Bunny,
My sweet, sweet bunny. What happened to us? We went from being so happy, so perfect, living the kind of love that's only set in movies and fairytales. I made a mistake. There, I said it. I made a mistake--and it's one that I know I will regret for the rest of my life. When I look at you now, I don't see the happy virus that I fell in love with. In fact, I see someone that harbours so much hurt, so much pain that I know I was the reason behind. A million pleas of apologies won't sew up the heart I broke, but I won't stop trying until you can look at me with love and trust again. Believe me when I say that I love you--I always did and I always will.
I'm not sure where we're standing in our relationship right now, but I'm sure of my love. No matter how far you push me away, no matter how difficult things get, no matter how distanced from me you make yourself... I will continue fighting until the day you tell me that you fell out of love with me. If you can still look me in the eye and say I love you with even just an ounce of feeling, then I'm going to keep fighting for your your heart--for our love. With due time, we'll heal the hearts we have broken and I know we'll only come out stronger.
My red panda, my black bunny, my black kitty, my everything--you're the star in my sky that shines brighter than most, the light at the end of my seemingly dark tunnel, the one thing in my life that's worth holding on to. When I lost everything else, you were the only one I had. I have no right to say this but, don't give up on us. I haven't yet--and I won't give up on you.
I love you, Park Chanyeol. I have made many mistakes in my life but I will never make the mistake of falling in love with you.