Lazy Virus

Exo's Main Rapper My one and only Family not claiming to be the real Chanyeol rp purposes only

[crackkyeol]

This is all too much; memories, friends, everything. I never thought that one day, I'd come back here.

[crackkyeol]

Goodbye, folks. Until we see each other again.

[zeloath-blog]

What's up, it's Zelo in the house!

Hello, how are you all doing this fine day? If it isn’t much to ask, I just want you all to like/reblog/follow if you’re an active roleplayer so we can start having fun, yes? 

I’m a good time, who wouldn’t want to be my friend? I’m a skateboarder, bboy and a part-time barista. So what are y’all waiting for?

Give it to me, baby!

[zeloath-blog]

What's up, it's Zelo in the house!

Hello, how are you all doing this fine day? If it isn’t much to ask, I just want you all to like/reblog/follow if you’re an active roleplayer so we can start having fun, yes? 

I’m a good time, who wouldn’t want to be my friend? I’m a skateboarder, bboy and a part-time barista. So what are y’all waiting for?

Give it to me, baby!

[crackkyeol]

I never thought that I would be in so much pain. What did I do to deserve this,

[crackkyeol]

Bunny,

My sweet, sweet bunny. What happened to us? We went from being so happy, so perfect, living the kind of love that's only set in movies and fairytales. I made a mistake. There, I said it. I made a mistake--and it's one that I know I will regret for the rest of my life. When I look at you now, I don't see the happy virus that I fell in love with. In fact, I see someone that harbours so much hurt, so much pain that I know I was the reason behind. A million pleas of apologies won't sew up the heart I broke, but I won't stop trying until you can look at me with love and trust again. Believe me when I say that I love you--I always did and I always will.

I'm not sure where we're standing in our relationship right now, but I'm sure of my love. No matter how far you push me away, no matter how difficult things get, no matter how distanced from me you make yourself... I will continue fighting until the day you tell me that you fell out of love with me. If you can still look me in the eye and say I love you with even just an ounce of feeling, then I'm going to keep fighting for your your heart--for our love. With due time, we'll heal the hearts we have broken and I know we'll only come out stronger.

My red panda, my black bunny, my black kitty, my everything--you're the star in my sky that shines brighter than most, the light at the end of my seemingly dark tunnel, the one thing in my life that's worth holding on to. When I lost everything else, you were the only one I had. I have no right to say this but, don't give up on us. I haven't yet--and I won't give up on you.

I love you, Park Chanyeol. I have made many mistakes in my life but I will never make the mistake of falling in love with you.

[iwantado-nut-blog]

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Hi. I’m new. I will let you pet me if you come be my friend. I’m as sweet as krispy kreme. (｡◕‿◕｡)

Reblog me so I can share my DO goodness with the world.

[sootoro-blog]

reblog and get a free butt-touch from him!!!

[crackkyeol]

I will go on indefinite hiatus. Something's off with me lately and I'm clearly losing myself. I guess I'll come back when my life gets better--I got dumped by my boyfriend and now we're hanging by a thread. 

I will check my inbox from time to time or even queue some posts but hmm, whatever. 

I wish I can turn back time.

[crackkyeol]

/takes out something from his pocket and reveals a pokeball; Babe, we've been through a lot and I know this is crazy but marry me, maybe?

[kimjongil-in-blog]

Stop putting words in my mouth! /scrambles up to his feet, his chest heaving as he spoke;  What if it doesn’t? What if we get married, and you’ll see how life really is with me, huh? What if you get tired of me—what if you get bored? What am I supposed to do then? Am I supposed to just walk away? I can’t, hyung. /runs after you, his eyes frantically searching for you as desperation seeped into his voice; I can’t walk away from you now, but how do I know you won’t walk away from me later? Come back! I don’t understand why there has to be a label! Why can’t we just be?

[crackkyeol]

I love you and I know we will make it through, whatever happens, we will do whatever it takes to be in each other's arms once again. Right now, all I know is that I'm hurt and I feel so lost, empty--I even feel that I'm fighting alone in this right now. /halts once he felt your eyes on his, closes his eyes to avoid your stare; My thoughts are slowly eating me, Jongin. My chest, it--it hurts so much right now and I feel like it's going to explode. I'm hurt.

[crackkyeol]

You know him better than I do. You know that he loves you. That he's fucking terrified of losing you. Of making that jump and missing the curb. He's so afraid. But so are you. You're afraid that if he doesn't jump, he never will. But I think you both should calmly and not rashly, sort your pros and cons of marriage. Make a list, show the other person, and discuss calmly. -wipes your tears with his thumb along your cheek- Please.

I don't know anymore, hyung. Just let him be, I guess I wasn't really deserving of his forever promises. /grabs a hold of your hand and puts it down to let himself wipe his own tears; It's okay, I'll be okay.

[crackkyeol]

/takes out something from his pocket and reveals a pokeball; Babe, we've been through a lot and I know this is crazy but marry me, maybe?

[kimjongil-in-blog]

No… no. /shakes his head, looking up at you with wide eyes; It’s none of that. I’m just… I’m just… I’m scared things will change between us. What if we get sucked into the monotony of marriage? What if we stop fighting because we know we’ll never leave each other—what if things become too easy, too simple, too perfect? You’re bound to get bored of me, I just know it. Marriage isn’t easy. It could suffocate us. We’re hanging on a thread here, hyung!

[crackkyeol]

Just shut up, okay? I get it. You don't want to commit yourself to me, I get the fucking point so shut up! /shouts in frustration, turning himself once again and start to push his heels to walk; What if we love each other more, over and over again? what if it's the only thing that can assure me that you won't leave me, that you won't get tired? /slowly shaking his head as he was somewhat distant from where you are, his faint voice echoing around the isolated place they are in; I guess you never really wanted to be with me until forever ends, hmm, Jongin?

[crackkyeol]

Shhhh. I know, I know. -caresses the back of your head, killing him how much you hurt inside- I know. You'll hurt so bad and you feel like you want to die. But I promise it will heal.

I didn't know what went wrong, hyung--I, I thought he loves me just as much, but I guess...I--/bites his lower lip, tries to hold his sobs within him; 

[crackkyeol]

Yeollie. -pulls you into a tight hug-

Hyu--hyung. /flashes you a small smile while wrapping his arms around your waist, sobs when his face hit your chest; 

[crackkyeol]

/takes out something from his pocket and reveals a pokeball; Babe, we've been through a lot and I know this is crazy but marry me, maybe?

[kimjongil-in-blog]

I am yours. I always will be yours. /falls helplessly to the floor, rubbing his face; What does it matter if there’s a ring or not or a wedding or vows?! Why does it matter at all? Why does love have to be determined by labels—why can’t we stay as we are? 

[crackkyeol]

/turns himself to face you with a weary stare; Why can't we label ourselves, then, hmm? Was it because you might get tired of what we have and that you want to assure yourself that we're nothing, that we're just boyfriends, that we won't take this shit seriously? Or was it because you can't find me being a better husband, or was it because--or was it--/stumbles against his words as his tears kept falling from his eyes; Why are you doing this to me, Jongin?

[crackkyeol]

I'm tired.

[crackkyeol]

/takes out something from his pocket and reveals a pokeball; Babe, we've been through a lot and I know this is crazy but marry me, maybe?

[kimjongil-in-blog]

No! /shakes his head furiously, dropping the ring as he scrambled to catch you in his arms before you fell to the floor; None of those were lies. They weren’t! I put my heart into everything I said—everything I did for you. /his brow furrows in fear at your word, his mouth gaping open; No… no. Don’t do that. /shakes his head some more, clutching onto you; You promised not to leave. You fucking promised!

[crackkyeol]

They were, I know they were! /pushes himself away from you, shaking his head furiously while his tears were streaming from his eyes; You don't mean everything, every word you said. Everything were lies! Lies! 'Cause if you do, you wouldn't think twice about being mine all over again. I need to clear my mind out of things, you need space, I get it. You can't have space with me around. 

[crackkyeol]

/takes out something from his pocket and reveals a pokeball; Babe, we've been through a lot and I know this is crazy but marry me, maybe?

[kimjongil-in-blog]

/bites down on his lower lip as he quickly grabbed your hand before you could pull away completely; I did! I meant it all… just… just not marriage. /shakes his head, his own tears welling up in his eyes; No, I’ve just been busy! I’ve had practice every day and you don’t even notice my injuries. When I come home, all I want to do is curl up into bed next to you but lately, we’ve done nothing but fight. In the past two weeks, we’ve made love once. You nag me constantly when I just want your touch so I’m sorry if I thought we just needed a little bit of space. /wipes at his own eyes with his free hand, his voice softening; I feel suffocated in marriages…

[crackkyeol]

/was slowly getting his knees weak from the words you threw; So, all these time--all the stories you've been telling me, all those wonderful promises you swore, all those little things you'll do to me when we get married are all lies, hmm, Jongin? /tilts his head up as he let go of a bitter laughter; Well then, fine. I'm just worried sick, okay? You've been bruised, you're hurting a lot and I know, even if you don't tell me, I know you're slowly getting unhealthy because of it, you don't sleep right, you don't eat right but fine, alright, space is what you want? Okay, space is what you'll get. You won't see me nagging you anymore, maybe you won't probably see me for the rest of the week, or even the whole month. Or whatever--be happy with what you want.