#kinda pissy

[bitchyandbarbaric]

s a s s

[sara-onieo]

So uh... I do still exist. Things haven't been too good, and some of you on here probably forgot to block me and are thinking "hahaha comeuppances" but fuck you for that mindset. No body deserves bad things happening to them, it just happens. Get over yourself for once, like damn. Just because I said one thing over 10 years ago does not mean that I deserve hate and bad things.

[sneakylittleghost]

I care a lot. more than I should. it takes a lot more to make me stop caring about something or someone. but if you get me to that point or use it against me, then I won't hesitate to ignore your entire existence.

[the-angrybeaver]

I can't even get Sunday afternoon to invite someone over without Joe doing the exact same thing. 'He can hang out with us' no he can't because he already thinks its weird enough that I fucking live with a person I dated for a while...so no, he can't just hang out with all of us...I mostly don't want to hang out with you anyway douche...

[mammet]

So our mental and physical health were belittled once again today.

On top of the paternal side constantly poking fun at our memory lapses, Spook’s aunt regarding our diabetes: It’s just something you have to do and deal with.

Yeah, we’ve been “dealing” with it for 13+ years, depression 15+ years, DID 14+ years, anxiety 8+ years, RAD all of our life, a coma, coma induced frontal lobe damage 4+ years, PTSD 15+ years, a handful of symptoms from other illnesses/diseases/developmental deficiencies, and have had at least one known case of DKA due to maltreatment. And we’re expected to just “deal” with it.

Yeah, we’ll just take the Magic Fixing Pill(tm) and make it all go away..just for you.

We know that a vast majority of Spook’s paternal family deals with depression(and you asshats should at least know that we have it, since you dragged us to therapy for countless years), and maternal family has various mental illnesses(thanks for the RAD).

[nodoubtaholic]

Things Desi is tired of:

People not having the courtesy to call or let you know when they don't want a job anymore.  No call no shows are SO FUCKING LAME (two people today.. TWO)

People who call in for their shifts once every other month between the hours of 1-3am.

People thinking I have some kind of magical wand that will fix all.

People getting mad when they realize I do not, and that yes, I am also merely a human.

Other people with the same level of authority as me, blatantly not giving a shit.

Burnout

Being made to feel that I am not trying my best.

The fact that I've never had an ounce of training.  I just jump in and swim.  Either it will work, or it won't.  So far, it's worked, but to the detriment of my nerves.

Being talked at like I'm fucking stupid by straight redneck midwestern males.

Those fucking testicles they hang from their trucks. WHY?

People who say sorry and don't really mean it.

People who act entitled inside of retail establishments.

I DON'T NEED YOU TO SPELL YOUR FUCKING NAME - I THINK I CAN SPELL TOM DICK OR HARRY OR WHOEVER YOU FUCKING ARE.  MAYBE IF YOU GAVE THE RIGHT NAME WHEN YOU PICKED UP YOUR PIZZA..

stuff and things!

/endrant

(ps - if people could see the obscenities I mouth when I'm on the phone taking orders..  I think I called 3-4 people "fucking assholes" and mouthed "I don't fucking care" maybe 10 times.  You're ordering a pizza, I have no interest in the whys or whos or hows.  Also, if your phone number ends in a 9 and you choose to say NINER BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU'RE SO FUCKING CLEVER I SWEAR TO GOD..)

[bossmystique]

..... Cannot exceed the time signature on a piece by using eighth notes guys. It doesn't work like that.

Just a little irked right now with tasks. Will deal with it later.  

[illusionarium]

I freaking love this okay.