stopped calling me a distraction."

Kimi’s hand stilled for a second. "I told you. They have the memory of a goldfish. They find something shiny and forget everything else." He opened one eye, looking down at you. "Are you happy?"

It was a simple question, but from Kimi, it was everything. He didn't care about the trophies in the hall or the millions in the bank. He cared about the answer to that one question.

"I am," you said softly. "I’m very happy."

Kimi shifted, shifting you so you were tucked firmly under his arm. He pulled a heavy wool blanket over both of you, creating a small, private fortress against the winter outside.

"Good," he said, his voice dropping to that low, private rumble. "Because I’m not going back to the way it was. If we go to a gala, we go together. If we go to the podium, we go together. No more separate cars. No more 'just colleagues.'"

He tilted your chin up, his blue eyes searching yours. There was no ice in them now—only a fierce, protective devotion.

"You’re my person, Y/N," he whispered. "The world can watch if they want. But they don't get to come inside."

He kissed you then, a slow, lingering kiss that tasted like coffee and home. Outside, the wind howled through the pines, and the snow piled up against the glass, burying the tracks of anyone who might try to follow you.

But inside, by the fire, the Iceman was finally warm. And for the first time in seven years, you didn't have to hide the fire, either.

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