Apr 26, 2018
sometimes i wonder if i don’t stress how much of an emotionless dickbag Villain ulquiorra is, even if i am writing him as currently struggling through redemption.
#ooc#kinda misguided#but also just kind of an asshiole#i wouldnt even really call it me humanizing him#its more like him trying to /find/ his humanity#and looking back at the shit he did and being like#''damn i was a real bitch''#its Complicated I Guess?#bc i dont want to gloss over what he did#like he literally emotionally manipulated/abused a teenager#then brutally murdered (twice) another teen#BOTH equally traumatized by his shit#and he did it with No Fuckin Remorse Whatsoever#like dude...#its a problem#hes a problem#but i do think he realizes that#and kinda just like...#''oh... well shit''#its just hard to balance the whole ''hes getting better'' thing with uh#what he used to be and shit