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side blog to @lore-onpaper | i basically just talk about random bullshit on this one | 23

[chaotic-lore]

getting older just means getting the balls to tell your parents you wrote fanfics as a teenager

[chaotic-lore]

inshouldfucking go to bed what am i doing

[chaotic-lore]

got deep enough into tumblr again that im making a new OC for the first time in YEARS

[important-animal-images]

[fangedjester]

i had to draw her she's so nostalgic

[mossydemon]

I love her and want her to find all of the chalk art

[thecleverpenguin]

@animals-with-fan-art

[lore-onpaper]

sometimes i yap on here and forget that i have a whole side blog MEANT FOR THAT so i dont trash this one

@chaotic-lore

[chaotic-lore]

me on this account fr

yap with me pls

[chaotic-lore]

was gonna post ranting about how much i love my boyfriend but the post ended up being like …fanfic long. so yeah that’s staying in the drafts lol

[chaotic-lore]

theres something so bittersweet about tumblr and pinterest seeing me so through many phases of my life

[chaotic-lore]

contemplated calling out of work today just to stay at home and write fics

i didn’t do it, but i thought about it rly hard. i don’t know i feel like thats some growth since my school days

[chaotic-lore]

technically averaging like 190 likes on my fics im actually kinda happy to start writing again

[kiora-writes]

I can't do it anymore

[writercultureis]

writer culture is thinking your fic is dogshit but you keep working on it anyway and fall in love with it again and think it's dogshit again and love it again and you do that for weeks and months until you find the courage to just fucking post it (and every kudo and comment makes it all worth it)

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[kjscottwrites]

[X]

[chaotic-lore]

“i have to keep writing, i’ve barely done anything!!” and i’ve posted two head canons and a chapter with damn near 2k words ….just today

[chaotic-lore]

living on your own for the first time is weird after living in a broken home for so long

wdym im not getting yelled at for using the kitchen or showering

and wdym i miss that house at all.

[chaotic-lore]

my ex showed me this song when we were in middle school (looking back, i rly think that it was his way of telling me he was leaving without saying it)

and i heard it for the first time in years today and everything came rushing back :/ and it’s not even like i miss him romantically because he was nkt the best person then… but like… i wonder how he is now

[chaotic-lore]

love making a spam blog like im gonna use this to anything except rant and talk to myself