What2do
Chapter 27 Pt. 1
“YOU LIKE HER…MORE THAN A FRIEND , BYUNGJAE.”
Ovan had told him bluntly and simply. Byungjae was really hopeless when it comes to you. He shook his head, he knew his job was already done and he had answered possibly every question that Byungjae might ask to him. He just ended it early. He didn’t want to beat around the bush anymore. Byungjae is his friend after all.
“Well I think my job here is done. Now, just a piece of advice before you do something stupid. REST! Or else you’ll be in a far worse situation with (y/n) if you just do what your instinct tells you to do. You need it Byungxen , you’ve been working too hard these days. You are not a robot. You are human and a human needs rest in order to function properly.” Ovan stood up and softly patted Byungjae’s shoulder.
“Everything will fall into place soon. I’ll leave now okay? If you wanna stay a little longer then do so but please. Take my advice. Get some rest.” Ovan bid farewell to him and left him alone in the rooftop to think over what has been revealed to him. He just hopes that nothing bad happens but he feels like something else would happen before everything would be okay. He hopes that it won’t affect everyone involved greatly.
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Byungjae was not moving an inch. He liked you more than a friend? How was he going to face you now? He then remembered Ovan’s advice to not do what his instincts tells him to do. Right, now his instincts were telling him to go to you and have confrontation with you but he didn’t want to be in a bad situation with you and he might actually lose you if he does. Without him knowing tears were falling down on his clenched fist. It hurt him, deeply.
He loves you. He realizes how much he doesn’t want you gone out of his life. He realizes that he’d rather have you beside him listening to his gloomy , depressing songs getting depressed together than have you out of his life and you being happy without him while he’s miserable without you.
Call him selfish but that is how much he wants you to stay in his life.
“It’s better that two feel gloomy than one,”
How is he going to talk with you privately? He knows Haon doesn’t have any schedule for the next days and for sure he will spend it with you and he doesn’t want to intrude on your time with Haon but then again the thought of leaving you alone for a few days hurt let alone leaving you alone with Haon. He is now feeling a little anxious; he remembered the sparkle in your eyes when you saw the meditating rapper. He saw how much you were happy just seeing him. He was now feeling conflicted. Should he go to you later or should he let you be? He was thinking of these scenarios if he did leave you alone. Scenarios that hits him deep and more tears fall down his eyes.
“FUCK!!!!” he cried out. He hated the pain he was feeling. He desperately needed you right now. He needed to at least hear you voice to calm him down but he couldn’t call you. He was getting restless but he was gonna take Ovan’s advice of taking a rest and not do things hastily or bad consequences might happen , worst case scenario he might lose you and he didn’t want that.
Now, what was he gonna do about the other situation ? Yoonho’s confession that is. He is still his leader after all and he didn’t want to be the very reason that you fall into depression and blaming yourself that Him and Yenjamin got in a ruse. He knew that it was one of your biggest fears. Being the cause of a fight. Was he going to let it slide or not? Was he going to need to talk to Yenjamin about him finding out he confessed to you or was he going to interrogate Yenjamin about how, when and why he liked you? He really did not know what to do.
He’ll just have to talk to Rohan tomorrow since he is sort of the wise (?) one when it comes to things like this. He really did not want to have any misunderstanding to happen between his KIFF Family. They are his family.
“I don’t know why I’m acting like this so nervous like that shit
But you told me ‘ I can be a reason if you want’.”