#kinda venting

[chaotic-lore]

technically averaging like 190 likes on my fics im actually kinda happy to start writing again

[starry-seafoam]

I had to hand hold this admin and tell her via teams that there is no way she only receives receipts for her payments only if her email is set on the account we have access to.

Any payment made on that account will result in her getting the receipt.

I had to explain this to her.

I had to show her the screenshot of my version of a receipt saying a confirmation email (which is the receipt) will be sent to her email

After she vehemently denied making payments last month.

Lo and behold, confirmation emails saying when I made my last payment and the one she denies paying but insinuating that I was the one who did it. They all showed up after I told her to back track in her email.

I’m not trying to be a mean girl here. I’m genuinely baffled. Even if there are multiple credit cards, even if you don’t have yours, if your email is set to receive all account emails then yes, you would receive all payments receipts not just the ones you paid for.

Guys. Guys. I’m trying to have patience. Her boss thinks she’s doing A+ and I’m like what rose colored glasses do you have??

She’s 28. This is basic stuff. Excusing age and innocence can only do so much. A learning curve, sure. But not knowing that receipts are emailed to you for an account no matter who has access is wild. Especially when it’s set up that way and you know it since you see the confirmation email.

Is this weaponized incompetence, wanting to deny fault, or just innocence. I just don’t know.

I’ve never had anyone like this before.

[bookwonkakisserandfan]

I will never be a kid again, I will never see my grandma again, I will never be able to hug her again, I just have to go forward and imagine she would've been proud of me. one day my other grandma won't be there either, my parents will pass too, probably before I do, sooner than them my cats probably will age and pass away too, am I gonna part ways from my friends? but now I am here and I want to be happy for all of them

[bearcatrain]

keep losing followers here and honestly it’s making me paranoid 😭 i lost a mutual that i really cared about i hope i didn’t do anything wrong i feel bad

[goatmeatstew]

Dear autocorrect, please stop trying to make me sound illiterate. Please stop autocorrecting your to you're. I've always made a point of being able to differentiate your and you're, please, please, please. It pisses me off so bad to see "you're" where "your" is supposed to be and vice versa. Please stop making me look illiterate.

[pengiun-spring-night]

mind, thought, brain,

don't understand why I wish

to shut you down,

I do so as I'm not a better person

as I broiled and fried my voice to a point

I woke up with the littleness and bitterness

of itty bitty mind screeching and crawling,

glasses also squash my sides

so does the noise with my voice,

all I can be is mild

in my stillness

[scar-stained-glass]

"it's fine to make fun of ______! no one could ever actually be insecure about that!"

i am insecure about my fucking fingers. i put bandaids on them every morning, because im terrified that if someone sees the scars and blood around them, they'll think im a monster.

kindly, shut the fuck up. make fun of nothing you piece of shit.

[astraloop154]

Possible iron lung spoilers under cut also kinda me venting a little

I thought iron lung was a cool movie

I understand why some people think it was not great

But it uhh

Gave me a panic attack

So sadly I probably can't watch it again despite how much I want to support Mark

Anyways, amazing visuals, awesome psychological horror buildup, incredible sound design

Don't watch it if you are squeamish or are prone to panic attacks and gore is one of those triggers like I did

Anyways

I loved it

Except the climax/ending, it caused the panic attack

I'm gonna go to bed now that I'm no longer trembling